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May I present to you Wheel Running In the Wild, a published research paper that delights me to no end:

This paper intended to test whether would mice would run on a wheel if they found one, to try and determine if this was a natural behavior or a stress response in captivity. They put a wheel in a protected little box with a camera that took pictures any time the wheel turned, and tallied up how often it was used by what.

Mice were, happily, the most common users of the wheel, and their patterns of use indicated they were doing so voluntarily once they figured it out.

But the second most common users.

Those were slugs.

Against β€œVulgar Trans Feminism”

Why flattening transfeminine life is political malpractice

By Tara Knight.

Vulgar trans feminism drives me insane because it keeps getting credit for doing absolutely nothing new. It is feminism that wants to feel righteous without changing its instincts. It takes second wave and radical feminist habits, swaps out a few words, adds β€œtrans inclusive” to the mission statement, and then acts like that alone transforms the politics. Same fear of sex. Same fixation on harm. Same obsession with regulation. Same moral superiority. The only thing that changed is that trans women are now inside the blast radius instead of standing outside it.

This framework survives by flattening transfeminine life until it fits inside a single moral narrative. Everyone suffers the same way. Everyone is vulnerable in the same way. Everyone needs the same protections. Everyone should follow the same rules. That flattening is not accidental. It is the condition that allows vulgar trans feminism to operate at all. Once difference enters the picture, power enters with it. Once power enters, class and race show up immediately. Vulgar trans feminism cannot handle that, so it pretends difference is divisive and calls flattening solidarity.

Class gets erased first because class ruins the fantasy.

Material conditions decide everything. Housing. Money. Healthcare. Legal precarity. Employment. Sex work criminalization. Policing. Immigration enforcement. These realities decide whether a transfeminine person is writing hot takes or figuring out how to survive the week. Vulgar trans feminism loves to talk about harm in the abstract while avoiding poverty entirely. It lectures about risk while ignoring the fact that many transfeminine people rely on sexual economies to stay alive. It pathologizes hypersexuality while refusing to talk about rent, food, debt, or the absence of safety nets.

This flattening lets the most materially comfortable trans women universalize their experience and call it politics. It allows people with savings, institutional proximity, and social insulation to moralize survival strategies they have never needed. Desperation gets reframed as bad judgment. Adaptation gets reframed as irresponsibility. Class disappears and discipline takes its place.

Race disappears just as fast, and when it does, the framework becomes openly dangerous.

Vulgar trans feminism borrows heavily from white feminist fear and then pretends that adding trans women corrects the problem. It never asks how race shapes who gets read as threatening, who gets believed, who gets punished, who gets protected. Black and brown transfeminine people do not receive the benefit of innocence. Their sexuality is read as aggressive. Their visibility is treated as danger. Their refusal is punished instead of negotiated. Their survival strategies are criminalized instead of theorized.

Flattening transfeminine struggle allows vulgar trans feminism to talk about safety while staying silent about police, prisons, and surveillance. It talks about harm while refusing to name racialized violence. It talks about care while ignoring whose bodies get crushed when rules tighten. Universal norms feel fair only when you are not the one they are built to catch.

Sex becomes the perfect tool for this discipline because sex already carries moral weight under patriarchy. Vulgar trans feminism inherits second wave suspicion of sexuality and radical feminist anxiety about domination, then repackages both as trauma awareness. Desire gets treated as a liability. Visibility becomes something to manage. Sexuality becomes a problem to be contained. Trans women who do not comply get labeled reckless. Trans women who cannot comply because their survival depends on sex get written off entirely.

Vulgar trans feminism needs transfeminine struggle to be equal because equality makes administration easy. If everyone is equally vulnerable, nobody has to explain why some transfeminine people are far more likely to be homeless, assaulted, incarcerated, or killed. If harm distributes evenly, moral rules feel neutral. If difference disappears, power stays hidden.

