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@vanished159

Stranger things • Epic the Musical • Generation Loss • Percy Jackson • Any pronouns

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  1. I have five dogs (one Rottweiler, one Golden Retriever, an English Bulldog, a beagle Chihuahua mix, and her son, which is a mix of that and a rat terrier.)
  2. My favorite color is grey, my favorite tv show is Stranger Things, and my favorite animal is a crow
  3. I love writing and drawing, but I probably won’t share any of it on tumblr because its kinda bad

(Bonus): My parents are divorced and remarried, and I have so many family members I have no idea who half of them are.

Fellas is it gay to talk to your homie on a softer voice than everyone else, including your girlfriend, stare at his lips every single time you talk, and insist that his magical powers are innate and correct anyone who says he isn’t a sorcerer to the point where other people are annoyed?

Because according to the duffers that’s strictly platonic

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to the duffers and netflix-

that boy who was three months clean? he cut again.

the nonbinary? they couldn’t stop crying for three days and every time they tried to eat they threw up.

the girl who was getting out of depression? she can’t get out of bed.

the little will? he never thinks he’s going to find love, and that his crush is never going to like him back.

the queer teen living with a homophobic family? she was starting to accept herself and now she has to start back at square one.

their parents and relatives? they’re crying themselves to sleep because their families and children are hurting and they can’t do anything about it.

you didn’t have to do it like this. you have actual blood on your hands. this is not okay. it actually affected people. i hope you’re fucking happy.

The irony is that I've seen one account, so far, of someone coming out because the idea of Mike staying repressed for the rest of his life scared the hell out of her.

So even the positive outcomes are the result of severely negative cognitions in response to the finale.

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i used to hate on this scene here because i thought it was will forgiving his abuser, but the more i think about it the more i realise it's actually will forgiving henry who was taken over by the mindflayer. and it's him forgiving himself. he wasn't forgiving vecna. he was forgiving someone he saw himself in, he was forgiving someone who was also abused by the same being. and by forgiving henry for being taken over by the mindflayer, he's forgiving himself for that too.

"it wasn't you" = "it wasn't me" it wasn't will who killed those soldiers in 1984. it wasn't will who spied on his friends.

of course, after that, henry tells will that he chose to be this way, which in my eyes reads as will realising that it wasn't henry's fault, just like it wasn't his own, that they became possessed and did terrible things UNWILLINGLY. however, once henry started doing it WILLINGLY, he became at fault. it WAS him, vecna, not henry.

to be clear, i am not giving the writers their cookies because this could have been fleshed out so much more. it isn't clear enough that will is forgiving himself and realising that it's not his fault for being taken. but that is what this scene is. i think they could have actually gone into the csa storyline far better with far better implications, but i have better opinions over this scene now.

this scene is great in concept. it's will forgiving himself for being abused and the consequences of his abuse. but it was so poorly rushed, and we should have gotten to see henry's memories from the play.

so yeah, i don't think we should be pinning this as a scene where will "forgives his abuser." he's forgiving someone and talking to someone who was abused by the same entity he was and telling him that it is not his fault, which in turn shows that will no longer believes it is his own fault either. HOW WE GOT THERE? don't know. there is no clear progression from will thinking it is all his fault to this, but this is what the scene is to me now.

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A Different thank you note - one for us and ours.

Nevermind all of the cruel, horribly-written, absolute bag of shit st5 they gave us. Yeah it was bad. But we still have our space and our community - which we've known for YEARS has brilliant writers and artists and analysts and creatives.

Go out there and get EXCITED. Go out there and draw or paint or write or drabble and make mistakes and don't lose that hope and joy that brought you to love byler and stranger things in the first place.

Cause I still remember last year when I waited for the email that signified "The end is here" had updated. I can remember finishing it and feeling such a profound sense of loss but also hope that we would have something like this next year.

And we ARE getting it- fuck CANON, who even cares anymore?? The show chose not to have any meaning. The writers did such an insane disservice to their story and their audience.

I saw we ARE getting it because that feeling is back, that excitement, that thrill of knowing in your bones you are going to read damn good stories.

@bookinit02 has started yet ANOTHER rewrite (and when I tell you I SCREAMED-) - it's already just so much better than what we got.

