days three hundred and twenty seven & eight of documenting what i do in a day to cultivate a sweeter life for myself. even though i am still having lots of fun creating things, i'm still burnt out from uni coursework too. classes are ruining my life! lol.
today's card : pluto, reversed & chiron, reversed. mood : pleased! you can find my progress under the #kiki's diary. tag.
01.15.26 & 01.16.26 — if i can get two answers, then i refuse to miss my chance to learn about amo.
what i did :
327.
- woke up at 8:30 am
- set my intentions and said my prayers
- made my bed
- checked my notifications
- scrolled through my emails
- scrolled through social media
- finished packing up the last of my things
- went out to get breakfast for the train ride
- took the link to the train station
- spent three hours on the train ride home
- got picked up by my dad
- went to go pick up my little sister and say hi to my grandparents
- headed back home for dinner
- said hi to my mom and gossiped with my dad in the car for a bit
- drove out to pick my brother up and drop him off as well
- went to the gym with my dad
- went back home and showered before passing out
328.
- woke up at 9:30 am
- set my intentions and said my prayers
- made my bed
- checked my notifications
- scrolled through my emails
- scrolled through social media
- doomscrolled for a bit
- fell asleep again for a bit
- had a little confrontation to take care of
- asked my dad for advice
- rabbit - holed into a three hour long conversation with my dad
- had lunch while scrolling on tiktok
- debriefed with my best friend attie
- went up to my room to watch some youtube and relax
- went downstairs for dinner and chat with the family
- went back upstairs afterwards to finish up my homework
- winded down by rereading some fics on here & ao3
what i’ll do :
drink at least a bottle of watergive myself a complimenteat a warm mealcheck my maildraw my daily card and do reflections
in any case, i've been home for a couple of days. it's nice to be in my own bed, alone in my own room, but i do miss my roommates a bit. i hadn't anticipated for how lonely it'd be after i got home, but. . .oh well!
thank you for being here. you make it all a little less lonely. i love you!
xo, isie
days three hundred and twenty five & six of documenting what i do in a day to cultivate a sweeter life for myself. i've been creating so much more often! it's unusual for me to have the actual energy to do it. i've been having a lot of good ideas lately; i think being in a new fandom with content that's still oncoming and a wide variety of people is really helping. i've never felt more like part of something lol.
today's card : leo, upright & the sun, reversed. mood : happy! you can find my progress under the #kiki's diary. tag.
01.13.26 & 01.14.26 — see you later. / yeah. . .see you later.
what i did :
325.
- woke up at 8:30 am
- set my intentions and said my prayers
- made my bed
- checked my notifications
- scrolled through my emails
- scrolled through social media
- went out to get coffee
- hung around the dorm for the rest of the morning
- put together my dream lego set <3
- went thrifting with my roommate for the afternoon
- spent. . .an obscene amount of money on these two gorgeous jackets and a skullpanda figure
- went back to the dorm and unpacked
- bummed around for a bit lol
- finally got to organizing my closet
- had a small dinner while watching youtube
- went out to get some snacks
- drew a bit
- wrote a bit
- passed the fuck out
326.
- woke up at 9:00 am
- set my intentions and said my prayers
- made my bed
- checked my notifications
- scrolled through my emails
- scrolled through social media
- doomscrolled for a bit
- got up and freshened up
- went out for coffee and breakfast
- picked up my skullpanda delivery on my way back up to the dorms
- went to my lecture
- opened the blind box (i got the lightning!)
- had lunch while watching youtube
- drew a little more (first rendered piece in a long time)
- did a bit of online shopping
- chatted with my twitter mutuals (a bit of drama today. . .)
- did a bit of online shopping to ease my pains
- rewatched a bit of gachiakuta
- had dinner while watching a geologist play minecraft (his accent has enraptured me)
- did a bit more online shopping
- winded down with some doodling
what i’ll do :
drink at least a bottle of watergive myself a complimenteat a warm mealcheck my maildraw my daily card and do reflections
i go home for the weekend tomorrow afternoon. i wonder how much i'll be able to get done by then. i haven't even packed yet. . .i should get on that.
thank you for being here. i love you and i'm happy you're here!
xo, isie
days three hundred and twenty three & four of documenting what i do in a day to cultivate a sweeter life for myself. i think my sickness has passed! with it has come a series of extremely fortunate events, some of which include me getting hit tweets. . .for some reason? i'm grateful, in any case, and i'm still amorudo pilled as FUCK.
today's card : neptune, reversed & virgo, upright. mood : happy! you can find my progress under the #kiki's diary. tag.