Materialist trans feminism refuses this flattening because flattening is how exploitation hides. It tracks who gets punished for desire and who gets forgiven. It tracks who is allowed to be messy and who has to be perfect just to survive. It follows how race and class decide whose sexuality becomes a scandal and whose becomes experimentation. It understands that transfeminine life is shaped by uneven exposure to violence and uneven access to protection.

This is why vulgar trans feminism reacts so aggressively to materialist critique. Power analysis ruins the illusion. Naming class exposes inequality inside trans spaces. Naming race exposes how whiteness still structures credibility and safety. It is easier to accuse critics of being unsafe, divisive, or extreme than to admit the framework collapses under pressure.

feminism that feels calm because it refuses to look at blood. I am not interested in a feminism that expands by disciplining more people. I am not interested in a politics that asks transfeminine people to shrink ourselves so institutions can feel progressive.

Vulgar trans feminism wants transfeminine people manageable. It wants us legible, compliant, desexualized, and grateful. Materialist trans feminism wants us alive, dangerous to power, and impossible to flatten.

If your feminism falls apart the moment class and race enter the room, it was never built for transfeminine life. It was built to regulate it.

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Every girl like me I know feels like she was born with an expiration date, like there’s a number stamped on her forehead that says β€œ26 years old” that says β€œsix months after the money runs out” that says β€œwhen you can’t do this anymore” that says β€œas soon as you work up the courage,” and I’m one of the lucky ones, because that scares me, Sometimes I think I have an immigrant’s patriotism for this world, because it took me 20 years to decide that I wanted to live in it. Maybe that’s what hope is.

But I don’t know how to say that the greatest poet I know and her girlfriend, who looks so like me she nearly made my mom faint when she opened the door, are probably not going to last another year. So everybody told me to vote for Bernie Sanders. It’s not enough.

Now people are saying this might be the end times, but I want to remind them that we have already been living in them, for as long as I can remember, and I don’t know why it’s so hard to keep in contact with someone I don’t see, to reach out across that burden of distance with the uncertain arms of exhaustion, but I know why it’s hard to reassure somebody, when all you can say is β€œI’m scared, too.” How much money do you give somebody, when money is the thing you don’t have? For time, same question.

A trans woman I had never met came into my shop one day and pointed me out to her friend, she said β€œyou are my sister,” and I said β€œyes, I am.” So when I saw one of my sisters out on the street with a slice of cardboard, I brought her a bottle of water and all the cash I had in my wallet, because afterward I couldn’t stop crying for six hours, and I don’t think anybody asked me why.

Maybe this is why there are so few things that feel important to me anymore. I said β€œthe only things people like me make are cries for help” and I got 128 reblogs. Apparently, some people find that relatable.

A lot of people have told me that I’m the most optimistic person they know, and I don’t tell them that I have to be, I take it as a compliment.

The thing they don’t tell you about hope is that it’s cyclical, it needs to be refreshed every single day, Hope is just like every other kind of work you do on your body. So what does a story mean, to that? What can a poem mean, to that? I abhor maintenance. I don’t want to have to say anything anymore, I want to walk to the place where all my words are done, And build a home there. It’s not enough. All your pleas and all your promises, your fights and feats and failures, are not and never will be enough. Not for us. This world was not made for us.

So let’s build a better one. Let’s start right here, right now, just us, not with a kiss or a fist but just you and me pledging to not let go no matter what comes, deciding even when the love is gone that we’re not gonna let each other drown anymore. So I want to offer my hand, to every girl like me who needs it, and walk with you into a place beyond these empires, a place that doesn’t exist yet. And that, I hope, is enough. Because that’s…everything.

