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Shaotie; ao3 Shattered_ontheInside

@shaotie

A dumping place for my rottmnt ao3 fanfics and art. I'm a married woman diagnosed with adhd, autism, and other neuro-spicy disorders who likes ninja turtles and is never growing up (please only PM me if you're an adult)

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🐢 My tumblr blog is my little corner away from the world. No real world issues here please just silly little turtles going through angsty adventures 🐢

🐢 I'm a married woman diagnosed with adhd, autism, and other neuro-spicy disorders who likes ninja turtles and is never growing up 😃 (please only pm me if you're an adult)

🐢 I mostly write Leonardo-centric Rise of the TMNT angst, usually heavy on the angst and I love fanart/fics based on mine! But I don't like t-cest or sexually explicit scenes so please don't include that stuff.

🐢 most of my fanfics are rated mature or explicit for graphic depictions of violence, discretion is advised

🐢 not all my aus have happy endings but I always tag my works so you know what to expect

🐢 unless drawn on paper, all art is done in Ibispaint, and credit goes to Nickelodeon and the wonderful artists who worked on Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

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My Rise of the TMNT Stuff:

🔹Other Rise Stuff (not mine)

🔹Other ao3 Fanfics I Like (updated Mar 2025)

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My Rise of the TMNT Fanfics:

My Short Stories Masterpost (a place where I keep all my 10 chapters or less fanfics together)

After being hit with a mystic attack that removes Leo's ability to communicate one unexpected turn after another takes his life on a downward spiral that rips him away from his family, challenges his sanity, seems to have no end, time and time again puts him face-to-face with the reality that where he is told he belongs is not where he wants to be, and that makes him struggle with the answers to two important questions:

Can a hero be turned into a monster? And does a murderer deserve forgiveness?

Seven Years Masterpost - complete on ao3 & tumblr (short sequel in the works)

Sometimes tragedy can split a family apart. And sometimes it can bring them back together again. If it isn't already too late.

Leo was rescued on the same day he went into the prison dimension. Wasn't he? And nothing bad could possibly happen from being shoved into and ripped out of an alternate dimension.

Right?

Where Loyalties Lie Masterpost - complete on ao3 & tumblr (sequel in the works)

Raised as Baron Draxum’s assassin slave, Leo (X, Experiment Alpha 002-2) comes in contact with his brothers and wants to draw close to them, but his only father-figure wants them dead.

Thrown in the middle of two worlds, will X carry out the will of his master, or will the lives of his family be precious in his eyes?

Also, as time progresses Leo must find the answer to some hard-hitting questions, such as: Who can he trust? Who is steeping him in a cesspool of lies and deception? And...

Where will his loyalties?

Leo was presumed dead in the Prison Dimension, until a transmission from their trapped brother somehow reaches Donatello via his wrist com.

Mikey is determined to use his mystic hands to save Leo from the Prison Dimension, even at the risk of his own life. Will they get their brother back? And if so, will he come back as the fun, pun-loving Leonardo they all know and love, or will a dark secret be hiding in the shadows, waiting for the right moment to pounce?

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Unpublished Works

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(Stuff for me)

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So, just as an fyi, I'm not sure if I'm still dealing with burnout from doing too much for the Whumptober 2025 challenge or something else, but I've lost all interest in writing/reading Rise fanfics and drawing fanart. I have a bunch of WIPS I want to finish but I'm not sure if my Where You Belong au is going to be the last fanfic I post on ao3 or if this will blow over and I'll end up finishing my other works.

For anyone who's reading my Where You Belong au:

I'm still editing and posting new chapters (the first draft is done), but I've never liked it being in one long book, so I decided to cut it off at ch 41 (end of Arch 2), copy and past chapters 42-53 (that are already posted online) into a new book, and delete those chapters from book 1. So ch 42 will be ch 1 in Book 2 instead (for anyone who's following along, ch 53 'Heart-Wrentching Betrayal' will now be ch 12 in Book 2, with the same title) I hope all that makes sense 🙂🐢💚

Most of the background work for turning Where You Belong into 2 books is already done, so in the next few minutes I'll be posting twelve chapters in quick succession (sorry for any inconvenience to anyone who is getting email notifications when I update on ao3 💕)

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that movie had no right being so angsty

I’m on episode 11 of season one. So far it’s just been silly turtles and 2017-2018 boy humor.

