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DO NOT GO TO DREAM LAYER 6

@teentexasconcert

19 / Calico's Poisons repository center / "Spam" and "Complaining" and Normal reblogs (standards for what goes on here are unclear) / this blog is an "IT/ITS" / Hauntingly dimwitted
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I feel like im made of glass even more than usual lately and could send individual shards flying everywhere explosively at random. How Will I survive the winter? How can this be done

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okay I gotta learn blender, csp animating, and toon boom and Maya and unreal engine and photo room and the piano and guitar and welding and sculpting and painting and childcare

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The guys i was working with in chemistry lab yesterday referenced this and I didnt say anything. I didnt even say a single thing. What is wrong with me? Why am I nothing? Am I nothing ?

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*soda jerk pouring me a giant glass of coke in a frosty glass, perfect dome of ice cream plopped on top with a long pink silly straw sticking out the top* * I take one big sip and nearly throw up, acrid acidic flavor coating my mouth*

*soda jerk looks at me* disgusting right? thats because I hate doing it, and I hope it hurt you

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NAME: shoe box MISSION: kill all life COMPETENCE: all of it SEED COUNT: 79 WEAPONS: blood gun (gun of blood power) COLOR: depends

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Errr excuse me teacher your instructions for this assignment are not clear enough and they provoke a deep dark rage within me

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I have to stop getting mad and rude at myself. Even if tje issue is really actually truly stupid. Okay and in response to that comment instead of saying anything else negative i am going to rub my belly

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I spent a big moment hyping myself up to just stfu and go look at instructor feedback on my stupid homework and instantly could not read past the first sentence this is the worst problem of mine its in at least the top 10 how is someone even able to function in the world if they cant fucking physically read given feedback/general responses to something they did without some kind of strange barely related reaction. It doesnt make any sense. Why are you so ashamed of your homework bro. We dont care. its not even abou tthe homework. But why is this affecting the fucking homework. Why is every little thing like this an extreme emotional challenge. This whole thing has gotten so bad for years i cant take it anymore but i have no idea how to make this behavior stop besides forcing myself to look at peoples responses to me in general over and over which is not pleasant to do

Can i just like pinchmyself really hard while reading it or give myself a shot while doing it Idk how these things would impact me at all Can i just make everyone in my head leave the room so i can view words without emotion or interruption. No emotion for 2 min

#theme#I cant even like fully read the tests my teachers give back to me i just look at the score on the top its been this for years#Examples are all school related which is the most common but my fear and embarrassment over Reaction extends to like everything in my life

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