with the way that economic sanctions predictably kill people, they should be viewed as weapons of war, like indiscriminate bombing campaigns. they're usually less dramatic on the news than bombs and special forces raids, making them easier to ignore, but they don't destroy lives and stop society functioning normally any less for that

when your country is cut off from trade, banking, and its own foreign reserves, its currency usually collapses. prices go up fast but wages don’t. food, utilities, rent, and medicine all become more expensive at the same time. if you're already living close to the edge, you end up skipping meals, delaying medical care, and choosing between heating and eating

healthcare is another major place you're going to get screwed over. even when sanctions technically allow medical goods through, hospitals often still struggle to get what they need. banks and payment processors refuse to put payments through, shipping companies don't want to deliver to your ports, and now there's much less money available to buy supplies. so spare parts never arrive. clinics run out of basic medicines. machines break and can’t be repaired. your chronic illness that's normally manageable becomes life threatening or much more disabling, and emergency care becomes less reliable. so more people die from conditions that, in other circumstances, wouldn't have been fatal

sanctions also damage the systems around healthcare that people don’t always think about. power cuts affect hospitals and refrigeration for medicines. when you can't import treatment chemicals or replacement parts, clean water systems fail. transport problems make it harder for you to reach care at all, especially for people in rural areas. all these things add up to kill people prematurely, and the people who suffer and die the most are the ones in the most precarious positions

a paper in the Lancet estimates that sanctions kill 564,000 people every year. it's like the US and its imperial core allies nuke a mid sized city in the developing world each year, and yet sanctions are often framed as peaceful alternatives to war. economic sanctions are weapons of war

12/20

$0/1360

hey folks, we're back in the fucking building again. please help us get this post around, as the rent we didnt make last time has now been tacked onto our rent for this month. i am also working on setting up voice acting commissions, and will get the post up on my voice acting channel once its ready. please share this! any amount helps!

01/18

$697/1380

we were able to negotiate, and if we can raise $423 more on top of this current amount by the 21st we won't be homeless, but we need to raise that amount by the minimum. i need to stress that my husband and i would literally die if we ended up houseless, so we really need folks to help us

We still need help affording a bed so we stop sleeping on the floor.

It's late, I'm exhausted, haven't had a good night sleep in ages.

We have a bunch of chronic panic, chronic illnesses, the most able bodied at home is probably me even tho my left leg dislocates at random, my left leg has jolts of pain at random too and my gallbladder and liver are actively trying to kill me.

Oh, did I forget to mention the tumor and the many growths on my legs? Or the tooth pain I still have, I need that molar removed or im going to do it myself.

Just, help us get a bed, the one we got is too moldy I'm tired of having to cover it with plastic so we can take turns to sleep on it at floor level.

Also, urgently need funds to get my son the his next appointment at the trans clinic see if we can get him HRT or we'll have to get him DIY.

We need to get more adult diapers too considering all the mobility issues our elderly are going through.

If I dare to ask also for $10 so I can get nuggets and a treat for our son, he turned 9yo 2 days ago and he just wanted some nuggets please.

Thank you.

$250/$700

* We still got some funds left from the last post but we're probably going to keep looking for a doctor who believes my partner about those temporary paralysis he has been through this year. Wish us luck.

I have less than 5 hrs to get my meds please!!!

NOTHING SO FAR!!!

I'm really sorry for being such a pain but you have no idea how much pain I'm in and I don't want to risk our diabetics with spoiled insulin please πŸ™‡

They also need food, please.

Nothing, this will be another monday without meds, another week in pain just hoping I can make it until next monday and try again

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The lab experiment that transports Trace in Axiom Verge to the other world happens in New Mexico in 2005. Therefore one could argue that Trace has met Saul Goodman.

Please Help 3 trans girls pay for electricity!

[image id: screenshot of a bill from the power company for $255.48 usd dated December 19, 2025 with a due date of January 9th, 2026. End id]

We are currently past due on our electric bill, we are disabled and stretched thin and don't have a way to cover this, please help us keep our power on, even $10 adds up and we could start making payments on it!

Venmo: @aelwyd

Cashapp: $quicksilvermoonlight

Paypal: www.paypal.me/aelwydydd

So uh, I was hoping to not have to make a post like this, but I can't pay rent this month. I'm looking at selling my e-bike but that won't cover all of it and my landlord is already kind of mad and impatient. Was hoping to sell some cards but as it turns out they're all counterfeit.

