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In another universe again

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The Wayne Manor was a labyrinth of secrets, its towering walls steeped in history and whispers of the past. You’d grown up within those walls, a daughter of the Wayne legacy, twin to Damian, the son destined to inherit the mantle of Robin. But where Damian was sharp edges and fierce determination, you were a shadow, slipping through the cracks of a family that never seemed to notice you were there.


You were Y/N Wayne, the other half of a pair, but to the Batfamily, you were an afterthought. Bruce, your father, was a man consumed by his mission, his eyes always fixed on the horizon of Gotham’s endless night. Dick was the golden son, too busy charming the world to see you fading. Jason, with his jagged edges, spared you fleeting glances but never lingered. Tim was lost in his own mind, his coffee-fueled nights leaving no room for you. And Damian—your twin, your mirror—carried the weight of expectations you could never touch. He was the heir, the prodigy. You were just… you.


The neglect wasn’t loud. It was quiet, insidious, like a slow bleed. A missed birthday here, a forgotten promise there. Training sessions where you were left to spar with dummies while Damian was molded by Bruce’s hands. Family dinners where your seat was filled with silence, your voice drowned by their laughter. You tried to be seen, to be heard. You trained harder, studied longer, patched your own wounds after patrols. But the harder you tried, the more invisible you became.


Then came Lila.


She arrived like a burst of sunlight, a foster girl with wide eyes and a smile that disarmed even the coldest hearts. The Batfamily welcomed her with open arms. Dick ruffled her hair, Jason taught her to throw a punch, Tim helped her with homework, and Bruce—*Bruce*—smiled at her in a way you’d never seen directed at you. Even Damian, your stoic twin, softened around her, his rare laughter echoing through the manor.


Lila was everything you weren’t. She was wanted.


You watched from the sidelines as they showered her with affection, their voices bright with praise. “Lila’s a natural,” Dick would say. “She’s got heart,” Jason added. “She’s one of us,” Tim declared. And you? You were the ghost in the room, your presence barely acknowledged. The realization settled in your chest like a stone: you were worthless to them.


The doubt crept in slowly, then all at once. Why weren’t you enough? Were you too quiet, too weak, too *you*? You spent nights staring at the ceiling of your room, the weight of their indifference pressing down until you couldn’t breathe. You stopped joining them for meals, stopped waiting for them to notice you. They didn’t.


The kidnapping was almost a relief.


It happened on a rainy Gotham night, the kind where the city seemed to drown in its own despair. You and Lila were grabbed off the streets, thrown into a van before you could react. The world went dark, and when you woke, you were in a warehouse, wrists bound, the air thick with the scent of rust and fear. Lila was beside you, her face pale but defiant, her eyes darting to the cameras mounted on the walls.


The kidnappers were professionals, their faces hidden behind masks. They spoke in clipped tones, their words broadcast live to the city. “The Batfamily has one hour to choose,” their leader said, his voice cold as steel. “One girl lives. One dies. Make your choice, or we kill them both.”


You knew what would happen before it did. You saw it in the way Bruce’s voice crackled through the comms, calm but strained. You saw it in the way Dick hesitated, his eyes flickering to Lila. You saw it in the way Jason’s jaw clenched, his gaze fixed on the girl who’d become their sister in all but blood.


“We’re coming for you,” Bruce said through the feed, his words meant for both of you but landing on Lila like a lifeline. “Hold on.”


The clock ticked down. The kidnappers paced, their guns glinting under the flickering lights. Lila whispered to you, her voice trembling. “They’ll save us, Y/N. They have to.”


You wanted to believe her, but the truth was a blade in your gut. You’d always been the one left behind.


When the Batfamily arrived, it was with the precision of a military strike. Batman led the charge, Nightwing and Red Hood flanking him, Red Robin and Robin covering the exits. They moved like shadows, neutralizing the kidnappers with ruthless efficiency. But when the moment came—when the leader grabbed you and Lila, a gun to each of your heads—they froze.


“Choose!” the leader roared, his finger twitching on the trigger. “Now!”


Bruce’s eyes met yours through the haze of smoke and chaos. For a moment, you thought he saw you—really saw you. But then his gaze shifted to Lila, and you knew.


“Save her,” he said, his voice steady, final.


