seeing my ‘failures’ as redirections has brought me so much peace about the things I thought I 'missed out on’ in life. sometimes, you just don’t know what you’re being protected from—or what you’re being set up for—until you can look back from a new vantage point. all you can do is trust that clarity will come when the time is right. and it will.
they should invent a searching for jobs that doesn’t open a miles-deep pit of despair and rage within me that gets deeper and wider with every scroll because it’s all shit that is impossible for me to do because I am not a real human like other people
