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Emmy

@thelibraryofemory

Just a cozy corner for bookish thoughts, random media obsessions, and whatever stories steal my heart. Expect chaos, feels, and a lot of fangirling

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Welcome to my little corner of the internet!

I'm Emory (she/her), 20, and a psychology student who probably thinks way too much about fictional characters. This blog is a chaotic mix of whatever I'm reading, shows I'm binging, movies I'm rewatching for the 5th time, and random thoughts that won't leave my brain.

You'll find bookish rambles, media analysis (sometimes deep, sometimes unhinged), character love, and a whole lot of reblogs that just feel right. I don't stick to one fandom or vibe--I post I love, when I love it.

If you're into stories that make you feel something--or just wanna scream about fictional people with someone--I got you.

Feel free to say "Hi", my ask box is always open!

Minors DNI

(D1 hater at times)

Quick Facts About Me!

  • I've been vegetarian since 2018.
  • Born and raised in Texas, but currently live in Massachusetts.
  • My favorite book is Pride & Prejudice.
  • My favorite color is Periwinkle Purple
  • My favorite flower is a Tiger Lily.
  • My favorite movie is Gone with the Wind
  • I own two guinea pigs, named Elphaba, Toto and Glinda (yes, from Wicked/The Wizard of Oz lol)

Worst Bible verses (my opinion)

TW: religious (obvi), I'm atheist so ill sleep at night either way.

Deuteronomy 22:28–29

"If a man meets a virgin who is not betrothed, and seizes her and lies with her, and they are found, then the man who lay with her shall give to the father of the young woman fifty shekels of silver, and she shall be his wife."

Why it’s harmful: This verse has been interpreted to mean that a rape victim must marry her rapist, provided she was not engaged. While some scholars argue that the Hebrew word here might suggest seduction or premarital sex, many see it as legitimizing or trivializing sexual violence. It reflects a culture where women were considered property, and rape was a crime against a male guardian, not the woman herself.

Leviticus 20:13

"If a man lies with a male as with a woman, both of them have committed an abomination; they shall surely be put to death; their blood is upon them."

Why it’s harmful: This verse has been used to justify violence, discrimination, and criminalization of LGBTQ+ individuals. The term "abomination" has carried tremendous weight and stigma, leading to centuries of persecution. Modern scholarship varies on interpretation, with some arguing it refers to specific ritual or temple practices rather than consensual relationships.

Ephesians 5:22–24

"Wives, submit to your own husbands as to the Lord..."

Why it’s harmful: This verse has been used to enforce rigid gender roles and justify abuse under the guise of religious submission. While the surrounding context also tells husbands to love their wives sacrificially, the emphasis on obedience has often overshadowed that message.

Numbers 31:17–18

"Now therefore kill every male among the little ones, and kill every woman who has known man intimately. But all the girls who have not known man intimately, keep alive for yourselves."

Why it’s harmful: This verse, spoken by Moses, calls for the mass killing of Midianite prisoners, including children, and the keeping of virgin girls. Critics call this genocide and condoned sexual enslavement. It is one of the most morally disturbing commands attributed to a biblical figure.

Genesis 19 (Sodom and Gomorrah)

Lot offers his daughters to a violent mob to protect guests; later, the cities are destroyed.

Why it’s harmful: Often interpreted as a condemnation of homosexuality, the story has been used to demonize LGBTQ+ individuals. Lot offering his daughters also portrays a patriarchal willingness to sacrifice women to protect men. The deeper issue in the story—inhospitality and gang rape—is often overlooked in these interpretations.

Judges 19 (The Levite's Concubine)

A man gives his concubine to a mob, they gang-rape her all night, and she dies. He then cuts her into 12 pieces and sends them across Israel.

A man gives his concubine to a mob, they gang-rape her all night, and she dies. He then cuts her into 12 pieces and sends them across Israel.

Deuteronomy 21:18–21

"If a man has a stubborn and rebellious son... then all the men of the city shall stone him to death with stones."