The world slowed. Dick lunged for Lila, pulling her from the kidnapper’s grip. Jason tackled the man holding her, his fists a blur. Tim and Damian cleared the room, their focus on the girl who mattered. You were still there, the gun pressed to your temple, your heart a hollow drum.


They’d chosen her.


The cameras were still rolling, broadcasting every second to Gotham and beyond. You looked into the lens, your reflection staring back—a girl forgotten, a shadow no one would mourn. You thought of the manor, of the family that had never been yours. You thought of Damian, your twin, who hadn’t even glanced your way.


The kidnapper’s voice was a low growl in your ear. “Looks like you’re the one they don’t need.”


You didn’t flinch. You didn’t cry. You just stared into the camera, your lips parting to whisper one final word.


“Goodbye.”


The gunshot echoed through the warehouse, a single, deafening crack. The world went black.


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The echo of the gunshot hung in the air, a jagged wound in the silence of the warehouse. The cameras, cold and unyielding, captured every moment—the blood pooling beneath your motionless body, the kidnapper stepping back, the world watching as Y/N Wayne, the forgotten daughter, became a ghost before their eyes.


Bruce Wayne—Batman—stood frozen, his cape a heavy shroud around him. His mind, always calculating, always planning, had betrayed him. He’d made the call, the tactical choice: save Lila, neutralize the threat, then save you. It was supposed to be clean, precise. But the plan had unraveled, and now you were gone. His daughter, his *child*, lay dead because of him. The weight of it pressed against his chest, a suffocating force that no kevlar could shield. He stared at your body, the camera’s red light mocking him, broadcasting his failure to Gotham. He wanted to move, to cradle you, to scream, but Batman didn’t break. Bruce Wayne, though—he was shattering.


“No…” The word slipped from Dick Grayson’s lips, barely a whisper, as he stumbled forward. Nightwing, the heart of the family, was unraveling. He’d been the one to pull Lila to safety, his hands gentle but firm, his focus on the girl they’d all come to love. But now, as he looked at you, your eyes still open, staring into the void of the camera, guilt clawed at him. He’d promised to protect you, hadn’t he? All those years ago, when you and Damian came into their lives, he’d vowed to be the big brother you needed. Yet he’d let you fade, let you slip through the cracks. “Y/N, I’m sorry,” he choked, falling to his knees beside you, his gloved hands hovering over your still form, afraid to touch what he’d already lost.


Jason Todd’s rage was a living thing, coiled and ready to strike. Red Hood had taken down the kidnapper who held Lila, his fists a blur of vengeance. But when the shot rang out, when he saw you crumple, something inside him broke. He’d always seen you as the quiet one, the kid who patched her own wounds and never asked for anything. He’d meant to check on you, to pull you into his orbit, but there was always another mission, another fight. Now, he stood over your body, his helmet hiding the tears burning his eyes. “You bastards,” he snarled, his voice cracking as he rounded on Bruce. “You *chose* her over your own kid!” He wanted to hit something, to tear the world apart, but all he could do was stare at you, the sister he’d failed, and feel the weight of his own worthlessness.


Tim Drake’s mind was a storm of data, replaying every second, every decision, searching for the moment it all went wrong. Red Robin was supposed to be the strategist, the one who saw every angle. But he hadn’t seen you. Not really. You were always there, a quiet presence in the Batcave, working beside him in silence while he buried himself in cases. He’d noticed your absence at dinners, your retreat from the family, but he’d told himself you were fine. You were strong. You didn’t need him. Now, as he knelt beside Dick, his hands trembling as he scanned your vitals—knowing it was pointless—he felt the full force of his neglect. “I should’ve… I should’ve checked on you,” he murmured, his voice hollow. The cameras caught his failure, too, and he knew the world would judge him. He deserved it.


Damian Wayne, your twin, stood apart, his katana still in hand, blood dripping from its blade. Robin was trained to be unyielding, to prioritize the mission above all else. But you were his other half, the shadow to his light, the one who understood the weight of being Talia’s child in a world that didn’t want you. He’d pushed you away, told himself it was to protect you from his own darkness, but the truth was uglier: he’d been too proud, too focused on proving himself. Now, as he looked at your lifeless body, your blood staining the concrete, something inside him fractured. “Ukhti,” he whispered, the Arabic word for sister slipping out, a plea and a prayer. He didn’t move toward you. He couldn’t. If he did, he’d have to face the truth: he’d failed you, just like the rest of them.