01.11.26 & 01.12.26 — i don't know how to do it either. but i wanna figure it out together. / you're already doing it. . .
what i did :
323.
- woke up at 7:30 am
- set my intentions and said my prayers
- made my bed
- checked my notifications
- scrolled through my emails
- scrolled through social media
- went out to get coffee
- did my annotations for technical & professional editing
- went to mass at noon
- wandered around the ave for a little bit afterwards
- went to a claw machine place and got eight plushies!
- went to the district market to get soup because it was raining
- stayed inside and had my lunch/dinner while it was raining (cheese for dinner. . .)
- spent some time working on homework again
- winded down for the night by scrolling and looking at some webtoons i haven't caught up on in a while
324.
- woke up at 8:00 am
- set my intentions and said my prayers
- made my bed
- checked my notifications
- scrolled through my emails
- scrolled through social media
- stayed in bed for a little bit because my body was hurting (i fell asleep in a weird position)
- went out for coffee and breakfast
- hurried to my first lecture (fit was tea but it was sooo rainy & windy)
- went back to my dorm afterward for a quick snack (mozzarella. . .)
- went to my second lecture
- mostly drew for the entire lecture
- went to the district market to pick up dinner
- picked up a package before going back to the dorms
- had dinner while waiting for the hall council meeting
- attended the hall council meeting
- went back up to my dorm and doomscrolled a bit
- finally finished my demolab for astronomy
- rewarded myself by writing some amorudo for the night heeheehee
what i’ll do :
drink at least a bottle of watergive myself a complimenteat a warm mealcheck my maildraw my daily card and do reflections
i wanted to go to the asian art museum on the 11th, but my card kept getting declined for some reason. i'll probably just go on the first thursday of next month since there's free admission. there's someone i really wanted to see it with, but i guess that was another dream i have to put away for now.
thank you for being here. i love you so, so much!
xo, isie
The good shit has returned to my fyp
miss exiled i love you DOWN! it's so serious. you've been one of my sweetest supporters since early on and it really does mean the world to me that you've stuck around. thank you for being here <3
days three hundred and twenty three & four of documenting what i do in a day to cultivate a sweeter life for myself. i think my sickness has passed! with it has come a series of extremely fortunate events, some of which include me getting hit tweets. . .for some reason? i'm grateful, in any case, and i'm still amorudo pilled as FUCK.
today's card : neptune, reversed & virgo, upright. mood : happy! you can find my progress under the #kiki's diary. tag.
01.11.26 & 01.12.26 — i don't know how to do it either. but i wanna figure it out together. / you're already doing it. . .
what i did :
323.
- woke up at 7:30 am
- set my intentions and said my prayers
- made my bed
- checked my notifications
- scrolled through my emails
- scrolled through social media
- went out to get coffee
- did my annotations for technical & professional editing
- went to mass at noon
- wandered around the ave for a little bit afterwards
- went to a claw machine place and got eight plushies!
- went to the district market to get soup because it was raining
- stayed inside and had my lunch/dinner while it was raining (cheese for dinner. . .)
- spent some time working on homework again
- winded down for the night by scrolling and looking at some webtoons i haven't caught up on in a while
324.
- woke up at 8:00 am
- set my intentions and said my prayers
- made my bed
- checked my notifications
- scrolled through my emails
- scrolled through social media
- stayed in bed for a little bit because my body was hurting (i fell asleep in a weird position)
- went out for coffee and breakfast
- hurried to my first lecture (fit was tea but it was sooo rainy & windy)
- went back to my dorm afterward for a quick snack (mozzarella. . .)
- went to my second lecture
- mostly drew for the entire lecture
- went to the district market to pick up dinner
- picked up a package before going back to the dorms
- had dinner while waiting for the hall council meeting
- attended the hall council meeting
- went back up to my dorm and doomscrolled a bit
- finally finished my demolab for astronomy
- rewarded myself by writing some amorudo for the night heeheehee
what i’ll do :
drink at least a bottle of watergive myself a complimenteat a warm mealcheck my maildraw my daily card and do reflections
i wanted to go to the asian art museum on the 11th, but my card kept getting declined for some reason. i'll probably just go on the first thursday of next month since there's free admission. there's someone i really wanted to see it with, but i guess that was another dream i have to put away for now.
thank you for being here. i love you so, so much!
xo, isie
days three hundred and twenty one & two of documenting what i do in a day to cultivate a sweeter life for myself. i am feeling a lot better. still plagued with the need to stalk the social medias of people i've left behind, but i'm amorudo pilled as fuuuuck and that's all i've been thinking about lately, so i'm happy.
today's card : neptune, reversed & virgo, upright. mood : pleased! you can find my progress under the #kiki's diary. tag.
