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@tennafan100

Em She/they

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my name is em (not my actual name)

my interests are:

FNAF, Yokai Watch, Precure (specifically Maho Girls and Smile), Digimon, Undertale, Undertale Yellow, Deltarune, TS!Underswap, Kirby, Paper Mario, Mario & Luigi, Ben 10, Dropout (Game Changer, Dimension 20, and Make Some Noise), Don't Starve Together, and Legend of Zelda

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Somebody at work keeps adjusting one of the perimeter cameras to have this beautiful artistic angle on the museum in a historical building across the way. The sun sets just behind it and the whole sky turns golden-blue, clouds streaked across the sky above. The lush tree line beneath the museum is perfectly lined up along the rule of thirds and the building itself towers above, almost mythical in its evening glory. Like damn, take a still from this camera and send it to the museum to frame and hang on their wall. I do need the camera to be pointing at the parking lot. Tho

The setting sun bounces off the skyscrapers downtown and hits the museum's windows and every one of them turns the same golden hue as the sky behind, reflected in the trees just starting to turn golden-orange beneath. The bottoms of the clouds take on the slightest tinge of purple and birds circle above, speckling the evening sky as they call autumn's last farewell. Someone's car got broken into in the parking lot last week, Tammy, point the damn camera at the cars

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maybe its better that they're horse girls instead of dog girls

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google photos will occasionally give me a "new memory for you" notif and for like the past week all "new memories" have been this and I think it's trying to say something

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Sneaky joke from Toby Fox is that althought "fawn" commonly refers to a young deer or a light yellow-ish brown color, like Noelle's color palette, the term is also connected to "fawning", which is a trauma/fear response.

It's a common sign for people with this trauma response to stifle their opinions or preferences out of fear, which is something Noelle tends to do.

Fawning is also characterized by compulsive caretaking. People with the fawn response will attempt to de-escalate conflicts, even when it doesn't involve them.

They will fix or rescue other people from their problems, something Noelle does to a certain degree. (Even the times when it could be easily read as Noelle being overly obsequious to Susie, because of her crush.)

Of course, this behavior may come across as being overtly cooperative, agreeable, or selfless. But in reality, it's compulsive; in other words, the individual is aware of these behaviors, but they are unable to stop it. (Which can lead to resentment.)

Another common sign is being unable to say "no" to others. It's distinguishable from people-pleasing tendencies, because then it would imply some degree of deliberation, unlike the fawn response which is an unconscious process done in order to keep us 'safe'.

This could explain why Noelle is overly-accomodating to Queen's wishes, because she just cannot refuse.

This response is born from environments where enforcing boundaries, expressing anger, or wanting to get your needs met led to punishment or withdrawal.

This could explain why Noelle feels comfortable, or rather, safe, saying "no" to Kris and Rudy. Kris can be very respectful of someone's boundaries, and Rudy only wants what's best for Noelle and isn't harsh on her, unlike Carol. They are people she isn't afraid.

This could be why even after what happened with Queen at the end of Chapter 2, Noelle still falls short in trying to be more assertive at times. The fawn response is a deeply rehearsed pattern that can't be unwinded easily or inmediately.

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Ough, I was gonna do something cooler for this week of Pluey Purrsday, but I got hit with a cast iron pan that was irl happenings, so this is the best I got. Random lil doodles of the critter + a bust doodle of the shadowguy that is behind the cat shaped mask (I like to imagine their hair is styled similarly to the cat suit fluff, so wanted to try reflect that in a way)

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