Lila, the girl they’d chosen, stood trembling in Dick’s arms, her wide eyes fixed on your body. She didn’t speak, didn’t cry, but the guilt was there, etched into her face. She’d been the one they saved, the one they loved, and now your death was her shadow. The cameras caught her, too, the girl who’d taken your place, and Gotham would whisper her name with scorn.


Bruce finally moved, his steps heavy as he approached you. He knelt beside you, his gloved hand reaching out to close your eyes, a gesture too late to matter. “Y/N,” he said, his voice low, broken. “I thought… I thought there was time.” But there hadn’t been. He’d calculated wrong, prioritized wrong, and now his daughter was gone. The world watched, and he felt their judgment, but it was nothing compared to the war raging inside him. He was Batman, the protector of Gotham, but he couldn’t protect his own child.


The Batfamily stood in a fractured circle around you, each grappling with their own guilt, their own failure. The cameras kept rolling, the live feed searing your death into Gotham’s memory. The city would mourn you, the forgotten Wayne, but the family who’d lost you would carry the weight forever.


Dick’s hand rested on your cold cheek, tears streaming down his face. “We didn’t see you,” he whispered. “God, Y/N, we didn’t see you.”


Jason’s fists clenched, his voice a raw growl. “This isn’t over. Whoever set this up—they’re gonna pay.”


Tim’s head bowed, his mind still racing, still searching for a way to undo the impossible. “I’m sorry,” he said again, the words useless against the void.


Damian’s grip on his katana tightened, his voice barely audible. “You deserved better, ukhti.”


Bruce remained silent, his hand lingering on your face, the weight of his choice a noose around his neck. He’d failed you, just as he’d failed Jason, just as he’d failed Gotham too many times before. But this—this was different. This was his daughter, and he’d let you die.


The warehouse was silent now, save for the hum of the cameras and the distant wail of sirens. The Batfamily stood over your body, a family broken by their own hands. They’d chosen Lila, and in doing so, they’d lost you.


And Gotham watched, its heart as cold and unforgiving as the night


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Bruce Wayne knelt beside you, his hand still resting on your closed eyes, as if he could will you back to life. His mind was a battlefield, replaying every second of the night—his choice, his hesitation, his failure. He’d chosen Lila because she was the civilian, the one they’d welcomed into their home, the one who’d seemed so fragile. But now, as he looked at your lifeless form, a gnawing doubt clawed at him. Something was wrong. The kidnappers’ precision, the cameras, the broadcast—it was too orchestrated, too perfect. His instincts, honed by years as Batman, screamed that this was no random crime.


“Bruce,” Tim’s voice cut through the haze, sharp and urgent. He was crouched by one of the kidnappers, a tablet in hand, his fingers flying across the screen. “You need to see this.” His face was pale, his eyes wide with something that looked like fear. Bruce rose, his movements mechanical, and joined Tim. The screen displayed a series of encrypted messages, traced back to an unlisted server. The sender’s codename was innocuous—*Starling*—but the content was damning. Instructions for the kidnapping, coordinates for the warehouse, even the exact wording of the ultimatum: *Make the Batfamily choose.* And at the bottom, a single line that turned Bruce’s blood to ice: *Eliminate Y/N Wayne. Secure the family.*


Bruce’s gaze snapped to Lila, who was still clinging to Dick, her sobs perfectly timed. His heart, already fractured, began to splinter further. “Lila,” he said, his voice low, dangerous. “Step away from Nightwing.”


Dick frowned, his arms tightening protectively around her. “Bruce, what—”


“Now,” Bruce barked, his tone leaving no room for argument. Lila’s sobs faltered, and for a fraction of a second, her mask slipped—a flicker of calculation in her eyes before she buried her face in Dick’s chest again. But Bruce saw it. And so did Damian.


Damian Wayne, your twin, stood apart, his katana still dripping with the blood of the last kidnapper he’d dispatched. His green eyes, so like yours, were fixed on Lila, and the realization hit him like a blade to the chest. He’d always been wary of her, the girl who’d slipped so easily into their lives, but he’d dismissed it as jealousy, as his own struggle to share the family he’d fought to claim. Now, as he pieced together the puzzle—her sudden arrival, her effortless charm, the way she’d drawn their attention away from you—he felt a rage unlike any he’d known. It wasn’t the cold, controlled fury of the League of Assassins. This was personal, visceral, a brother’s wrath for the sister he’d failed.