Why it’s harmful: This passage commands the death penalty for a disobedient son, which promotes excessive punishment and harsh authoritarian parenting. While not practiced today, its presence in scripture has led to debates about the ethics of biblical law.

1 Timothy 2:11–12

"Let a woman learn quietly with all submissiveness. I do not permit a woman to teach or to exercise authority over a man; rather, she is to remain quiet."

Why it’s harmful: This verse has been used to bar women from leadership in churches, education, and even society at large. It's seen as upholding patriarchal structures and has played a key role in institutionalized sexism within Christianity.

Psalm 137:9

"Blessed shall he be who takes your little ones and dashes them against the rock!"

Why it’s harmful: This disturbing verse expresses a cry for vengeance during exile in Babylon. While it reflects raw human anger and grief, it imagines infanticide as a form of justice. Taken literally, it can shock modern readers and has been criticized for its violent imagery.

Exodus 21:20–21

"When a man strikes his slave, male or female, with a rod and the slave dies under his hand, he shall be avenged. But if the slave survives a day or two, he is not to be avenged, for the slave is his money."

Why it’s harmful: This passage condones slavery and treats the life of a slave as property. It's been historically cited to justify chattel slavery, especially in the American South. The distinction between killing and merely injuring a slave reflects dehumanization and normalization of violence.

Final Thoughts

Many of these verses reflect ancient worldviews: patriarchal, tribal, hierarchical, and sometimes violent. While some believers interpret them as metaphorical, contextual, or no longer applicable under the New Covenant (through Jesus), others take them literally, leading to harmful ideologies and real-world consequences.

Modern theologians, ethicists, and scholars often grapple with these texts, working to reinterpret or challenge their application in contemporary life. Many faith communities have moved away from literal interpretations and emphasize broader principles of love, justice, and mercy.

Shatter Me (but it's set in a modern high school)

Juliette Ferrars – The Quiet Girl With the Dark Past

Sits in the back of the class, scribbles poems in the margins of her notebook. Super anxious, but accidentally gorgeous. Everyone spreads weird rumors about her because she once had a “meltdown” in middle school and no one lets it go. Has like 1 friend until the hot new guy starts talking to her.

Aaron Warner - Rich, Intimidating Overachiever

President of like… every club. Dresses like he’s going to a business meeting at all times. Lowkey terrifying but somehow super hot?? Teachers love him. Students fear him. Secretly has insane trauma, a therapist mom, and writes in a Moleskine journal. Gives epic valedictorian speech and probably ends up in an Ivy League.

Kenji Kishimoto – Class Clown / Everyone's Favorite Chaos Gremlin

Captain of the soccer team but also voted “most likely to become famous.” Knows EVERYONE’S business. Makes TikToks, probably runs the school’s meme page. Somehow pulls off straight A’s even though no one’s ever seen him study. Flirts with teachers and lunch ladies. Still lovable.

Nazeera Ibrahim – Mysterious New Girl / Hot Transfer Student

Shows up junior year and immediately everyone is obsessed. Has killer style and a resting b*tch face that scares the popular girls. Rumored to have dated a European prince. Secretly a genius, probably in AP Lit just for fun. Doesn’t care about high school drama, but will ruin someone if they mess with her or her friends. Kenji dies for her, but she makes him work for it.

Lena – Mean Girl With Mommy Issues

Cheer captain. Throws parties that get shut down by cops.
Dated Warner once and still pretends like he’ll come crawling back. Buys followers. Cries when no one notices her new nose job. Lives for drama.

Adam Kent – The Nice Guy (but like... too nice

Boy next door. Protective. Golden retriever energy. Works part-time to help with bills. Starts off charming but turns into the jealous ex who can’t move on. “I’m not like other guys,” but then is exactly like other guys. The type to text “come outside” and be sitting on your curb with a six-pack of root beer.

James Kent – Adorably Suspiciously Smart Kid Brother

7th grader who’s way cooler than any high schooler. Everyone loves him. Teachers sneak him candy. Has better style than you. Gives unfiltered advice and roasts adults to their faces.

