Hi,

I like drawing and learning things, even though that can be quite difficult

Sometimes I might say something weird, but I may have worded it wrong. Please be patient if I do.

I really like animals and the textures of things. I like shapes and colors as well. They make me happy. Even if it's not of a drawing or picture.

I like seeing people's characters and artwork. And I may draw it if interested.

I have characters of my own, and often draw myself.

I've been drawing for my whole life. It's been a large interest of mine and helps me a great deal.

I really enjoy looking at people. I find people very beautiful and I hope to soon create more great relationships with them.

I am genderqueer, and I finally know my pronouns now

I use He/She :)

I put CW's and TW's as needed. And use read more blocks when necessary

I end up covering for my mom pretty often when I speak.

She doesn't ask me to, but it's hard not to.

Because my mom has been a teacher over 20 years , if I'm in a classroom it's not usually a safe space to talk about her because the teachers know her.

Even now, she is a dean of students. And teachers either knew her from before or as a new contact.

Sometimes I feel like I'm on the outside of everyone else in art class. Because they can talk about their families and know that there isn't any punishment in it.

One girl's mom does work at the school. But it's just not the same. The relationship is different, and she never has any serious gripes with her family. Which is actually a really good thing.

My mom does a whole lot for me as well. Sometimes too much.

The thing is. I know in my heart that the way things are with my parents are absolutely the best case scenario.

Yes. The things that happened were awful, but after hearing all.the things they've gone through, I'm suprised things have gone this well.

It's hard for me to look back on the way things have felt and hurt, and not justify it or tell myself it's not that big of a deal

Because even if it is, I understand why its happening.

And that makes things harder

Old artwork

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I get very annoyed when my mom takes someone in.

Shes like a known helper in the school community. So much that she got taken advantage of in the school I currently go to.

Shes always helped students a lot, and sometimes it bothers me.

When I was younger I used to get angry when she would call her students kids or children. Partially because I felt like it was wrong,, the students were technically teens and not kids. But now I know that both are true.

The other reason it bothered me is because I was her kid. And they weren't. So I didn't like to hear it.

Overtime I had more reasons.

My mom presents herself a certain way that i don't always feel matches up.

She puts her pronouns on the profiles she has now. And she has me and my brother to a lot of her events.

I don't ever put my pronouns down. And it makes me feel frustrated knowing that I didn't get that same acceptance.

I don't feel.good about it.

It makes me annoyed.

My mom has what is basically an understudy for a position shes in right now.

Shes maybe a year or two younger than me.

I get annoyed when she comes. But not annoyed with her.

Shes only come twice. One time being today.

I'd been working on my watercolor and my mom had to take one of my stands.

It's one of those folding tables.

It really annoyed me because it was clearly already in use.

I had all my stuff on it.

She gave me a chair to use instead. But it's just impractical to be moving up and down. It's not stable. So I decided to be on the floor.

Playing with lasso tool is fun

NO CHURCH TOMORROW!!🎉🎉🎉

(I FINALLY GET TO STAY UP AND SLEEP IN)

I'm wearing my Gangle outfit tommorow! :)

I've been looking at a lot of bugs recently. Especially on my phone because of my collage in agricultural science and technology.

Because I tend to touch bugs and play with them.

I used to get really depressed when the bugs ran away for winter and fall.

But I've learned to find more joy in more commonplace animals like birds, squirrels.

And still not ants unless they're eating or large sized. They're just not too fun.

Haha, thanks :)

It's true. My worst asset is my anxiety.

The driving instructor told me that. Or really he said the only thing that holds me back when driving is my anxiety.

And I was told by my art teacher and the teaching assistant that I'm very self reflective and self aware for my age.

@lenatir I'm sorry I hadn't believed you before. Each time you told me that, I was unsure because no one else had ever said it before.

Thanks for seeing that in me