“You,” Damian hissed, his voice a venomous whisper. He took a step toward Lila, his katana rising, but Jason grabbed his arm, holding him back. “She did this. She *planned* this.” His eyes burned with unshed tears, his voice breaking as he looked at your body. “Ukhti, I should’ve known. I should’ve protected you.”


Bruce’s mind raced, connecting the dots. Lila’s foster records had been clean—too clean. Her arrival had coincided with a lull in major threats, a perfect distraction. She’d played them all, weaving herself into their hearts while you faded into the background. And now, you were dead because of her. Because of *him*. The guilt was a noose, tightening with every breath. He’d failed you as a father, and now he’d failed you as Batman, blinded by a girl who’d weaponized their affection.


“Tim,” Bruce said, his voice steady despite the storm inside him. “Secure the evidence. Dick, restrain her.”


Dick hesitated, his eyes darting between Bruce and Lila. “Bruce, she’s just a kid—”


“She’s a traitor,” Damian snapped, wrenching free of Jason’s grip. He lunged for Lila, but Bruce stepped in front of him, his hand on Damian’s chest.


“Not yet,” Bruce said, his voice a low growl. “We need answers.”


Lila’s performance faltered as Dick gently but firmly pulled her away, his hands cuffs-ready. Her eyes widened, a flicker of panic breaking through her facade. “I—I don’t know what you’re talking about!” she cried, her voice trembling. But the cameras were still rolling, and Gotham was watching. The city would see her unmasked, just as the Batfamily had.


Damian sank to his knees beside you, his katana clattering to the ground. He reached for your hand, cold and still, and pressed it to his forehead, a gesture of grief and apology. “Ukhti,” he whispered, his voice raw. “I was supposed to be your shield. I let you down. I let her take you.” His shoulders shook, the weight of his failure crushing him. He’d been raised to be a warrior, not a brother, but you’d been the one constant in his life, the one who’d understood him without words. And now you were gone, stolen by a girl who’d played them all.


Bruce watched, his heart a bleeding wound. He wanted to comfort Damian, to tell him it wasn’t his fault, but the words wouldn’t come. He was the father, the leader, and he’d let this happen. He’d chosen Lila, not because he loved her more, but because he’d underestimated you. He’d thought you were strong enough to wait, to endure. He’d been wrong.


The sirens grew louder, GCPD closing in. Tim was already uploading the evidence to the Batcomputer, ensuring Lila’s betrayal would be exposed. Jason stood guard, his gun trained on the remaining kidnappers, but his eyes kept drifting to you, his sister, the one he’d never truly known. Dick cuffed Lila, his face a mask of betrayal and guilt, while Tim worked in silence, his jaw tight with suppressed grief.


Bruce knelt beside Damian, placing a hand on his shoulder. “We’ll make this right,” he said, though the words felt hollow. “For her.”


Damian didn’t look up. “There is no right,” he said, his voice barely audible. “She’s gone.”



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Talia al Ghul stood in the heart of her fortress, the flickering torchlight casting shadows across her sharp features. The air was heavy with the scent of incense and steel, a reminder of the empire she’d built. Her spies had just delivered the news, their voices trembling as they recounted the events in Gotham. The live broadcast had reached even the remote peaks of Nanda Parbat, and Talia had watched, her heart a storm of ice and fire, as her daughter—*her* Y/N—was shot dead on camera.


She stood motionless, her emerald eyes fixed on the tablet displaying the frozen image of your body, your blood pooling beneath you. The world had seen it, but only Talia understood the true cost. You were her daughter, her legacy, the child she’d trained in secret, hoping to mold you into a weapon as deadly as Damian. But you’d chosen Gotham, chosen your father, and she’d let you go, believing Bruce would protect you. She’d been wrong.


Her fingers tightened around the hilt of her dagger, the blade glinting in the torchlight. “Lila,” she murmured, the name a curse on her lips. Her spies had uncovered the girl’s treachery, the messages linking her to a shadowy network that rivaled even the League. Lila had played the Batfamily like pawns, orchestrating your death to secure her place. Talia’s lips curled into a snarl. The girl would pay, but not before she suffered.


