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@starshine331

🏳️‍🌈Lesbian she/her 25 (Circa.Nov 2024)🏳️‍🌈 ⬆️Ao3 Account Above⬆️ ✨️Current Hyperfixations(Media, Fluctuates)✨️: MHA, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Tokyo Ghoul
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Hi!!!

From above:

✨️I'm a 25 yr old lesbian🏳️‍🌈

✨️ADHD, GAD ,( not diagnosed, but strongly suspected) C-PTSD

✨️Hobbies:

✨️Voracious reader, watching YouTube and playing SCotL📚🎧🎮

✨️Hyperfixations (Varies Immensely):

✨️MHA, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Tokyo Ghoul, Science Fiction and Philosophy Books

✨️✨️#starshine rant -----> thoughts about stuff✨️✨️

man come on. it's colours

THIS IS OUR RADIUM. you're absolutely right

How it feels to use any tool, app, or website right now

Worse, it's our asbestos. It's being put into things we're going to have to keep using long after everyone has to finally accept it was a bad idea, in such a way it will be almost impossible to remove.

Radium suppositories and asbestos might both be in museums but the radium's in the exhibits, the asbestos is in the walls.

Listening to the local fire department radios as they rescue a cat in a sewer. Here's how it's going:

FD: We can see the cat. Do you have an ETA on animal control?

Dispatch: Twenty minutes.

FD: Alright, we think we can get the cat.

Dispatch: Copy, we'll let animal control know.

FD several minutes later: We've got the cat.

Dispatch: Copy, do you still want--

FD, interrupting: Update, the cat DOES NOT like us.

Dispatch: ...so you do still want animal control, then?"

FD: Yes. Tell them the cat is in the engine.

Dispatch: ...are you also in the engine?

FD: Not anymore, no.

¨Came back wrong¨ but I actually came back better than ever, people are just stupid and refuse to believe such a fact

hold up please elaborate prev

i knew this would happen. i meant jeremy bentham from abc’s 2004 tv show LOST (where there’s a guy named john locke (also an english philosopher))(who happens to be the same guy as jeremy). this stuff happened to him

I read this too late, was into doing some research and thought you were then referring to the fact that philosopher apparently was taxidermied as ¨coming back¨

HE WAS TAXIDERMIED??????

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something that is really disturbing abt transandrophobia discourse and this recent wave of shitting on trans mascs and trans men a is that compared to at least my experiences/understanding of past bi and ace discourse, ive seem waaaaay more trans men and mascs willingly submitting and accepting the characatures and negative stereotypes assigned to them, i guess in the hopes that they'll be seen as "one of the good ones."

Maybe its because 2020s queer discourse is already heavily centered on being the most palatable queer person at all times, thanks to the rise of TikTok which relies on this easily consummable and brandable part of the queer community. Because 10 years ago i feel like no trans person would ever be so eager to lay down and become a doormat for lateral aggression. There was a lot more fight and a more clear divide of "people who generally dont like this term/identity do not identify with that term/identity" and "people who do like this term/identity identify with this term/identity."

it's probably because we have these sentiments drilled into us the moment we involve ourselves with the queer community, and a lot of people ofc get involved as teenagers, so you're in a vulnerable space and will internalize anything you're told

the problem with transandrophobia has ramped up recently because of transmascs and men bringing the topic to light, but the underlying issues we're bringing to light were always there

eg. even ten-fifteen years ago there was a SIGNIFICANT amount of trans men and transmascs who presented as nonbinary because they felt being men would basically corrupt them. posts like "sometimes I think I might be a trans man but I don't want people to be afraid of me so I just keep saying I'm non-binary and presenting more on the fem side" were ridiculously common

so now yeah ofc, that generation of self hating trans men/masc have grown up and a lot of them still hate themselves. the concept that they're a lesser entity and even a threat within the queer community has been completely internalized now. to them when you fight against this concept you're challenging a basic universal fact

I fully believe that conservatives do not want their tax dollars going to fund school lunches for children because they see children not as individual people but rather as extensions of their parents, and they view a child’s hunger as a moral failing of the parent to maintain their property rather than a hungry child being a vulnerable individual that deserves to be fed.

forever confused about the number of people on this site who think "children are property and not people" is a "right-wing" belief and not like. completely normalised among 90% of society

the belief that children are people is radical. it is wholly outside the Overton window. average "love is love" liberal will straight up say shit like "children do not have rights" with zero prompting.

I'm so fascinated by people who seem to believe that analyzing media is somehow taking the joy out of it. Like. Do you not enjoy thinking? Does taking stuff apart and figuring out how it works not give you a hit of dopamine? And you get mad when you see people having fun in this way? What a sad, miserable way to engage with the world.

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truly so fucked that every single set photo and behind the scenes clip outmogs the final film. jon m chu jail time for fucking real oh my god literally they shot on location and built all these practical sets and for WHAT

THIS?????

oh my god they put so much work and craftsmanship into practical makeup/prosthetics and costumes and sets AND FOR WHAT!!!! for everything to come out looking like muddy backlit and/or washed out cgi slop????

realistic coloring/lighting ≠ good coloring/lighting

Not an invitation to cocoon yourself in a self-care bubble for four years, but a reminder to the 24/7 worriers that you can literally write "To Do on Monday: Worry about ________" on a post-it note and stop worrying about it for one day while you recharge.

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“But the question is, Did John Brown fail? He certainly did fail to get out of Harpers Ferry before being beaten down by United States soldiers; he did fail to save his own life, and to lead a liberating army into the mountains of Virginia. But he did not go to Harpers Ferry to save his life.

“The true question is, Did John Brown draw his sword against slavery and thereby lose his life in vain? And to this I answer ten thousand times, No! No man fails, or can fail, who so grandly gives himself and all he has to a righteous cause. No man, who in his hour of extremest need, when on his way to meet an ignominious death, could so forget himself as to stop and kiss a little child, one of the hated race for whom he was about to die, could by any possibility fail.” Frederick Douglass, 30 May 1881, oration on the fourteenth anniversary of the raid on Harpers Ferry Link to the Frederick Douglass speech

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Great resource I found and wanting to share here. The author (u/lurktronic)explains that it was created go give their therapist an overview of the schizoid personality organization without them needing to read a whole book about it. Naturally, the worksheet is somewhat tailored to their case and therapist.

Link to original post on reddit.

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Trump Supporter: "Stop blaming me for things that other people did a long time ago."

Reasonable Person: "Then be someone who they wouldn't feel welcome around."

Trump Supporter: "No. I can't do that. I support them."

Reasonable Person: "And that's why I'm blaming you for it."

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