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mfer

@stars-and-rice

(not motherfucker it's my name abbreviation)

asking for help at work feels like being stabbed 400 times then getting run over by three trucks and shot like one thousand times

a coworker asking “do you need help” makes me feel so incompetent like yes I do need help but no I don’t, thank you

People forget that we learn the most important thing to our survival when we are born. Kittens know not to move when grabbed by the back, deers, cows and horses start walking almost right of the bat... Babies? They cry for help, they need something and can't get it, so they let us know they need help as loud as they can. As we grow, we learn things to help others as much as ourselves, but we must not let the new cover the core of ourselves as a species that grows from the help we give each other.

Never getting over how differently howl's moving castle book and movie treat the scarecrow

My favourite book ever

no because what was with the division between team gale and team peeta back when the books/movies released anyway? movies I understand, they made a compelling case for gale by erasing 70% of peeta’s loving nature but the BOOKS? miss katniss everdeen herself can only spare a few paragraphs over the thought of gale (usually accompanied by some other external factor like the rebellion or the thought of her mom and prim) but for peeta??? miss girl went on for pages and pages about his hair, eyes, eyelashes, sturdy and strong body, his comforting presence, his concentrated face, his wit, his humor, his ability to draw in the crowd, his ability to clear out the competition with his words alone, how she never has nightmares when she’s with him, how selfless he is, how artistic he is, how good his bread is, how creative he is, how much better he is than her, how much she HUNGERS for his kisses (and more), how willing she is to kill both of them off to save each other from torture, and how she could never live on if he died. she’d become like haymitch. like miss girl peeta was your Lenore dove since day 1 come the fuck ON. Get outta here w team gale.

Okay sorry I was 10 years old and thought of previous friendship as the unnegotiable base of any relationship... I mean gale was there first, she trusted him, she was always so wary of peeta, so scared of her thoughts... In my head Gale was a safer choice. I even remember that I wrote gale's pov fanfics for important moments of the plot, I rooted for my canceled bf... Then at Mockingjay that man sadly lost me

In lack of end mean justifies itself

I heard my friends talking bout death, and I cried.

They were not talking bout their deaths or any loved one. They were justifying the violence we´d seen on the streets. I asked myself If maybe they were right, what if I´m just looking over the missery and rot that those ideologists brought to my country, what if my people are wiling to give them the death they deserve, after all the young faithfull eyes that were closed forever.

I recall the helplessness of goodbyes without see ya´s and the tiredness on strangers eyes and I see it, the words shimering, bright red in my mind "the end justifies all means" but is it progress ever ending to justify all sins? Is this the last thing we have to do for our country ever? I thought about living in land where no one believed in better and the progress had not hands eager to push it foward, all that emptyness came to my mind while I heard my friends talking bout death...

And I cried.

Can we talk about the first kiss because it was soooo fucking good. I have seen critiques about Penelope begging Colin but I feel like if you’re just focused on that, you’re kind of missing what this means. In the previous season, we have seen moments where she has this opportunity to open up to Colin but she shuts it down and never says how she feels. So much about part one was about Colin figuring out his feelings, but in this one moment, it was about Penelope voicing her needs. I also think the fact that she felt comfortable asking him for this, just speaks to the intimacy of their relationship before it gets romantic. It takes a great amount of trust to even be able to ask him to do this.

Colin gently approaches and he gives her a soft peck. I think Luke Newton even said it was framed in a way that it could have ended there but they go back in and Colin’s expressions are sooo good. You can see how into the moment he is.

For Penelope, it was so important for her to say what she wants, but for Colin it was sooooo important for him to experience this type of intimacy with someone he actually cares about. We know up until this point he’s only experienced this kind of intimacy with women who he has no feelings for. It always been super casual. this moment, forces him to realize that sexual intimacy does not need to leave him feeling lonely and distant that it can have a deeper meaning and invoke actual feelings of passion 

I think one of my favorite parts in this is after her Penelope pulls away from the kiss they both just stay in the embrace for a couple beats. The intimacy of that moment is so beautiful and really shows how deeply affected they both are by the kissand neither one of them can just end it.

After Penelope finally pulls away we are left with Colin who been shookth to his core by a kiss. Everything about this scene was exactly what I wanted. not only is it beautiful and intimate, but it allows both Colin and Penelope to grow as individual characters 

OKAY BUT HMO the moment in the next chapter when you see again that kiss and you think oh nooo, Penelope is dreaming about him that´s so heartbreaking poor little girl AND THEN IS COLIN WHO WAKES UP!!!!! The way I s c r e a m e d

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