Of course, taking up a rewrite is a heavy project, and one she's doing for her love of this story and it's characters. I mean it when I say I'm going to have fun reading whatever she can find the time to enjoy writing and want to post. If ever she decides that she can't finish, I will still be grateful for what we got rather than anything else because she creates for the love of this show just like everyone else on here.

I honestly can't wait- I'm going to be rereading "The end is here" as soon as I can find the time to do so because that is my season five now. Also bury me in metamorphosis from @hiscleric, and To Hell and Back by @perexcri and "I know better (but you're still around)" by @andiwriteordie and MANY, many, many other authors like @astrobei and @wiseatom (speaking of whom - if you guys haven't read "a cruel summer with you", you're missing out🙂‍↕️) and I wasn't EVEN TALKING about camp whiteman, they're brilliant authors whose individual works I have loved as well. @smoosnoom (ALSO absolutely BRILLIANT fics) @miwiheroes "how could I be blind to it" is one that left me in tears!!! 😭

ALSO BEANSIE on ao3 on Tumblr as @byeler (I'm not sure if there's a Tumblr there I will find it just you wait) and of course @mikeslawyer who has written literally my favourite soulmate au in existence for these two. (Yes there are others too but c'mon you guys you can have more than one best friend)

THAT is Some of only MY FAVOURITES of the many, many, many brilliant writers we have. (And I primarily engage with fan content through reading otherwise i would be dropping art blogs too)

I'll maybe make a long post with all my favourite fics- but honestly for all your fic needs there's other blogs dedicated to this (shoutout to @light-lanterne for the @byierficrecs blog that LITERALLY had graphic designs for so many great fics)🙂‍↕️ (and some brilliant fics of their own too like HOLY SHIT that one fic where mike is in a time loop??? It had like 3 chapters and all three of them made me CRY. AND IT CAME WITH DESIGNS TOO THAT IS ONE OF THE COOLEST AUTHOR'S SKINS I HAVE EVER SEEN?!?!???)

They haven't been able to log in for a year ish now, what with life getting in the way, and I hope they're doing okay after how this trainwreck of a season went. Reach out if you can, I'm sure anything you can do to help would be appreciated.

Also of course you took my heart (I was sleeping) by lameparties - but all of you know that one already, with it being the top kudos'd fic in the tag - if you haven't read it already GO CHECK IT OUT IT'S SO GOOD)

We'll be alright, guys. One day maybe we'll get it. One day maybe one of us, of our community will have the chance. Until then, holding up will and robin and vickie and yes, even mike (especially mike) is important for those teenagers and for everyone I know resonated with their arcs.

They're our characters now. Honestly they always have been, so go crazy. God knows we'd go crazy together.

(WE CRASHED NETFLIX WITH CONFORMITYGATE YOU GUYS WE HAVE SO MANY PEOPLE)😭

(moreso focused on our writers for this one whoops guess I gotta make more of these posts - it's not like anyone can stop me 🙂‍↕️)

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How the Duffers treated Will over the course of the show

