ok lmao active sideblog roundup time! i think it’s pretty clear from the descriptions that these are all me but there’s always new folks around so. yeah! (i don’t expect anyone to follow any of these, jsyk! but if you see these bitches in your notifications, it’s me lol.)

@poppiesbymaryoliver is my aesthetic blog, i scream in the tags about poems that make me Feel Things.

@bipolaryangxiaolong is my rwby blog, i am NOT spoiler safe. i’ve got my ao3 linked in there somewhere if anyone is interested.

@saltwaterconfessions is my locked tomb blog, not spoiler safe for HTN. i cry over my latest comfort characters a lot here. 

gideon's lesbian-o-vision rendering all men kinda yuck except palamedes is a strong argument in favor of she's just preordering

Please stop saying I'm in love with my cavalier. Or if you continue to do so, at least say it to my face. Please surrender your "fanfictions" of me and my cavalier engaging in heretical activities to me so I can document and submit it to the Cohort Oversight Committee. If you come across any raunchy "fanart" please notify me also. I want to see what I'm dealing with so I can be best prepared about the situation.

No need to inform Marta Dyas about this, I'm handling this matter.

You ever think about the idea of trauma being stored in the body. How harrows body was created from a genocide. How that body grew up around adults that did not, could not, nurture her the way a child needs.

How harrow is 11 and already somewhat suicidal when she becomes full custodian of her body and soul and how she spends the rest of her life depriving herself of sleep and food at every opportunity. How her brain chemistry is so horribly damaged that she hallucinates and disassociates to protect herself (having Alecto hanging on probably doesn’t help).

Do you think about what is will mean for harrow that someone has loved this body. Forced it to eat and sleep and stretch and breath. That however briefly this body that has only known pain and grief and violence was held and nurtured.

We know what trauma does to a body? But what does love do?

we know exactly why gideon is Like That, she was treated as property of the ninth her whole life and starved of any kind of affection, making it so that the second she gets any kind of respect and tenderness from harrow she's immediately on board to do unspeakable things to her body in harrow's service. as far as I can tell, camilla is Like That because she is not well.

this fanfic shit easy

I’ve been on a sad Griddlehark art binge can you tell

i know it may not seem like it, but i DO enjoy other media besides kpdh......

occasionally.........

ANYWAY i love griddlehark, i love tlt

one third of my griddlehark art is body horror, another third is religious imagery and worship, and the last third is unfiltered fluff bc they deserve nice things

for those waiting for more kpdh content: i know i promised crazy things for winter break, but i always forget that it's never really a break for me 😭BUT content is planned.... think mira, and also continue to think abt ceo mira pa rumi and nanny zoey..........................

Tor has officially seen our clownery and issued a response 💔

hey did you know life is too short love is too long it's finished it's done you cant take love away what's like except love that hasn't been invited indoors i'll keep loving you the problem is that i don't know how to stop love and freedom don't coexist you held aloft the sword. i still love y

Worship your cavalier like she’s the daughter of the Emperor Undying