My goal is $600 CAD.

I'm a 30yo disabled trans lesbian.

My PayPal is [email protected]

Please help or reblog this post. Even $1 helps. If I got $1 from every follower I'd have triple the amount I needed.

Thanks for reading.

help an unhoused trans woman stay in her hotel thru rising costs!!! (1/18/26)

hey y'all, you may have seen my update last time but even after paying last weeks rent, my friend nat is already facing eviction from her hotel again

she needs assistance before WEDNESDAY or she will be kicked out - and any extra will go towards rides to work and covering the next couple weeks of raised hotel room rates, too

please, if you can spare anything to help, send it her way via cashapp at $NatalieEves, or through venmo at @kaijew or paypal at paypal.me/kaijew

(please leave a note that it's for nat w/ the latter two, so i can forward it her way!)

as always, please please please give this a reblog if you can't help directly!!

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without going into too much detail, my girlfriend and i need to escape our current living situation. anything you can spare helps.

venmo: himejoshikomaeda

cash.app/$himejoshikomaeda

Please donate, if you like my music or my posts or anything. I owe so much of who I am and where I'm at to these girls. Ana is the sweetest and most dedicated person I've ever met, and I can't thank her enough for everything she's done for me. Help her stay afloat, as one last gift to sugary sheep...! >_<

Also um, if you're interested in that kind of thing, if you give 10 dollars or more (and dm me proof) I'll write you some music, a Honey Lambda Original to suit whatever mood/story/style you'd like. I have my limits with the genres I can work in, but if you give me some reference tracks, I'll do my best!!

So I am unemployed once again and that last paycheque did not go anywhere near as far as I needed it to...

Val and I are both job hunting still/again, but we have no phones and Telus seems to keep adding to the bill despite our service being disconnected as that last email I got brought what I needed to pay to reconnect service up to just under $900.

If people can help us reconnect our phones, it would make the job hunt so much easier...

Paypal, ko-fi and dm me for e-transfer details

$111/$900CAD

Edit- Jan 12 20:58

So, like, we're not going to get enough for this phone bill in time, especially now that it's just shy of $1100. Thank you to everyone who has shared and donated.

We are still two unemployed trans women who need help with other necessities, like groceries, gas, meds and other utilities, so if you are able to continue helping us with that while we continue to job hunt, that would be literally life saving πŸ™πŸ’œπŸ™

Save two disabled trans women from losing their car

i hate to keep asking but we need help, we have to leave the place we are living now asap and still need to pay for our car every month. i am constantly sick and in pain and on edge just about everday, my girlfriend @puppygirlclick still hasnt received necessary care after a hernia surgery thats left her with immense pain in her abdomen. things have only gotten worse, the people we live with abuse us and get more violent by the day on top of using our car to go out whenever and where ever they want without paying a single cent on it knowing that we have no income and have to beg for anything we get. we'll most likely end up evicted, with nowhere to go and no transportation if the car note isn't paid for while they fix one of the vehicles in the driveway that they've neglected for months on end while using our car because we're powerless.

all the promises that have been made to us have not been kept, we were supposed to use this home as a place to get back on our feet but we have no chance to, especially not at this point. the situation forced upon us is one we cannot escape alone

we're desperate, we need $280 for our car note every month now (the company has begun charging an additional fee on debit card payments) and more, if we will have any hope of escaping this situation and we've only received 1 donation in the past few weeks. we're also looking for a place to move, if u or anyone u know might be able to help with that, please reach out my dms are open and so are my girlfriend's. thank you for reading this and anything helps

C*sh*pp: $StSeeSee

P*yp*l: schrodingersbird

V*nmo: puppygirlclick

there's a bit more information on the situation we're living in on my girlfriend's blog @puppygirlclick

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