God damn I thought I was like, over the hump on the mood side effects here but in the past six hours I’ve teared up over a line in a song because it was a historical reference? And nearly started full on crying while practicing dance with my friend because I felt ugly and awkward? And randomly went into a pretty deep spiral of stupid negative thoughts that concluded with ‘nobody will care when I die and it’s my fault’? Like my brain just apparently really wants me to cry today and it will do whatever it takes to get me there.
Guys I have had such a shitty day and been in such a blisteringly miserable mood over it that I had to go straight home after work to put myself down for a nap like an angry toddler