Castle – Cool Teacher Everyone Trusts

Teaches ethics or literature or something unnecessarily deep. Runs the student council like it’s a peace summit. Always says “Let’s unpack that” when someone makes a rude comment. Wears cardigans. Drinks too much tea.

Bridgerton (Shatter Me Version)

Juliette Ferrars & Aaron Warner = Daphne Bridgerton & Simon Basset

Both couples are centered around a young woman who has been underestimated and underestimated her whole life, and a man with an emotionally traumatic upbringing who swears he’s not capable of love. Their love is intense, slow-burn, full of miscommunication, and deeply earned. The yearning. The push and pull. The “I burn for you” vibes? Unmatched.

Kenji Kishimoto & Nazeera Ibrahim = Penelope Featherington & Colin Bridgerton

Hear me out. Nazeera is secretly in love with Kenji, but she masks it with sarcasm, banter, and badassery. Kenji is oblivious, charming, and refuses to see what’s right in front of him. They dance around each other for years. They’re funny, passionate, and when they finally click? Fireworks. Also, Kenji giving big “write me letters while I’m abroad” energy.

Adam Kent & Juliette (in the early books) = Edwina Sharma & Anthony Bridgerton

Sweet on paper, doomed in practice. Adam thinks he knows who Juliette is and falls in love with that version. Like Edwina and Anthony, it’s more about what they think they want than what they actually need. There's tenderness and protection, but not a real foundation.

James Kent = Hyacinth Bridgerton

Do It even need to explain??

Castle = Lady Danbury

Castle is that rare adult figure who actually listens and tries to guide without controlling. Like Lady Danbury, he sees the bigger picture, supports growth, and drops wisdom bombs when needed.

Shatter Me women workout attire

Juliette Ferrars and Nazeera Ibrahim
Here’s what each girl's workout attire might look like, based on their personality, vibe, and fashion sense

Juliette Ferrars

Core vibe: Practical, quietly fierce, emotionally grounded but strong
  • Black compression leggings
  • Sleek sports bra in gray or deep blue
  • Lightweight zip-up hoodie (usually unzipped halfway)
  • Basic black trainers
  • Hair in a tight high ponytail or braid
Style notes: She dresses for function and minimal distractions. She doesn’t care about looking cute, but she still ends up looking stunning.

Nazeera Ibrahim

Core vibe: Lethal, fashionable, expressive, graceful confidence
  • Custom-designed athletic set in jewel tones (emerald, sapphire, or deep red)
  • High-waisted leggings with cutout or mesh details
  • Matching sports bra with strappy back
  • Designer sneakers (possibly limited edition Nikes or Pumas)
  • Gold-accented hair clips or bandana
  • Hair in a sleek high braid or high ponytail
Style notes: She looks like she walked off a fashion shoot even in combat drills. Her look says: “I came to slay, physically and fashionably.”

Shatter Me core 4 music taste

Aaron Warner

Vibe: Brooding intellect with hidden vulnerability. Sharp, precise, and romantic when you least expect it.
  • Lana Del Rey (he won’t admit it, but “Born to Die” is his villain origin playlist)
  • Hozier (he plays “Take Me to Church” and “Cherry Wine” on repeat when he’s in his )
  • Radiohead (for the existential melancholy)
  • Hans Zimmer (orchestral scores to dissociate during combat training)
  • Florence + The Machine (secretly obsessed with her power)
Bonus: He pretends he doesn’t like music with lyrics, but then memorizes every word to "Young and Beautiful."

Juliette Ferrars

Vibe: Gentle soul turning into a powerhouse. Deep emotions, unshakable core.
  • Aurora – ethereal yet haunting, exactly like her
  • Taylor Swift – especially Reputation, Folklore, and 1989
  • Billie Eilish – soft and angry in all the right places
  • Birdy – she listened to her in isolation; it stuck
  • Kesha (Rainbow era) – reclaiming herself through sound
Bonus: “My Tears Ricochet” is her theme song when she’s spiraling. “Ready for It?” is her transformation anthem.

