I know you'll find someone else. You'll find someone to replace me but one day I hope you remember me. You remember breakfast with me and laying on the couch. You'll remember the girl who first taught you to love, your first kiss, your first heart ache. I know you'll find someone else, but I hope that maybe, just maybe you'll think of me when they hurt you and how I would never, ever would have done that.
I know you forget easy
And I'm done hoping that we can work it out,
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around.
I'm done thinking, that you could ever change.
I know my heart will never be the same,
but I'm telling myself I'll be okay.
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger
Sara Evans
Don't spend time searching for the reasons behind your actions. You'll waste too much time. If it didn't feel right, it wasn't. We all make mistakes, that's okay and normal by you need to accept the fact that you can't fix it. Despite your mistakes and failed efforts, it doesn't mean it was all you.
j
One day your life will be figured out. The pain and worries of now will have faded to dust. Your insecurities will have turned into things you love. You will have inner peace and be at ease with yourself. You will have a family and a life you're happy with. Everything will be okay in the end. Promise.
j