WHEN DOES THE ANGST HAPPEN I’M FUCKING SCARED YA’LL. AT WHAT EPISODE DOES IT DIVERGE INTO ABSOLUTE ANGST.

WHAT AM I MISSING HERE?!

Ohhhhhh you poor, naive soul...

well imm sick and have a shit ton of time on my hands, here we go. I’m gonna see how much Ninja turtles can hurt me!

"I need to stop starting fandom projects so I stop disappointing people."

  • it's okay to disappoint people
  • it's okay to work slowly
  • it's okay to let yourself rest
  • it's okay to drop projects

Stop treating yourself like you are the workers at a fast food franchise.

Your writing is a hobby, don't let it turn into a source of guilt, shame and frustration instead of a source of joy.

reminding myself that 7 kudos is 7 different people who have read my story and actually liked it

and idk about you but if 7 people came up to me in real life and said “hey we really liked your writing” i would just cry on the spot

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USERNAME LORE GIVE IT TO ME NOW YOU ALL

Someone did something mean and I was feeling really sad. I also don’t think I’d actually use this.

Virgil was the first name I wanted to be called after I started realizing I was trans :) I don't go by it anymore (never did irl) but if I ever get to legally change my name, it'll probably be my middle name

My name was originally FritoPha, but I changed it to Fritofilly because of my love 4 My Little Pony, I'm not sure, but I want to change back my name to FritoPha like how I had when I first got into Tumblr. I still love My Little Pony dearly, but I thought it was a teensy eeny tiny immature. Who knows, I could change my name entirely, but nah.

Thank you 4 the tagging! (〃´ω`〃)

I just like Phoenixes and the “great” part was me copying Papyrus Undertale since he refers to himself as “the great Papyrus”

it’s not that deep 🫠

it felt really “cool” and “edgy” and i made this blog like a year ago when i was feeling very emo 😅 that’s really all

Hhhmmm thought it just made sence? I dont sleep, and i will forever love kotlc😌😌 it shapped my childhood😌😌

Hehehe ummmmmm I just love Elliot from WAAPP and Forsaken, soooooo

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a guy at school that i barely talk to came up to me randomly abt a day or two before i made this acc, and told me that his parents call me "crosswalk boy" bc they always see me at the crosswalk walking to school while they're driving- so yeah :p

I'm a fox. And also Akechi.

im a parasite who's also a dog which is also a vessel which the vessel is also this human skin so im wearing like 3 suits the human the dog (the cute) and the. leech underneath all this (which is not cute)

My trans name and day and month of birth 😭 Still don't get happy birthday messages though

i’m popping in cuz i can, i used to be calciumhasarrived cuz its my pinterest user but i scream on here a lot and i don’t want ppl from pinterest to find this lol

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Alex is my chosen name.

I like stars.

there is literally nothing else to it.

(open tags cos I'm too tired to tag people right now)

Um.. I like geese 😁 also my irl name is related to waterbirds so it just works teehee

open tags bc I have very little mutuals so there's no point tagging them 😅

I wanted to become an animation YouTube channel called PotatoCat Productions. But I suck at animating and I like chonk kitties.

I just love moose and if your an OG I used to review mobile games also spam because I like spamton from deltarune @sketchettemuffin @potatochonkcat

I like drawing so I called myself Sketch and decided to add an "ette" at the end

Muffin is my old nickname I gave myself

nothing deep :')

i like retro tech, i’m robotkin, that’s where the name came from. made a sona based on it called archer

I like cats It is pretty evident, lol and I like blowing air into dandelions and like to play with them whenever I'm given the chance. [big plant lover over here jsjsjs]

Also my mom says that I look like a lion (tough) but sneeze like a kitten

The 64 comes from Mario 64 and my common phrase "It's a meeee. Dandeee" making a lot of sense if you take that in mind

I'm very curious but don't feel forced to answer oki? ^^

Have an awesome day folks!