  • Had him be bullied for being gay before he was even old enough to know what it meant, even by his own father
  • Had him kidnapped by an interdimensional monster
  • Had him run and hide, terrified, hungry, and cold, for a full week
  • Had him ultimately get captured and effectively sexually assaulted to the point he was clinically dead when he was found
  • Had him suffer from PTSD symptoms that were actually quite real
  • Had him become possessed to the point that he completely lost his sense of self
  • Had him almost kill his mother while possessed
  • Had him be coerced to dance with a girl against his will by the boy he wished he could dance with
  • Had him feel abandoned by his friends when they all got girlfriends
  • Had him feel betrayed when his best friend, who he was in love with, said it wasn't his fault Will didn't like girls
  • Had him tear down his cherished childhood fort in a fit of anguish
  • Had him relive his trauma when he started to feel the presence of the being that possessed him
  • Had him move away from everything and everyone he cared about
  • Had his best friend give him false hope when his friend was worried Will would find another party
  • Had him feel ignored by his best friend after he moved
  • Had his best friend give him a chilly greeting when they met up for the first time
  • Had his birthday be completely erased (because the Duffers just didn't give a damn) as he watched his best friend blame him for his girlfriend lying
  • Had him be an emotional crutch for his best friend after he fought with his girlfriend
  • Was given false hope that maybe his relationship with his best friend was better than he feared
  • Had him listen to his best friend worry about his girlfriend and their relationship even though it was his own fault the relationship was failing
  • Had him reassure his best friend that he could fix things with his girlfriend and used his own feelings to sympathize
  • Gave his best friend a painting he made for him, but gave all credit to the girlfriend because he thought that's what his friend wanted to hear.
  • Explained how much his girlfriend loved and needed him, even though those were actually his own feelings
  • Had him watch his best friend put his advice and feelings to work, but still requiring further encouragement from him
  • Had him hear his best friend tell his girlfriend that his life started the day he met her, which was while he was in the Upside Down
  • Had him reassure his best friend yet again after they get home because his girlfriend isn't talking to them
  • Had him watch through a monster's eyes as it attacks his best friend's family
  • Had him finally get hope as he sees two women kiss
  • Had him inexplicably regain hope by talking to one of the women about how she knew the other woman was interested
  • Had his best friend fawn over an apparent superpower, likening him to a sorcerer from their favorite tabletop game
  • Had him flirt with his best friend despite the fact that he was still dating his sister and feel embarrassed when it isn't returned
  • Had him be told by the woman he saw kissing that what he essentially had was akin to her own hallway crush and that he had to get over it and remember a time when he was truly happy
  • Had him remember that time and have it heavily feature said best friend
  • Had his best friend gush over his power awakening and insist on it to everyone he sees for the next hour or so
  • Had him be talked into trying to intentionally use his powers again, only to end up psychically kidnapped and tortured, being shown a future where he ends up pushing everyone away until he's alone because he's gay
  • Had him break under the torture and be unable to prevent a monster from finding a friend in order to kill her
  • Had his best friend suddenly stop showing the same level of concern for him that he had been
  • Had him be forced to come out to everyone he knows in order to prevent it from being used against him and putting everyone at risk
  • Had him have to admit his feelings were "a crush" and that he knew "he's not like me," tacitly admitted to his friend about his feelings.
  • Had him have a conversation with his friend during a life or death situation that ended up being more about his friend feeling absolved of his shitty behavior than anything else
  • Had him go through emotional whiplash when his best friend pulls a "Friends? No thanks....best friends" line
  • Had him continue to reassure his best friend about his girlfriend in what has become pretty much a pattern by now
  • Had him feel agony, both emotional, as he sees his abusers past and fails to convince him that he was once a victim too and to fight it, and physical, as he feels the pain of the hive mind he's still connected to
  • Had him watch his sister apparently sacrifice herself
  • Had him have to wait another five years before he can get the date he so badly wanted to have (assuming his epilogue story was a true look into the future and not just a story)

I'm sure I probably missed a few things, but this is the Duffers' gay representation, everyone, and it was always planned this way from the start. Will existed to suffer so that the villain had a vulnerable child to exploit, and they decided gay angst and unrequited love was the perfect vehicle for it.

Fuck the Duffers

Hi the community erased my post (idk why) so I couldn’t see the Byler fics u recommended,

If it’s not too much of a bother can you please let me know again? I would like to read them! 🤗😊

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Ofc!! I don’t remember exactly what I said, but I’m pretty sure it was:

Innate, Fall from Eden, to Hell and back again, you are the heart, touch like velvet, the night is long but you are here, bury me in metamorphoses (with galatea, my sweet), and eye for an eye (be warned, this one is very graphic)

If you need any of the links, just let me know!!

I think the thing that I love about conformitygate is that even if it ends up being nothing, the fact that we’re still theorizing and having in depth discussions about this show is so heartwarming. The byler community is filled with such smart and creative people, and seeing so many of us jump on a theory even after the show is finished shows that we’re more than just “noise” (I still can’t believe that the duffer brothers called us that) We’re a community that’s united by our love for not only Mike and Will, but for representation, and the fact that we got queerbaited by a show we loved so deeply has only made our connection stronger. Even if nothing happens today, this theory stands for our willingness to keep believing in something we think is right, and I find that beautiful.

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”Byler should be canon!” I scream into the crowd.

The duffer brothers and Shawn Levy boo and laugh, and I turn around, defeated.

“Wait, they’re right!”

I gasp, head whipping back around to reveal Noah Schnapp, his arms restrained by the duffers as he tries to make his way to the stage.

“We agree!”

I turn to the right, and it’s Finn Wolfhard, running out of the shadows leading the entire cast and crew of stranger things, as well as every single byler here on tumblr.

Happy tears fill my eyes as the creators of the show themselves are surrounded, and as they’re dragged off, they scream that they made this show.