Nazeera Ibrahim

Vibe: Bold, elegant, unbothered — carries the weight of grief and power with style.
  • Beyoncé – her religion
  • Rihanna – especially “Desperado,” “Needed Me,” “Consideration”
  • Doja Cat – pure confidence & clever chaos
  • Snoh Aalegra – smooth, luxe, emotional depth
  • Tems – spiritual, grounded power
Bonus: She listens to Arabic pop and hip-hop too — she has an elite playlist she never shares. Think Nancy Ajram meets underground rappers from Beirut.

Kenji Kishimoto

Comic relief meets hidden sadness. Loyal, layered, secretly thoughtful.
  • Anderson .Paak – chill, funny, rhythmic — it’s him
  • Childish Gambino – he is “Redbone”
  • Drake – certified sadboi in private
  • Olivia Rodrigo – he loves the drama, pretends it’s ironic
  • Paramore – his angsty inner child is alive and well
  • SZA – he gets in his feels and she help
His “pump-up” playlist is all over the place — it has Queen, Megan Thee Stallion, and that one anime opening theme no one else recognizes.

Tony gave Peter glasses. His tech. His trust. His heart.

He called him “the kid.” He knighted him an Avenger.

And now… somewhere out there Peter is alone. With no one who remembers that love.

Tony died thinking he saved a boy who would carry his legacy.

But that boy is just a stranger now.

me: rewatches marvel to feel better

marvel: makes it worse every time

Me, watching Tony sacrifice himself:

“He did it… he saved the world… he saved Peter…”

Also me, remembering No Way Home rewrote Peter out of everyone’s memory:

“TONY STARK DIED FOR A KID WHO NO ONE REMEMBERS EXISTED.”

literally screaming into the void

things that live in my brain rent-free (and contribute nothing to the plot of my life):

• that one line in any enemies-to-lovers book where he whispers “say it again”

• Nazeera Ibrahim in literally any scene. existing. breathing.

• the audacity of Batman adopting traumatized kids like it’s a side quest

• Kenji’s one-liners that hit harder than actual therapy

• when a villain says “you and I are not so different” and suddenly I’m like… maybe we aren’t?

• the fact that Tony Stark died for a kid who doesn’t even remember him

• Emory Scott walking into Devil’s Night and somehow becoming the only character with actual moral high ground

• crying over fictional dogs like I didn’t know what I signed up for (Marley & Me, I’m looking at you)

• how psychology majors are expected to be okay while learning the exact reasons they’re not

✨ hot take (but actually just the truth):

LIZZIE YOUNG’S PAIN DOESN’T MAKE KATIE WILMOT LESS WORTHY OF GRACE ✨

Like yes, Lizzie went through hell. Yes, her story is tragic and she deserved so much better. BUT. That does not mean Katie Wilmot deserved to be torn apart just to make Lizzie look better in comparison.

Katie is quiet. Katie is sarcastic. Katie is imperfect. And guess what? That doesn’t mean she’s evil. It doesn’t mean she was "weak" for having feelings or not being able to intuitively tiptoe around someone else’s trauma she didn’t even know about.

We act like Lizzie was the only one who suffered — and again, she DID suffer, no one is denying that — but Katie got vilified for being real. For being quiet. For not being perfect all the time, while still showing up, still fighting for her friends, still trying to be enough in a world that keeps telling her she’s not enough.

Katie wasn't given the same room to be messy, vulnerable, or human. Lizzie gets chapters full of sympathy while Katie gets judgment and double standards.

So here’s your reminder:

👉 Katie Wilmot can be quiet AND good.

👉 Katie Wilmot can make mistakes AND be worthy of softness.

👉 Katie Wilmot can speak up for herself AND still have a heart.

And just because someone else is in pain doesn't mean Katie deserves silence, punishment, or shame for having her own internal battles.

Normalize giving all girls — not just the “quiet” ones, not just the “traumatized” ones — the space to be complex.

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if you ever think about sending me an ask and decide not to cause “oh she doesn’t care” or “oh I don’t want to bother her” literally I’m the loneliest piece of shit you can find and would still love you if you sent me the word nuzzle over and over again

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