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jamie — she/they || 30s || marauders era and other random fandoms || moonyjamie on ao3

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Hudson Williams is acting his ass off as Shane Hollander and in my opinion a lot of criticism about his performance is directed at clearly intentional acting choices.

He deserves just as much credit and flowers as Connor does. Shane is an incredibly difficult role to play and the amount of work he’s doing with his face and body is immaculate. His stilted line delivery feels like a very intentional portrayal of his emotional repression and social awkwardness.

being in the heated rivalry fandom rn is like witnessing the olympics of gay fan fiction. authors who have been training for years in their respective fandoms all coming together to contribute some of the best work i’ve ever seen to this beautiful show. what a joy, what a privilege

it’s actually so brave of hudson williams to be an out and proud Freak w a capital F in these trying times of puritan and conservative culture being on the rise. it’s really fun and refreshing to see

4 non blondes were right. I DO wake up in the morning and I step outside and I take a deep breath and I get real high and I scream from the top of my lungs what’s going on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[screaming from the rooftops] IT’S NOT THE SEX THAT MAKES HEATED RIVALRY SO HOT, IT’S THE SLOW BURN OF TWO HEAVILY REPRESSED INDIVIDUALS LEARNING TO SHED THE SOCIAL BINDS THAT TRAP THEM BECAUSE THEIR LOVE FOR EACH OTHER OVERPOWERS THEIR DEEPLY ENGRAINED FEAR

looking back on the fic I've written in the last few years and my own sexuality journey has made me realize that there is an argument that poly folk and ace/aro folk process love in a lot of the same ways, like the idea that you can have significant, life-defining relationships with different people and you get something important and sometimes even a similar flavor from each relationship but each one is still fundamentally different and significant in its own way and sometimes you don't want sex but you do want hugs and your partner may be having sex with their other partner but that does not make your relationship any less important because they come back to hug you and having more hearts bound up in your own is never a bad thing, because being loved no matter the form is never a bad thing, you are lovable and you can love so many people and having a heart overflowing with love for other people and things and the universe just means that you're healing and finding the people who fit you in whatever way that comes and there will always be someone cooking in the kitchen filling your heart and stomach no matter what and in this essay i will-

ilya bursting into tears the second he realizes shane wants to spend the rest of his life with him is maybe the most perfect, precious moment in television history

The experience of reading A Day of Fallen Night and then rereading Priory so I can remember important things and move on to Among The Burning Flowers has cemented Samantha Shannon as one of my favourite fantasy authors of all time and her books as literary masterpieces that should be presented as equal to those of Tolkien and GRRM.

literally everything is unisex if u stop giving a fuck

When I worked at Target, it was during the winter, and this guy comes up to my register with a neutral-colored beanie with a fake fur pompom on top. All embarrassed and cringing, asking me if it was a woman’s hat and if it would be weird for him to get it.

I was like, “It’s just a hat. If you like it and you wear it, it’s not a woman’s hat, it’s just your hat. You don’t need to follow what the tag says if you don’t want to.” And it was like I gave him some kind of awe-inspiring wisdom he’d never considered, and he left with that hat on his head.

More cishets need to hear and internalize this message because so many of them are avoiding things that would make them happy just because of it having a label on it for whatever gender.

we truly are blessed though because we got the nipple sucking the armpit kissing the titty squeezing the ass grabbing the face slapping the thumb sucking the fingering while the other one is watching the spit in the hand the ass eating the semi-public on the phone blow job the coming too fast (and the swallowing) the coming untouched the coming so hard you can't stop yourself from saying each other's first name the rough sex the soft sex the sex fading into black fading into more sex and it was beyond hot but it was hot because through every single sex scene we got to witness shane and ilya falling deeper and deeper in love and choosing each other and being so fucking brave about it and if i think about it too much i will cry

before getting obsessed with heated rivalry i was rewatching supernatural, but how am I supposed to go back to destiel after THAT?? (i know the obvious answer is fanfiction but heated rivalry is basically the only fanfic you can watch and i also really want to finish my supernatural rewatch)

binging heated rivalry and all of the game changer books has me craving romantic love yet again and it's reaching the point where i'm considering giving one more chance to dating apps (as if i don't already know those are useless when you're a demisexual lesbian who's also very autistic and lives in a country where the only dating app people actually use is tinder)

so like. how do you find that kind of soul crushing love when you're not a hockey player falling for your rival???

sometimes i think about gay people who lived centuries ago who thought they were all alone who imagined a world where they could live openly as themselves who met in secret spoke in code defied everything and everyone just to exist and i’m like..i gotta sit down. whew i gotta sit down

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this is why this sappho fragment hits me so hard

If this little book should see the light after its 100 years of entombment, I would like its readers to know that the author was a lover of her own sex and devoted the best years of her life in striving for the political equality and social and moral elevation of women.

“The Great Geysers of California” by Laura De Force Gordon, 1879, unearthed from a 100-year-old time capsule in San Francisco, 1979.

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“Wouldn’t it be wonderful if all our letters could be published in the future in a more enlightened time. Then all the world could see how in love we are.”

heated rivalry has done so much for the tumblr economy. the discourse, the commentary about every single microexpression, the explicit gifs of shane bouncing nasty that make it unsafe to open the app in public. thank you heated rivalry.

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