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Who's That by Ikkimel
The Four Fundamental Concepts of Psychoanalysis by Jacques Lacan
genshin + league + project zomboid

i. BUT ARTS GET WHAT IT WANTS

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— danyl / dei ; they/them ; 20s ; least sane anaxagoras enjoyer

— i often interact with and/or post suggestive, dark content etc… minors + blank blogs shoo, i’ll block. interactions via @fortheharbingers (<- nsfw blog as well.)

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ii. AND ART GETS WHAT IT DESERVES

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what i post & what i’m currently working on ; (on hiatus.)

multifandom. gender-neutralreader-insert writings unless stated otherwise!

666 event
+ 900 event (both on hold) + writing whatever hyperfixation kicks in atm.
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notable works:

stardust(oikawa tooru x reader)
the sky trapped inside a mirror (dazai osamu x reader)
steal a breath (from the world, for a minute)(dazai osamu x reader)
heart of thunder(kunikuzushi x reader)

music rec:love to death by mother mother

Last updated:5.09.25

icon matching with @/sugurouge - (jhinhwei cats drawn by @/theladyofskeletons)
art in header by @/mzredart on vgen, a gift by my dearest Winter

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If night is like you punched a hole into tomorrow
I would f*** the hole all night long
I'll stay out until my mind is like a clear glass
Clear glass with nothing going on

Or like a bug floating in the melted amber
Of a citronella candle
I will float until my mind is like a clear wax

Mitski - Where's My Phone

“𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐝, 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞. 𝐢𝐭’𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐚𝐲.”

“𝒎𝒚𝒅𝒆𝒊! 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒐𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒅.”

“𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧’𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞. 𝐢 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐟𝐞.”

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a big BIG thank you to the amazing @/angelcaine on vgen for this beautiful mylily illustration 🤍 the were genuinely such a fun artist to work with, and was super excited to work on the pose and extra details with me!

THIS IS MY OWN PERSONAL COMMISSION — DO NOT SAVE THIS OR USE FOR YOURSELF. DO NOT FEED THIS COMMISSION INTO ANY FORM OF AI.

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"Then the conceit of this inconstant stay / Sets you most rich in youth before my sight, / Where wasteful Time debateth with Decay / And all in war with Time for love of you, / To change your day of youth to sullied night; / As he takes from you, I engraft you new." — Sonnet 15 by William Shakespeare

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Spring arrived in Yokohama, slowly, softly, faintly... So gentle it almost goes unnoticed. It creeps up from its slumber during the Winter, introducing itself once again to the world, in the melting snow, the single green leaf, the flower that peaks itself through the concrete, in the spring breeze, the warming weather.

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Also hello! Mini announcement regarding my Narumi Gen series “the hedgehogs dilemma” (that was long due already)

I think you can tell that the series is on an unspoken hiatus at the moment. I had a great delight writing and thinking for that universe but because death of a major character (oc, not canon, but important to reader regardless) plays a factor at the center of the plot— I’ve been avoiding this series for a while. So far 2025 has been a year filled with too much death and despair for me and especially for series like this, I tend to get a little caught up and write with my entire feelings.

With how this year has been progressing and how this fic is supposed to go, it is difficult to write the bits without this topic of grief and death after a while and it’s not something I want to think about on my little escape corner yet. Thank you for your understanding and I love you all<3

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childhood friends to lovers troupe with kaiser 🥹

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SUPREME trope with him especially if u like it when a man’s yearning has to marinate a little (or for a few years) to really hit ! nearly everything i write abt him has this trope shadowing the story; it’s almost impossible for me to detach him from it!

i think the reason why it works (at least!!! in my head) for him is bc it stems from the idea that kaiser doesn’t build connections easily with the exception of ness and maybe isagi if you look really closely are the exception—both of whom have rather in-depth connections to kaiser and how he develops as a person. so to build that with him as a childhood friend would produce a bond made from loyalty & adaptation on your end and gratitude & devotion from his.

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