“Beloved,” Talia said, her voice soft but laced with venom, addressing the empty air as if Bruce could hear her. “You failed her. You let a viper into your home and called it family.” Her eyes burned with tears she refused to shed. She’d lost you, her daughter, her shadow, and the pain was a blade in her heart. But Talia al Ghul did not break. She planned.


She turned to her assassins, her voice a whip. “Find the girl. Bring her to me alive. She will learn the price of crossing the al Ghuls.” Her gaze returned to the tablet, to your still face, and her voice softened, a mother’s grief breaking through. “Rest, my daughter. Your blood will not be spilled in vain.”


Talia would burn Gotham to the ground if it meant avenging you. And when she was done, Lila would beg for the mercy you’d never been given.

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Can be read without context of the Dukedom AU but it makes more sense if you've read all the possible endings.
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Sneaking into the stable of the noble house of Price was a bad idea. He knew it. The hunger gnawing at his spine pushed him forward despite his mind’s warnings. Due to the starvation, his body was smaller than it should have been. He used that advantage to sneak between the slats in the fencing and to hide below the edge of the empty stalls.

Voices and clopping of hooves lifted over the walls. The grooms were rotating the horses in the paddock, he would have a few moments to scrounge for something to eat. He would even take the horse’s oats at this point.

Darting from the stall he scanned the walls for a full door; the horse food would most likely be up to keep away the rodents. His hand nearly touched the handle when a swish of skirts had him unlatching a stall with a large black horse and hiding. The horse did not care for his presence and began to flick its ears and swish their tail.

The swishing of skirts continued, nearer and nearer to the stall with the upset horse. It stopped and he ducked further down, holding the door shut but not letting it latch for fear that the sound would travel. Three loud breaths in his ears and the horse pawing at the straw were all the sounds that he could hear.

“Child, I need you to come out of there. Now.”

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Summary: You had only wanted to petition the god of summer for rain to ease the drought. Locked away for your crimes, the god of summer, Johnny comes to your aid to set all things right. Eventual Poly 141.

A/N: Please comment and reblog. Thank you to @ethereal-night-fairy and @wildflower-and-honey for feeding my brain worms. I love you both and cannot thank y'all enough <3 Thank you, @saradika, for the beautiful dividers I use in everything. @itsagrimm it would feel wrong not to tag you in something I had written.

CW: (18+) Children begone! PIV smut, swearing, a Dyslexic wrote this, Religious Kinks, some violence. Let me know if I missed anything!

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John Price loves you. He really does. But deep down, he knows that he’ll never be worthy of your love. You’re too good for him. Too bright. Too sweet. Too nice. A true goddess that’s what you are to him.

He is your knight. But not one in shining armor. He’s covered in blood and grime from head to toe no matter how hard he tries to wash it away. His sins will always be there to haunt him. The voices of the ones he killed taunting him day and night. John Price has no spot free of sin, no spot left to shine.

But you… you seem to glow a light so bright that even his darkest days can’t conquer it. His worst nightmares turning to dust like a vampire stepping into sunlight. Feared memories fading until all he remembers is you.

Your soft, melodic voice always manages to reach him. Your soft hands pulling him out of every miserable episode he has.

And when John Price has his head pressed between your legs. Repaying you for taking such good care of him. He’s sure he has reached heaven. Your soft whimpers music to his ear as you plead with him to stop teasing you. Too finally make love to you.

That’s what he calls it. That’s what he does. John Price makes love to you. Because he loves you. He really does. Even if you’re too good for him. Just this once he will be selfish. I mean, he does repay you good.

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When Johnny died it seemed like the world ended. Not just for you but also for the rest of the 141. Especially Simon.

You don't think that you'll ever be able to forget the look in his eyes when Johnny's dead body hit the floor. Never have you seen him so utterly broken before. His heart, mind and soul shattering the moment he tried to feel his best friends pulse and found none.

When you looked between his helpless eyes and Johnny's dead body that day, you wanted to vomit on the floor. The death and the desperation hanging heavy in the air being too much to handle. You could't even look at the faces of Gaz and Price. Knowing that if you did, you wouldn't be able to control yourself anymore. You would break down and never get up again.

