you ever crave something you can't have? ssssshut up about your ex i mean i want grilled cheese but im scared of the stove

in so many situations i shouldve just acted fucking worse idc

Phibi from the other day

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Layard's Palm Squirrel Funambulus layardi

A squirrel endemic to Sri Lanka, distinguished by the orange stripe on its back. Known as මූකලන් ලේනා (mukalan lena) in Sinhala. They are found on canopy level in forests, where they spend little time on ground. With night falls, they start to become noisy.

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My child will not be allowed to use chat gpt. He will be smarter and stronger than the other children and he will kill them easily.

Yeah I'm just gonna say it. No one cares or thinks it's insane that it's been harder for me to fundraise for ANYONE since speaking up on a literal community of trans sex pests?

No one think it's insane that there's a group of white women on here barking the terms "social murder" "lynching" "gangstalking" and invoking the name of Emmett Till while I had a mutual aid platform that worked fundamentally that went down when I spoke up on the intent behind some anti carceral rhetoric on my timeline????

Does the fact that I was targeted and suicide baited 250 times and had to choose between eating and bills not alarm you?

I FOUND csm hubs. I found stuck children obviously groomed. Minors speaking up and/or to me in confidence after my words, saying they don't feel safe online anymore. Some of them trans girls.

And I still suffer for it?? That's not insane to you?

That should make you feel murderous because that is the definition of transmisogynoir.

Everyone's valid until a black girl vehemently morally disagrees with them. Then, her life, blood, sweat and tears can go up in flames. The FOUR YEAR culmination of my career gone in an instant because I have a brain and an inscrutable moral center.

It's not just that I will resent this. I am scared for my life. I am scared I will be back in my hoarder father's home. I am scared for those children I see myself in on here. And I do not just want our justice, I will vengeance.

I'm not just angry, I'm righteous and scorned and I will literally never forget that tumblr did this to me

Nigga fuck you. Run me my reparations. My rent doesn't go down if my income drops when its online only.

If you care about me at all, you'll reblog or shoot me 5. That is a mountain of work lost that recovering poetry reblogs or follower numbers won't return.

My traction is dead. Fucking help me if you care about black people and the children I've fed the fuck at all.

I bring a sort of "If I'm stable, I can assure that others are stable" vibe to the table that conditional, racist white communists don't really fucking like.

My cash and pay never changed. Agenderdread is my brand.

V_nmo is deejwalker365

Help undo this harm. Help me fucking survive.

Reblogging this also brings visibility and a sense of community to other victims. Which is important AS fuck as we're running out of ways to do that.

Who cares about the content of the post. You have my express permission and insistence to reblog this

I'm still angry. I'm still really really fucking angry. Obviously my suicidality was triggered by all of this month ago and as I fight for my career and undertake psych testing for my potential ptsd, I have been wading neck deep in trauma.

I was fucking outed by this. Do you understand that these people misgendered me, first? Do you understand that that is expressly her fucking kink? That's not disgusting to you???

I already give so much time, head space, ear to every fucking community that makes up my minority but I was completely, emotionally, traumatically betrayed by tumblrs trans community.

I AM OWED SOMETHING!!!!

I DESERVE BETTER THAN THIS

MY PAIN WAS ENOUGH FOR OTHERS TO SPEAK UP

HELP ME REBUILD

HELP ME STAY SAFE

PROTECT OUR INTERSECTIONS!!!!

NOW

Oh. I was livid. Post still stands tho. Let me be angry while asking my community for help.

The standoff with agents happened on Jan. 8, one day after an ICE agent shot and killed Renee Good in south Minneapolis. Wooten’s refusal to comply with ICE was captured on video and posted to Facebook. 

The agents tried everything to intimidate the guard.

 “You can’t come back here, bro,” Wooten can be heard in the video saying to an agent wearing a mask and sunglasses. “I’m talking to your manager,” the agent said. Wooten responded: “No, you’re talking to security, I’m in charge.”

ICE left empty-handed. Wooten said he just stood his ground, “10 toes down.”

“I was doing my job like I’m supposed to,’’ Wooten said. “If you don’t stand for something, you’ll fall for anything. I just want to make my family safe because I’ve been here three years.”