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Realization of Feelings
“I’m not jealous! I just… It just bothers me that… Holy shit. I’m jealous.”
“Why do I even care? It’s not my life!”
“Oh.” Oh.
“Fuck. That wasn’t part of the plan.”
“I never meant to develop feelings, but… I think I did.”
“You’re like a virus I can’t get rid off, and I think lately the infection has reached my heart.”
“Oh, I’m an idiot.”
“You make me happy like no one else. I’m not sure what exactly that means yet, but… I know it means something.”
“I care, that’s all. We’re friends; friends care. That’s all this is…”
“We’re more than just friends, aren’t we?”
“I think… Maybe, I knew all along, and was just too afraid to admit it to myself.”
“This was never just friendship.”
“I can’t keep pretending anymore.”
“How much longer can I tell myself this isn’t what it looks like to everyone else?”
“Ah, shit. That explains all the dreams.”
“How did you realize I had feelings for you before I did??”
“I told myself this feeling would pass, but… It’s only getting stronger.”