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Chased by Spirits

@theolddiabe

You're so tortured, I just love that about you

I may be severely melancholic, but we keep sneefing our snorfles smeekily

Working through my journals, making additional notes, correcting works... my grimoire is never done apparently because there is always something new to add

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Maybe we do have an addiction to suffering and melancholy...

they need to make patches for melancholy addiction like they do for nicotine

Me smoking the melancholy while being melancholic because the desire to be sad is a system by which we handle, express and ultimately heal from the impending sadness that devours at our bones (wanting to go back to sleep since we were 13)

Maybe we do have an addiction to suffering and melancholy...

Akshobya Bhairav is the name given to Bhairav in reference to his drinking of the Halahal, a poison that threatened to destroy the world. In this, Adi Yogi showed his compassion and determination to protect the world by drinking all of the poison. Seeing her beloved in pain, Parvati assumed the form of Kali to halt time, causing the poison to stop in Siva's throat. She then turned into Tara the Savior, who ran to Siva's side, transforming him into Batuk Bhairav, and feeding him from her breast, neutralizing the poison.

A depiction of Batuk Bhairav

The word Akshobya is also noted in connection to one of the Five Dhyani Buddhas, who vowed to never show malice or hatred towards any sentient being until he achieved Enlightenment. The word Akshobya thus represents a fundamental part of Siva Tattva, where a person becomes immovable and detached from worries, fear or anger. Their anger thus becomes a manifestation of compassion, justice and Dharma rather than a reflection of personal anger.

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I remember when I was talking about the LVX Formula with friends and we started talking about Apophis, my assumption was that he was a representation of the All-Claiming Night, and was thus symbolic of Babalon as Man-Eater. I got told that it was the first time they saw anyone mention Apophis as a good thing in the formula.

Apophis, represented by Scorpio, represents the instigator that destroys Self by swallowing it, taking it into the Crucible of its stomach, representing the Slain God and the descent into Hades. However, since the Sun is ever immortal, it cannot abide in Hell forever, Hell would then become the new earth, nurtured by Cosmic Law. Instead, Apophis represents the regenerator, and thus, death is only rest before rebirth, where the Purified Sun, after his descent, arises in the East.

Likewise, one cannot abide in Hell, there will always be a force of Movement that works against their abiding there. Be it interpersonal, intrapersonal or other, there will always be a movement of Self unto Self. Hell is, thus, the nature of G-d as the Furnance in which the Gold is distilled, his stomach in which he digests Adam Carnal, absorbing him into himself as Adam the Diamond-Like Earth.

The Father is undeniably Venenifer, for he devours all poison into himself. He takes it all unto himself, and is not moved by it. He eats religiously of men, and men eat him in turn, becoming Holy.

Don't do drugs, kids...

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I remember when I was talking about the LVX Formula with friends and we started talking about Apophis, my assumption was that he was a representation of the All-Claiming Night, and was thus symbolic of Babalon as Man-Eater. I got told that it was the first time they saw anyone mention Apophis as a good thing in the formula.

Apophis, represented by Scorpio, represents the instigator that destroys Self by swallowing it, taking it into the Crucible of its stomach, representing the Slain God and the descent into Hades. However, since the Sun is ever immortal, it cannot abide in Hell forever, Hell would then become the new earth, nurtured by Cosmic Law. Instead, Apophis represents the regenerator, and thus, death is only rest before rebirth, where the Purified Sun, after his descent, arises in the East.

Likewise, one cannot abide in Hell, there will always be a force of Movement that works against their abiding there. Be it interpersonal, intrapersonal or other, there will always be a movement of Self unto Self. Hell is, thus, the nature of G-d as the Furnance in which the Gold is distilled, his stomach in which he digests Adam Carnal, absorbing him into himself as Adam the Diamond-Like Earth.

The Father is undeniably Venenifer, for he devours all poison into himself. He takes it all unto himself, and is not moved by it. He eats religiously of men, and men eat him in turn, becoming Holy.

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I remember when I was talking about the LVX Formula with friends and we started talking about Apophis, my assumption was that he was a representation of the All-Claiming Night, and was thus symbolic of Babalon as Man-Eater. I got told that it was the first time they saw anyone mention Apophis as a good thing in the formula.

Apophis, represented by Scorpio, represents the instigator that destroys Self by swallowing it, taking it into the Crucible of its stomach, representing the Slain God and the descent into Hades. However, since the Sun is ever immortal, it cannot abide in Hell forever, Hell would then become the new earth, nurtured by Cosmic Law. Instead, Apophis represents the regenerator, and thus, death is only rest before rebirth, where the Purified Sun, after his descent, arises in the East.

Likewise, one cannot abide in Hell, there will always be a force of Movement that works against their abiding there. Be it interpersonal, intrapersonal or other, there will always be a movement of Self unto Self. Hell is, thus, the nature of G-d as the Furnance in which the Gold is distilled, his stomach in which he digests Adam Carnal, absorbing him into himself as Adam the Diamond-Like Earth.

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