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author of holy darkness on ao3 | he/him lesbian | 19

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this is my blog to yap about holy darkness aka my iwtv claudia x abigail hobbs fic!!

my other interests include malevolent, yellowjackets, killing eve, twin peaks, scream, and much more (this is my blog j can drag whatever i like here and you can’t do ANYTHING)

i’m also an artist (check under #my art) and aspiring animator :)

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i think a lot of heated rivalry criticism boils down to the fact that people don’t understand that romance can in fact be a genre on its own with its own conventions rather than a sideplot to a bigger storyline. “heated rivalry had no plot” the romance IS the plot. it is a romance storyline. like this cannot be that difficult to understand. what do you want them to do? go on a mystical quest?

rose landry gets cast as the lead in a film that's basically a lesbian version of heated rivalry, and she immediately tries to find a way to bring shane in as a hockey advisor but there's just no way he can make the time commitment. he can (and does!) help her with her skating in the off-season, but most of his year is tied up in hockey. so she asks if he knows anyone who might be interested in the gig, or if he has any recommendations, and it turns out that he does. it turns out that his boyfriend's childhood best friend knows everything there is to know about hockey, actually, and she is more than happy to point that out to you in great detail, and do you want me to pass along her number???

and rose does. she really, really does.

MILD hurt/comfort? nuh uh. torture him. sepsis. swept downstream in a frozen river. 6 month convalescence. commit to it.

booboos on his body AND his soul AND his dignity

humble that man. he should have to be nursed back to health my his romantic interested and accidentally throw up and pass out on them when they try to clean his wounds

he has the sniffles? aww. now have him be thrown from his horse and dragged for half a mile.

This piece is heavily inspired by the paintings of Saint Sebastian, by painters like Guido Reni. But did you know how Saint Sebastian ended up being a gay icon? 🫵🏻

San Sebastian was a Roman soldier who converted to Christianity. Historians believe he may have had a romantic relationship with the emperor Dioclesiano, who asked him to renounce his faith, but he didn't and he was sentenced to death, tied to a tree and shot with arrows.

Surprisingly, he didn't die because of the arrows, he met the emperor again and then stoned and thrown into a mass grave in Rome. The artists usually chooses the arrows because is rather more aesthetic ✨ than his tragic death, though you can find some painters who actually portrait his death.

At first he was represented as an old man, but in the renaissance the artists chose to reinvent the image of this Saint, to a young handsome man, showing almost pleasure at his destiny, romanticing the pain. A lot of famous paintings of the Saint were produced by artists who we believe were gay ( Boticelli, Caravaggio, Pontormo, Reni, Bronzino, Donatello, Il Sodoma...) so it's very reasonable why they keep representing the Saint, as a young beautiful men, with a fit body and mostly nude.

Why would artists do this ? Well in that time church was the main income from the majority of the artist community , so they choose the Saint as a way to express different topics, to have a bit of creativity freedom.This became a problem, the beauty of the saint woke up passions between the men and women who attended the church, to the point they hide some paintings, and the painter Pacheco, the father in law of Velázquez, suggest to level down the sensuality and beauty of the representations, although it didn't.

Saint Sebastian was also well love in the medieval times when the plague epidemic reach Europe, they use pictures of the Saint to protect their homes. This protective side became popular when the aids became a problem, especially in the LGBTQ+ community, Saint Sebastian popularity became even higher.

The symbolic aspect regarding homosexuality transcends through time, writers like Lorca talked about the beauty of the Saint or Oscar Wilde who used Sebastian as a pseudonym, if you search you can find many references. And till this day the artist keeps using his image as a symbol, becoming one of the more represented Figures of history.

So now you can understand why this is a perfect marriage with Will Graham 🙂‍↕️ 💖

English is not my first language so excuse me I have any errors, I try my best 🌞☝🏻

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