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"hopefully F's gloves will hide what Cipher has done to my hands"

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not enough toxic mother daughter dynamics in fiction. do better

whatever

As an aro who has been abused by those who loved me, I want to see more love as horror. Love as suffocation. Love as violence. I don’t want to hear “if they really loved you they wouldn’t have—” as if love is some pure force, some inherent good. Show me love that is evil. Love that is haunting. Love that is poison dressed up as a cure.

“love = Control”

shaking, scratching, This is how I feel about love on a fundamental level and is what I’m writing about.

As an aro who has been abused by those who loved me, I want to see more love as horror. Love as suffocation. Love as violence. I don’t want to hear “if they really loved you they wouldn’t have—” as if love is some pure force, some inherent good. Show me love that is evil. Love that is haunting. Love that is poison dressed up as a cure.

As an aro who has been abused by those who loved me, I want to see more love as horror. Love as suffocation. Love as violence. I don’t want to hear “if they really loved you they wouldn’t have—” as if love is some pure force, some inherent good. Show me love that is evil. Love that is haunting. Love that is poison dressed up as a cure.

the aro experience of not really caring if two characters kiss but being FASCINATED by the dynamic that arises from the two being together

i bring a sort of “we shouldn’t be telling anyone to kill themselves no matter how much we dislike them” energy to the social media that the self righteous haters don’t really like

my tumblr mutuals will take characters from media that is not very good & construct such rich & intricate inner worlds for them in their posts that i will go wow that sounds so compelling let me go check this out….& then the canon character will be like. relatively boring with very little interiority. but that’s okay because sometimes the real character is the one my tumblr mutuals hallucinated along the way….

if you ever find yourself writing fanfiction and thinking "this is too indulgent" that is the devil talking and he can go ahead and shut the fuck up

btw if youre young and scared of doing adult things without your parents ive learned that like 90% of the time you can just tell the doctors office or the dmv "haha sorry ive never done this without help before... can you show me how to do this?" the employee will not care. if that means anything to you

I think we can all agree Bill uses some 90’s ass flip phone

The bottom black text reads "If I could kidnap him and bring him to my secret cloning lab". And that's the most out of pocket thing I've read from gravity falls ever. What's the context? What's the reason? Why does that line exist? And why is it so needlessly dark? I can only hope to know someday

THIS LINE EXISTS TO SHOW THAT STANFORD’S ALWAYS BEEN SEEN AS A TOY OR A FASCINATING TOOL BEFORE HE’S SEEN AS A PERSON. EVEN THE DOCTORS ONLY SEE WHAT USE HE’D HAVE TO THEM. STANFORD HAS NEVER BEEN TREATED AS A PERSON SO MUCH AS HE’S BEEN A COMMODITY, AND THIS PUTS EMPHASIS ON IT