01.09.26 & 01.10.26 — let’s learn how to reach out our hands to connect to others together..
what i did :
321.
- woke up at 7:30 am
- set my intentions and said my prayers
- made my bed
- checked my notifications
- scrolled through my emails
- scrolled through social media
- went out to get coffee
- finished up my pre - lab
- worked on my demolab for a little bit
- had lunch while watching youtube
- got dressed and went out to the grocery store
- hit up the thrift stores afterwards (i got the cutest skirt ever)
- went back to the dorms and put my things away
- went out one last time to pick up dinner
- ate while watching youtube
- tidied up and winded down for the night
322.
- woke up at 7:30 am
- set my intentions and said my prayers
- made my bed
- checked my notifications
- scrolled through my emails
- scrolled through social media
- spent some time in bed resting
- got up and went out for coffee and breakfast
- took both back to the dorms to work
- did some homework
- spent most of the afternoon and part of the evening working on an edit
- posted the edit and had dinner
- doomscrolled a little bit
- tidied up my desk space
- chatted with my friends before getting ready for bed
what i’ll do :
drink at least a bottle of watergive myself a complimenteat a warm mealcheck my maildraw my daily card and do reflections
in all seriousness, i'm slowly but surely doing better. i definitely haven't been eating as healthy as i should, but it's probably fine. i still feel hurt and a little regretful, but i think ultimately i'll be okay. slowly detaching from three years of. . .whatever i had with that person is not easy, but it will be okay in the end. i just wish the wait wasn't so long, but maybe now i can make new memories instead of trying to hold on to old ones.
thank you for being here. i love you and i am grateful for you every day.
xo, isie
I absolutely adore your fic about idol!amo and her no. 1 fan 🥹 you’re feeding the amorudo community fr, thank you so much!
I wanna say keep going, but ofc only if you want to write them again. Anw, looking forward to your works! <3
i gasp! thank you so so much my baby 🥹 i’m ride or die for amorudo nation so you know i’ll be continuing it at some point. thank you for your support & kind words! xx
days three hundred and nineteen & twenty of documenting what i do in a day to cultivate a sweeter life for myself. i took a big step today. i did something i've been afraid to do for a while. i think i've meditated for a long time on the question of if the fear of loss was a good measure of love, and i think i found my answer last night before bed. i'm just done with people who can't care about me but claim to love me anyway. i have to receive what i give, you know? i completely forgot to update this in time because of it; i'm really sorry!
today's card : sagittarius, upright & libra, upright. mood : no trouble. you can find my progress under the #kiki's diary. tag.
01.07.26 & 01.08.26 — her mood is messed up like her hair.
what i did :
319.
- woke up at 7:30 am
- set my intentions and said my prayers
- made my bed
- checked my notifications
- scrolled through my emails
- scrolled through social media
- went out to get coffee
- finished up some homework
- went to my technical & professional editing class
- went back to the dorms and had lunch
- played a bit of minecraft to wind down
- did some more homework
- went out to get groceries
- went back to the dorm and had an early dinner
- dressed up a bit and went out
- spent the evening on a solo date
- went back to the dorm and spent the rest of the night doing homework
320.
- woke up at 4:30 am
- set my intentions and said my prayers
- made my bed
- checked my notifications
- scrolled through my emails
- scrolled through social media
- spent some time in bed resting
- got up and finished leftovers from the previous day for breakfast
- got started on a pre - lab
- chatted with some friends on twitter
- made a really difficult (but nevertheless necessary) decision
- worked on some more homework
- finished up and went out for late lunch
- went back to the dorms and hung out with some friends and my roommates' friends
- spent the rest of the night reading webtoons
what i’ll do :
drink at least a bottle of watergive myself a complimenteat a warm mealcheck my maildraw my daily card and do reflections
still sick. it's not as bad but i've been sniffling like mad and it's so irritating. i'm healing emotionally and i'm beginning to see the light at the end of the tunnel, but my goodness. this sickness hasn't let up since the new year began!
thank you for being here. i love you and i am happy you're here.
xo, isie