I smile, knowing that even though they wrote it, the real people that made the show what it is today was us, the fans, that had too much faith that this season would be great. I laugh, knowing that if byler isn’t canon, we collectively wrote a ten times better story than they ever could.

So I guess this post still holds up, now more than ever lmao 😭

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and if i said the duffers exploited noah and wills queerness..

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I cannot stress this enough. I cannot stop thinking about what Noah went through — both as a person and as an actor — just to give Will Byers a proper story. It is so cruel it honestly makes my blood boil.

• First off, Noah literally felt afraid to even ask the writers for a proper, sensible ending for his character. Imagine being the person who’s lived with this character for years, who has shaped him, who cares so deeply about the story and queer representation, and yet feeling like even asking for a decent conclusion might get you mocked, or ignored. And then even after he asks? They still fail him. They still cannot accomplish a coherent, respectful, and emotionally satisfying ending for Will.

• Then, there’s the live panels. The Duffer Brothers, in front of fans, tell him they would have “written him off” if there’d been a sixth season. That’s not a joke. That’s not banter. That’s clearly meant to humiliate him. And they did it on a live stage, publicly. Think about that for a second — the actor who has poured himself into this role for 10 years, treated like his work and input don’t matter, like he’s disposable.

• And the live panels didn’t stop there. When Noah jokingly mentioned all the ideas he’d pitched, all the things he’d suggested to make Will’s arc meaningful — things that were shut down — they responded with: “What more could you possibly want?” This is after years of being ignored and dismissed. This is blatant gaslighting.

• During the press tour for season 5, Noah was actively prevented from talking about Byler. He couldn’t defend the story, he couldn’t share his perspective, he couldn’t even acknowledge what fans cared about. And so he barely spoke at all during early promo, which people may have misread as disinterest or lack of passion — when the reality is that he was silenced by the showrunners themselves.

• And let’s talk about the actual writing. The Duffer Brothers finally gave Will a coming out scene in the final season, but they made him live through a full unrequited love arc in the same season, knowing that Noah personally related to that experience. And the scene itself? Noah filmed it for twelve hours straight. TWELVE HOURS. He cares deeply about queer representation. He put himself through months of stress and trauma, knowing how important it was to do justice to the character. And the way they handled it? It’s like they built the emotional intensity of Will’s arc around inflicting stress on the actor rather than crafting a thoughtful story.

• And then there’s the wrap gift: Will’s painting. A gesture that could have been sweet, that could have been meaningful, that should have been celebratory — but given the context, it reads as cruel, ironic, and manipulative. After months of anxiety, after having his ideas ignored, after being publicly embarrassed multiple times — the gift doesn’t land as a reward. It lands as a reminder.

• We haven’t even gotten into the emotional toll. Noah was dissociating between takes, literally needing three days of sleep after filming the coming out scene. He had to relive aspects of his own life — his own trauma — in front of a film crew, to give the fans something meaningful. And then the episode gets review-bombed by homophobes online, while the Duffer Brothers mock him in interviews and panels. This isn’t just callous. This is active psychological cruelty.

I might sound like I’m overanalyzing, but I see it. Every interaction, every decision, every “joke” and panel comment — it’s a pattern. It’s a narrative built around undermining Noah, diminishing Byler, and controlling queer representation in a way that’s harmful rather than affirming.

Noah has been fighting for this representation for years. He cared. He stressed. He advocated. And the showrunners? They treated him like a prop. Like a punchline. Like his labor, his stress, and his personal connection didn’t matter at all.

So yes. I might read too many thrillers. I might watch too many crime documentaries. But I see patterns. I see cruelty. I see a system of emotional manipulation and silencing that is frankly horrifying. And I needed to say it because nobody else seems to want to.

Noah Schnapp deserved better. Will Byers deserved better. Byler deserved better. And queer fans deserve better than a story shaped around humiliating the actor who cares most about it.

I couldn't have said it better... this is all I've been thinking about for the past week. Ever since I saw that clip of the duffers "joking" about writing him off i knew they were being fully fucking serious. they didn't want to deal with criticism. and it was all because Noah called the show confusing. which it is, and even more so after the shit show that was season 5. I just feel so so bad for Noah. knowing that he personally relates to the things will has experienced, knowing that he has a rocky relationship with his own coming out, and also the fact that he has poured his all into playing will throughout the years.... its just despicable.

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