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This family still needs our support.

Yousef, Khadiga, and Majd are a young family from Gaza whose campaign I have been trying to boost for a while now. Even with the so-called ceasefire, they still face danger from the occupation and difficulties in daily living due to the blockade of goods and high prices of whatever is available.

Majd has been in-and-out of the hospital for most of this genocidal war due to his respiratory condition and repeated infections. He needs continuous treatment costs $350 per week. The family are renting an apartment at $1200 per month. And Khadiga has already been away from her university studies for 2 years, with the cost of registration for the semester is $500.

Please continue helping this family. Majd is sickly, and with winter in Gaza, they all need to be off the streets and in warmer shelter. Khadiga still dreams of becoming a teacher, a profession undoubtedly essential in the rebuilding of Gaza.

22 hours since the last donation

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We are living in Egypt, where we lost everything in Gaza. We lost our jobs, our dreams were shattered, and everything was destroyed. I wanted to return to Gaza with my children, who came after ten years through IVF, but the war destroyed everything, and life has become even more difficult due to my back pain, in addition to my son Ahmed, who has two holes in his heart and vision problems and needs surgery and ongoing follow-up and treatment.

Also, my family in Gaza is dying of hunger and bombing. I have lost a lot of my family and I don’t want to lose more. Help us. Whoever can donate even a little, this will help us a lot.

We need your help. The situation is very difficult. You are our last hope. Food, clothes, milk, rent—everything has become very expensive.

€9,499 / €50,000. 8 donations in the past week

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From Gaza to Ireland: Survived but Nightmares Make me Wish to Die

Before I open my heart to you guys, please check out the vetting/verifications posts below.

1. @el-shab-hussein and @nabulsi # 151 on the spreadsheet of Vetted Gaza Fundraisers List

3. My latest blog titled "Traumatized in Ireland While my Family is Facing Death and Starvation in Gaza" shared widely HERE

The short video will give you a quick glimpse of my story: 1. A young university lecturer in Gaza

2. Then displaced with my family and losing our house

3. Then traveled to Ireland to study and try to support and evacuate my family.

Every night I sleep in Ireland while my family sleeps under bombardment face starvation, fear and the cold of winter in tents.

People sleep to rest. I sleep to see nightmares.

Every night feels like a horror movie I must live, not watch. I wake up tired, shaken, and broken by the images my mind creates.

I had an amazing stable life with my family in Gaza before the war turned our world upside down.

I was a young, ambitious lecturer at the Islamic University of Gaza, teaching English and linguistics. I loved to motivate and empower my students so they can reach their full potential.

When the war broke out, I was displacement with my family multiple times in places I did not know existed in the Gaza Strip. Sometimes we literally ran for our lives under heavy bombardment and learned what a near-death experience actually meant.

Five months into the war, my Irish university managed to get me out of Gaza. Ever since I evacuated and left my entire family in Gaza (parents, siblings, nephews, nieces), I woke up every day so tired from horrible horrible horrible nightmares, wishing to end my life.

But then I remember: If I give up, who will help my family survive? Who will help me get them out when the crossing opens again?

I saw the constant bombardment every day live in the news, and my family was dispersed in different places in the Gaza Strip, running for their lives, struggling to survive.

The misery and suffering continue until today after we lost our house and the cold of winter if freezing them all, especially my elderly parents and young nephews and nieces.

HOWEVER...

Hard times do not only create strong people; they also reveal the goodness and humanity in others. And Gaza needs the world’s goodness now more than ever.

My family lost their home. They now live in tents, shivering in the cold. Rainwater enters every time it rains. They have no electricity, no clean water, no cooking gas, and no safety. Survival itself has become a battle.

I have been dedicating all my efforts to helping my family survive in the current situation in Gaza and apply for reunification visas with the support of my college and friends here in Ireland.

Every single member of my family counts the seconds until the day we all reunify in Ireland and live a safe, normal life like we have been dreaming for more than two years

This can only be possible with your kindness, support and humanity.

Please consider donating if you can, share our story, reblog our post, and amplify our voice. You have no idea how much you can help in getting my family out of the living hell of Gaza to safety.

When the world becomes numb to Palestinian suffering, please choose not to turn away.

Please 'follow' me to stay updated!

Thank you for reading. Thank you for caring.

Mahmoud

Tagging for reach <3

@virovac @akajustmerry

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We are living through the heaviest days of my life. I watch my children’s every breath with a heart shattered by fear. A ruthless virus is ravaging their small bodies, and we are left with nothing but patience and prayers amidst these merciless conditions.

My eldest son is suffering from severe inflammation and acute anemia. His frail body can no longer fight back. Meanwhile, my little daughter’s lungs can no longer endure the smoke from the fires we are forced to light for warmth; it has triggered chronic respiratory distress, making her a frequent patient in the hospital.

We live in a tent that offers no protection from the biting cold or our mounting pain. With a winter storm approaching, my fear grows that the freezing temperatures will claim what is left of their strength. I feel utterly helpless watching my children wither away, and all I seek is to provide them with the medicine and warmth they need before the illness and cold take them from me.

$18,829 / $30,000 USD. no donations for 4 days

I can’t feel my hands or feet anymore. The cold is destroying us, the storms won’t stop, and the shelter gives no protection. My family is shaking, my mother is in pain there is no warmth, no safety.

$25 from 20 people could decide if we survive tonight. Please help now. If you can’t donate, share don’t scroll past while we freeze. 💳 Donate here. ➡️ PayPalVerified fundraiser

We are freezing. My mother needs urgent treatment.

10 people with $25 could save us. Please share&donate

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I’m shaking from the cold as I write this. The storms won’t stop, and our tent protects us from nothing. My family is freezing, my mother is in pain, and there is no warmth or safety.

