Haven’t mentioned this yet but i noticed a while ago,
Fun fact, who would you think would be an active participant in every single episode of the life series?
Grian? Martyn?
It’s fucking Scott.
Grian had to AFK for the 3rd episode of Limited Life but otherwise has been in every episode (for obvious reasons).
Martyn got taken out in the 7th episode of Wild Life so he wasn’t technically a player in episode 8, just a rare zombie cameo.
Everyone else has either missed entire episodes and/or seasons except for Mr Scott sMajor 1995, who, even in his lowest placing in 3rd life, still had a yellow life in the final episode and managed to stick around for about a third of that session.
Something something if i had a nickel for every time joel smallishbeans teamed up with someone in a life series with the trivia bot and it ended with joel winning the 1v1 duel between them leading to him winning the season something or other jimmy hates this meme
thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it’s a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I’m working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it’s okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I’m failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I’m doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it’s such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.
sorry to put your tags on blast on this insane breach containment post I have since muted, but you’re right and you should say it.