the espurr

Avoidance is the worst reaction to stress. Oh this thing is giving me anxiety? And it's something I could prepare for by looking at it more or learning things about the topic? No, I will take psychological damage if I look at it directly. I will still be thinking about it and be stressed though.

Absol (2025) - Pokémon Sleep Illustrator: Mizuki

Johnlock: Utterly fanciful with no root in reality

Klance: Possibly the only legitimate case of queerbaiting in human history

Destiel: Product of desperation on all sides

Byler: Charlie Kirk's dying wish

me: i wanna talk about my ocs

someone: ok tell me about your ocs

me, suddenly convinced that every single thing about my ocs is stupid and cringy and probably offensive: i. have them

my 5 year plan? find the energy to use my human body to participate in the world in some form or fashion

jackieshauna if you guys even care. Im graduallt going to start posting here so Bear with me 🥹

my mind palace is made out of drywall and it is occupied by an angry 16 year old american boy who keeps punching holes into the wall and that is why i dont remember things

i don’t want to be angry anymore i’m never going to hate again unless someone says something really stupid or if i see something i don’t like at all or maybe just whenever i feel like it

ok I endured it. now what!!!!!!!!!

I have been nothing but elusive and difficult to you and this is how you treat me

move along!

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2026

Reblog if you will never. Ever. Use AI in your writing.

thinking about getting surgery to remove everything

screw nonchalance embrace being crazy and intense about everything

(inspired by this tweet)