$25 from 15 people could save us from this deadly cold. Please help us. If you can’t donate, please share and don’t scroll past in silence.

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I have appealed to you again and again and begged you to help my mother receive treatment, but many of you continue to ignore this.

My mother is a human being and she deserves to get the treatment she needs, Search your heart and take a moment to think about how you can help.

Please don’t turn away from us during this critical time. Even the smallest act, sharing this message or making a small donation, can help ease the pain and give my mother a chance to live.

£1,317 raised.

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We are freezing to death. I live with my siblings in a small tent with 15 of us, and our tent is uninhabitable; it fills with water. We are freezing to death. Please, my brothers and sisters, donate to me and support me so I can buy winter clothes for my siblings. They have no clothes; all of theirs was lost under the rubble. Please help me and don't ignore me. My siblings are young and cannot bear the cold. Help me buy blankets to cover us. Please don't abandon me. I am pleading with you, I am your sister. Please don't leave me. Please help me buy a tent for my family. Please be with me. I trust you. Donate to me. I need $1000 to buy what we need. A small amount from you can give us life and survival. 😭😔

Please donate to me please 😭💙

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All we wish for is that my grandmother can live, that we can feel warmth like the rest of the world, and that my child can grow up with food, baby milk, and diapers.

🫂My friends, thank you for standing by me over the past year and a half.❤️

🔴But my grandmother needs you — her treatment is expensive, and we have no income to cover all of this.💔🙏

  • My child needs you, my friends. 😢💔 Because I suffer from anemia, I am unable to breastfeed him. He urgently needs formula milk, diapers, nutritional supplements, and vitamin D. Unfortunately, the prices are extremely high. 💔🍼

🔴Due to the lack of support, we are forced to reduce our meals to just one a day, which may not be nutritious—only to ease our hunger, so we can provide whatever food and medicine we can for my grandmother and my child. 💔😢😢😢

🙏Help me protect them — your support means everything to us and helps keep a family of 10 people alive.🙏🙏🙏💔

🟢am multiple vetted from 15 months

more than 24 hours since the last donation

Every donation matters. 

If anyone sends me proof of donation, I’ll send you a hand-painted pin (of any kind!) for free. Send donation proof, questions, or ask for more pictures here on tumblr, or at my business email: [email protected]more info is in my pinned post.

€22,945 / €50,000. one donation in the past 24 hours

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I'm writing these words with a heavy heart and a sense of shame…

It's not easy for a doctor and pharmacist who has dedicated their life to serving people to reach out and ask for help, but circumstances are harsher than any pride.

My pharmacy was completely destroyed by the war,

and my home wasn't spared either… and I no longer have any source of income to support myself and my family.

I was forced to reopen a simple pharmacy, a tent,

offering no protection from the winter cold or the rain,

and with the recent storms, the tent itself was ruined,

and I continue to work in unbearable conditions,

but only because I don't know how to stop or give up.

The situation is extremely difficult… and the need is dire,

and the hardest thing is the feeling of abandonment,

when you feel alone,

and that many of the people you stood by didn't stand by you in this time.

I'm not asking for luxury,

nor anything more than what's necessary.

I'm asking for a life of dignity and a chance to get back on my feet.

Whoever can help, even a little,

may God reward them on behalf of me and my family.

And whoever can't, please share this post.

Forgive me… The pain is immense,

and the need is greater than silence.

🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

This campaign has been fully verified by @90-ghost here

$1,917 / $4,000 raised as of January 14th, 2026. Donations have been very sparse lately! Please donate if you have the ability to at all, no matter what it is that you can afford to contribute doing so will make an impact and is absolutely worth it, and reblog this post using tags so it can keep circulating and donations can keep coming in!

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My three children could die from the cold

They are trapped in freezing conditions inside a tent that offers no protection—no heating, no proper blankets no safety.

Alma and Lama are burning with high fevers and suffering from severe illness caused by this unbearable life in the cold. I watch them shiver in front of me powerless while my heart breaks.

Every minute that passes puts their lives at greater risk.

If you cannot donate, please share—your share could be the reason my children survive.

€33,346 / €35,000

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Please don't ignore my plea 🔴🔴🔴 Save us from the tent — we need a caravan to shelter us until reconstruction begins.

We are a family exhausted by displacement and life in a tent. We are tired of constant displacement, and the tent is no longer a solution—it does not protect us from the cold or the harshness of life , especially with children suffering every night.🙏🙏

While browsing the internet, I came across an advertisement from a Gazan offering to build mobile homes (caravans). According to my conversation with him, a unit measuring 18 square meters (6 x 3 meters) costs $7,500 to build. It includes an unfurnished bedroom, a kitchen, and a bathroom, all ready for use. However, $7,500 is an impossible amount for us under these difficult circumstances.

We urgently need a caravan as a temporary shelter until reconstruction begins and we are able to rebuild our home, God willing.

This post will remain pinned until we are able to purchase the caravan and provide safe shelter for my children from the cold.

I hope you will watch this video and you will see for yourself the situation we have reached.

The necessary documents for proper verification have been submitted, and anyone who wishes to verify is welcome to contact me.

Verification ✅️Vetted by @gazavetters ( #533 )✅️

verified by @bilal-sala7 ( #36 ) ✅️

💳 Donation link here Thank you for your kindness and support . 🙏

$8,912 / $20,000 USD. 14 hours since the last donation

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$5,679 / $80,000 raised as of January 14th, 2026. Donations have been very sparse lately! Please donate if you are able to at all, no matter what it is that you can afford to give doing so as soon as possible will make a difference and is absolutely worth it, and reblog this post using tags so more people can see it and more donations can be made!

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