I sometimes get weird phrases i made up stuck in my head (ruler on steroids, carrot box, etc.) and it just so happened that when i made my blog the phrase in my head was morally ambiguous frog :)

The cabin 10 part of my name is a reference to the Percy Jackson books. Cabin 10 is the Apthrodite cabin

I feel like emo and boy are self-explanatory

My favorite game… uh.. yk, Error 143.. uhhh… the MC is named Micah… I’ve also just always liked the name. And uh.. I like x3 cuz.. uhhh looks like a happy face…

@azriels-art-dumpster <- lowkey self explanatory, but… @yippsters143 <- I think I already asked, but I forgot 🥹@moonemojilover69 <- I think I know this one but I’d like to hear the explanation if I’m wrong. @windy-cap @kiki15fox <- I already heard your explanation, sorry for another tag but my friend :P @botflylarvaa @jinx-time

Uhhh basically my fav emoji was the moon emoji and I took the 69 from my last tumblr account so yeah🥹❤️

I'm a silly goofy guy 😋

my username actually used to be something like freakwhosucksreallybad because I made my tumblr account when I was in a bad headspace and then I abandoned it for a while and when I came back with more clarity and love in my heart I was like "this is bogus!! I want a cool username that's kind to me!!!" so after some trial and error usernames that I don't remember I came up with goober <3

@tiaraamara @crispythecascoon @sam-sam75 @ricopop @seahawkthekindaok @ringedoubliette to the tagged: feel free to participate or not, I love you dearest mutuals

and to anyone else who'd like to take part, go for it, I'm bad at tagging people 😬👍

Nickname + the first numbers to make it a valid user 👍

It's based on my ao3 username! Which I ALMOST set as my usual username I use for everything, but I changed my mind at the last second. I'm glad I did, since I think the only reason I've been able to post most of the stuff I have is because no one knows me here, so there are no expectations. I felt like this account was a fresh start! It's very freeing :D

This is a somewhat funny story actually.

I came up with this username when I was 10, long before I was even allowed to use social media, and "stored it in my back pocket" for years until I could finally use it!

As for how I came up with the name:

“Nacho” = Nacho cheese Doritos. (My favorite snack when I was younger)

“Calamity” = A word I thought was cool, and the name of one of my old OCs!

To this day, my name is some variation of that on every site I use lol. I will forever be the Nacho Calamity! :']

@narfthenoodle @bill2424 (whoever else wants to do this!)

oohh yay 😁thx for the tag @nacho-calamity basically narf is the sound pinky makes in animaniacs(my fav show) and noodle is because it goes well with narf and was the name of a duck I had that had died 😢

However I DO NOT like Mac and cheese I hate it with a passion

Ok I tag........

Tysm for the tags, @narfthenoodle and @nacho-calamity !!!

Idk. My mom made the user name before I got an account. Bill is very fun to say.

Go on.

SAY IT.

Now Imma tag....

And whoever else wants to join!!!

The LORD bless you!!!!

Joshua 1:9

Thanks for the tag, @bill2424!! lol mine is kinda boring compared to all these cool stories… but yeah first name + middle name + year I started my first public voice acting account and using my actual name and stuff! Abbielauren was taken when I opened the account so I decided it’d be a fun reminder of when I started and how far I’ve come by using the year ^^

Thanks @abbielauren2024 and @jellyfishsketches for tagging me! 🙂

shaotie is short for Shattered_ontheInside (my ao3 username) It was a cute nickname @leonrose gave to me that I really, really like (thanks!). As for my ao3 username, I've been diagnosed with a number of neurological disorders over the years. So even though I have a happy life (now) Shattered_ontheInside aptly reflects what goes on inside that crazy head of mine 🙂💕🐢🌸

No pressure, but for anyone who's interested I'm curious to know where you got your username: @magisav @cursedcatchild @reclusive-raven @chil-aglia

Literally saw a take where someone went "if you don't use AI for writing, how do you get your ideas?"

Spacing out in the shower like god intended. Next question

Trying to fall asleep late at night but waking wide up to write jot notes so I don't lose the idea, only to realize four hours later I probably should try to get some sleep...

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