Even though all of you were confronted with death, torment, despair and pain every day. Even though none of you were strangers to losing the ones you love most. His death was too much.

John "Soap" MacTavish was the heart of the 141, and now he was gone forever.

In this moment of grief another emotion started to take root in your hearts and minds. A feeling cold and hot at the same time. Burning your veins and freezing your hearts in blocks of ice. It was a feeling of anger. Hatred. Revenge.

And when Price spoke the words "one KIA" into the coms, it was a silent command and a promise to you, and a threat to the world. Makarov will pay. No matter what.

Your war ends with him.

Simon Riley lies in bed, your naked body pressed against his. Skin still hot and clammy with sweat. Both of your clothes - including his mask - are lying on the floor.

He has to suppress a laugh. The picture of him lying in bed with a beautiful woman at his side was ridiculous to him. Never, not even in his wildest dreams, would he have imagined himself so… content. Happy.

Happy. Once a foreign word. Long forgotten, overpowered by the disturbing and traumatizing events in his life.

But now, he could not stop being happy. Simon Riley did not know when it happened. He just found himself sitting in the rec room one day with you sitting on his lap and not being able to stop smiling. That’s when he knew you were the one. The only one.

To be completely honest he couldn’t stop smiling right now either. Your soft snoring, the slow rise and fall of your chest combined with the afterglow of what you did prior put him more at ease than anything else ever would.

Nothing would ever make him happier.

Nothing would ever replace you.

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Simon Riley was resting his head on your lap. No mask or gear to keep himself hidden from you. Just his bare, scarred skin and fluffy, dirty blonde curls. Curls that your fingers are currently raking through. Nails softly scraping over his scalp and the pads of your fingers gently massaging him simultaneously.

The outside world has been long since forgotten. It’s just the both of you now. In your living room, on the sofa, with his head on your lap while the TV quietly plays in the background.

Perfect. This moment, you, him, everything is perfect right now. Simon hasn’t felt this good, this relaxed and most importantly this peaceful in what feels like forever.

Lying here with you after another tiring, but successful, mission is his form of heaven. And you aren’t complaining either as sleep slowly overtakes your body. Mind being pulled into the world of dreams. Not your trauma induced nightmares but peaceful, beautiful dreams.

Simon doesn’t last much longer. His eyelids getting heavy and breathing slowing down as he joins you in that world of safety not torment.

A/N: Needed to recover from my last post so here you have something short and fluffy.

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A/N: Aaand suddenly I have over a hundert followers on here… thank you. Here’s a little treat :)

The night air was cold and the wind unforgiving, cutting through the air like the knife at Simon’s side did, just minutes ago. His eyes were burning from the lack of sleep and his body felt like giving out, but he couldn’t collapse just yet. He still had to go home. To you.

The task of moving his legs felt tedious, tiring. Still he kept going on. For you. Always for you.

When he arrived at the heli, Soap pulled him in and helped him into his designated seat. Right next to where you would usually sit. But you couldn’t come onto this mission. You had business at home.

Simon Riley didn’t hear his team’s celebrations and congratulations on the success of the mission. He already forgot what it was about. His mind was to consumed with the thought of finally coming home to you after two long weeks. He hopes you aren’t mad at him for being gone longer than planned. You’re a soldier to, you’ll understand it, won’t you?

When they finally landed back at the oh so familiar base in his home country, after the long and agonizing flight, he immediately jumped under the shower. He didn’t want to greet you stinking. A quick change into civilian clothes plus a surgical mask, a goodbye to his teammates - who looked at him with those strange sad smiles - and he was gone.

It was already two am when Simon Riley arrived at his destination. The night was quiet and empty. The air not as cold here and the wind was a mere breeze, touching his skin in a soothing matter. There were no clouds and the moon was shining his soft light, illuminating the path that would lead him to you.

He came to a halt just centimeters before you.

“Hello love. Sorry, didn’t mean to take so long to come back.”

He smiled softly as his bare hand reached out to softly caress the cold surface of the gravestone in front of him. A lone tear escapes his left eye, tracing a wet path down his cheek, as he imagined your soft skin instead of hard stone.

His burning eyes fondly traced the words forever engraved into the Stone.

