I see them laughing
                                                             I want to gouge out my eyes
                                                               So I can't see them happy
                                                              
                                                         Jealousy eats me from the inside
                                                                        No one beside..
                                                          Misery has become my only friend
                                                                       Soon is my end
                                                              
                                                                   I rot in my loneliness
                                                        I’m in the crowd but no one cares
                                                                      I'm like a ghost
                                                                        I'm invisible..
                                                            
                                                    Loneliness has fuçkеd up my poor brain
                                                                         Oh this pain..
                                                           Everything has lost its meaning
                                                                     I’m only dreaming
                                                     Of taking my life and someone with me

                                                                          My life
                                                                   Is going to end
                                                                   To the only end
                                                           With my brains on the wall
                                                                           I'll go
                                                                       Far away
                                                                       Far away
                                                                   From this world
                                                                This fuçking world
                                                          You will finally understand
                                                                    How miserable
                                                                        I've felt
                                                             Only when I kill myself
                                                              I'm tired of everything
                                                               I'm tired of everyone
                                                             My inner voice tells me
                                               "Kill yourself, you worthless piece of shĭt!"