Jeremy Knox in a loose tank top that keeps shifting so he has to keep glancing down and ‘innocently’ going “Oops sorry, unsolicited nip slip” but in reality he is all too aware of Jean nearby, gripping his thighs hard enough to leave marks as he has to stop himself from becoming a horny menace and pouncing on his bf each and every time Jeremy adjusts the shirt and then has the nerve to smile at him after
I need jerejean to get their shower scene so badly. Jeremy crashing his car and getting injured to a point that he needs help washing himself. Jean climbing in with him. Getting to have the choice of climbing in. Jean facing his worst fears in the name of helping his partner, his friend. His Jeremy. Jeremy having no choice but to accept help in something he probably wouldn’t otherwise. Maybe Jean’s still clothed. Or half clothed. Maybe Jeremy is fully nude. The symbolism of it—Jean who’s always been bared. Jean who has never had the luxury of armor , of boundaries, getting to have them here. Jeremy who is usually hidden behind a mask stripped bare. Jeremy who is used to men seeing him naked being so nervous here, because this is different, somehow. Because this is Jean. Because he is used to attending to others and not having others attend to him. Because Jean is tending to him so gently, treating his body like it’s something precious. Like he is something to be cared for instead of used
Or maybe even Jeremy nearly relapsing and struggling with it. He passes the LSATs and Bryson plants the drugs in his room. Or he crashes his car and is fighting with the accessibility of pain meds, and climbs into the shower and turns on the water and sits in it in parallel with Jean at the beginning of tsc. Maybe he’s at the lofts when it happens. Maybe jeans been paying far too much attention to him, more than Jeremy knows what to do with, and when Jeremy climbs in the shower and is gone for half an hour, he notices. Maybe it doesn’t even take that long. Jean knocks on the door but there’s no answer and it’s locked. And doors have never stopped monsters so they shouldn’t be able to stop him. And he gets it open and finds Jeremy shivering and soaking and crashing out and breaking down , and gets into the shower and just holds him. Despite the water. Barely even registering it. Because His focus is Jeremy and only Jeremy