Y/N L/N

beloved wife and devoted soldier

never forgotten

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Simon Riley wasn’t new to the feeling of getting hurt. He had witnessed so much already, had been hurt way worse before, and still this little bruise on his cheek hurt so much more than everything he’s ever experienced.

Because the one to give him that bruise was you. His sweet little angel hit him in the face. Worse than that, you did not recognize him. You did not recognize the man you loved. Too caught up in the nightmares that haunted you only seconds prior, vision too foggy to see him and not the monsters that hurt you.

But Simon Riley was not a monster, not to you at least. He would never dream about hurting you. Never. Not even in his worst nightmares.

For a moment he thought that this was a nightmare too. His mind making him dream of you hating him. Seeing him as the monster he became on the battlefield. Fearing him.

It took a moment for him to realize that this was in fact real. That he was kneeling before you on the bed, his cheek bruising. And like it was instinct he suddenly knew what to do.

He approached you slowly, form hunched as to not appear like a predator, until he was close enough to wrap you in his arms and bring your shaking form into his lap. Holding you close, ear right above his heart.

You fought back. Scratching at his exposed chest, kicking your legs and even biting him. But he would not let go. No matter how much it hurt him.

He whispered sweet nothings into your ear. Promised you that it was him. That he would never hurt you, that he would always protect you. That he was there for you.

After awhile of soft praises and promises, your fighting stilled, your body slowly getting limp. Breathing ragged and hot tears streaming down your face, you started to cling onto him while whimpering his name over and over again. Apologizing for hurting him. For not recognizing him.

Simon Riley let you talk until you were too exhausted to keep your eyes open. That’s when he began lulling you to sleep. Shushing you by humming a song that his mother once sung to him when he was just a little boy.

And only when you were back asleep in his arms, nightmare less, did Simon Riley let his own tears escape. Because seeing you like this broke him more than you could ever know. Because seeing you like this reminded him of himself.

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When Johnny died it seemed like the world ended. Not just for you but also for the rest of the 141. Especially Simon.

You don’t think that you’ll ever be able to forget the look in his eyes when Johnny’s dead body hit the floor. Never have you seen him so utterly broken before. His heart, mind and soul shattering the moment he tried to feel his best friends pulse and found none.

When you looked between his helpless eyes and Johnny’s dead body that day, you wanted to vomit on the floor. The death and the desperation hanging heavy in the air being too much to handle. You could’t even look at the faces of Gaz and Price. Knowing that if you did, you wouldn’t be able to control yourself anymore. You would break down and never get up again.

Even though all of you were confronted with death, torment, despair and pain every day. Even though none of you were strangers to losing the ones you love most. His death was too much.

John “Soap” MacTavish was the heart of the 141, and now he was gone forever.

In this moment of grief another emotion started to take root in your hearts and minds. A feeling cold and hot at the same time. Burning your veins and freezing your hearts in blocks of ice. It was a feeling of anger. Hatred. Revenge.

And when Price spoke the words “one KIA” into the coms, it was a silent command and a promise to you, and a threat to the world. Makarov will pay. No matter what.

Your war ends with him.

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It’s nights like this, when Simon Riley questions if he’s really alive or if he already died. Died in that coffin, buried alive. Killed by Roba and his men. Betrayed, alone, scared and utterly helpless. Just like when he was a child.

It’s nights like this, when Simon Riley seeks you out. The only medic on base, and the only person he can trust, because you went through the same as him. Buried and betrayed too. Scarred for the rest of your life.

It’s nights like this, the both of you feel utterly at peace. Tightly wrapped in each others arms, in a silent and dark corner of the hospital ward. Where no lights can reach, so nobody can see you like this. Masks off and vulnerable. Sometimes even crying because all those emotions were too much to bare.

And on some rare occasion you move from the dark corner to one off the empty beds around you. Shielded by some thin curtains and a stiff blanket that is wrapped around your too cold bodies.

Simon Riley is usually the big spoon while you are the little one. Caged in his thick, veiny arms and pressed agains his broad chest. Face buried in your hair, waiting until the tears are dried, before he looks at you again.

And it’s when he looks at you, peaceful and sleeping in his arms, that he knows he is not dead. Because this you are heaven, and if he would have died then he knows he wouldn’t have made it into heaven. He would be in hell. Paying for all the things he did. But instead he is being rewarded.

Rewarded by having you.

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