ᴄᴀᴘᴛᴀɪɴ/ꜱᴜʀᴠɪᴠᴏʀ ꜰᴏʀ ꜰᴏʀᴍᴇʀ ᴛᴇᴀᴍ ᴅᴇᴍɪᴄᴇ
ᴇx ᴍᴀɪɴ ꜱᴜʀᴠ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛᴇᴀᴍ ✪ɪɴꜱᴛᴀɴᴛ ᴅᴏᴅɢᴇ✪
ᴇx ꜱᴜʀᴠɪᴠᴏʀ ꜱᴜʙ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛᴇᴀᴍ ᴍɪʀᴀᴄʟᴇ 4ᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇx-ꜱᴜʀᴠɪᴠᴏʀ ꜰᴏʀ ᴅᴇɪᴛʏ, ᴏᴅʏꜱꜱᴇʏ

17ᴋ ʜᴏᴜʀꜱ ᴛᴏᴛᴀʟ (3,593 ʜᴏᴜʀꜱ ᴏɴ ᴘꜱ4)
#6 𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘴 𝘴𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥
𝘈𝘭𝘭 𝘗3 𝘮𝘢𝘹 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘷𝘪𝘷𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘬𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘨𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘥, 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘗9
𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘥
𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨: 𝘑𝘢𝘯𝘶𝘢𝘳𝘺 2018


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You don't love me, no one does
My personality isn't even fully mine

I emulate movie characters I like, each and every time
Maybe if I shave my hair off I can see if you really like me for me
I need from you some sort of loving guarantee

Overly dramatic, being hot-headed or sometimes just too much
Other times I can be empty, emotionless and cold to the touch

I have spent most of my life protecting myself from harm
Shielding my real personality until it was gone

I want you to go far away from me
But I need you to stay
So no matter how much I tell you to
Please never go away



Poems From An Incomplete Suicide
Crystal R. Smith