hi! i figured i would make an about me post after being in this website for more than a decade

• esther
• in my 20s
• stuck in f1 hell before i even had a chance at life
• i also like trees
• i’m vegan, straight edge and automatically morally superior
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and now i have hundreds and hundreds of € worth of hamster stuff and idk what the fuck to do with it

it fucking sucks so bad bc I feel like i could’ve prevented it like you think youre doing the right thing and then turns out she was sick and i could’ve seen it earlier and maybe catch the infection on time

she had been hiding for 2 days but bc she did it quite often we didnt think anything of it, just wanted to leave her on her own and not stress her out by waking her up pointlessly bc every time i did, she was fine

but by the 2nd day she hadnt eaten anything or apparently drank any water and i went to check on her and clean her cage it was already too late

idk what the fuck happened tonight bc she was doing fine when we went to sleep! the inflammation had gone down and i swear she was eating the sprays that were close to her so i went to sleep in good spirits thinking she was recovering, and to find her so weak this morning? idk what the fuck happened man its so frustrating

like i could get told to just go home but hahah who cares get back to work its just a stupid hamster anyway right

i want to throw up so bad but anyway! have to get back to work!! after i just put my little baby to sleep!!! isn’t life fucking GREAT

oh yeah and im at work 👍🏻 don’t leave until 3 👍🏻 ahd have been sobbing non stop since i got here at 10 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻 fucking GREAT

i just put caboxina to sleep, she was suffering too much and we tried everything but she wasn’t getting better

i fucking hate having pets why does this suck so fucking bad

taking caboxina to the vet again bc her eyes are doing better but she’s really weak and dehydrated, i think this might be it

the era of matte cars is over thank you redbull always a revolutionary in the paddock 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

vettelcore:

vettelcore:

had to come rushing to the vet with caboxina bc her eye is infected and swollen shut fuckkk

got eye drops and an antibiotic but it looks like shes blind from that eye 😟 she’s had eye issues before i got her and they were giving her eye drops for a while, but it never got this bad

so worried about her bc this is the 3rd night she hasn’t touched her food and water and shes just not active

i gave her some coconut flakes and a bit of strawberry and ate it but thats about it :(

vettelcore:

had to come rushing to the vet with caboxina bc her eye is infected and swollen shut fuckkk

got eye drops and an antibiotic but it looks like shes blind from that eye 😟 she’s had eye issues before i got her and they were giving her eye drops for a while, but it never got this bad

had to come rushing to the vet with caboxina bc her eye is infected and swollen shut fuckkk

god how i wish i could just tell a customer that im NOT selling them any animals……………..

“i want to get a fish for my child i but don’t want to spend money on a proper fishtank so can’t i just get this shitty 3L plastic container and keep it there” get a fucking rock instead?