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@wolfram-afternoons

me and my wretched device ‐ he/it 21yo killdeer ---------------------------------------------------------------- burn-in overdrive - useful - fog machine
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reverse rhythm of my infectious sublimation

i died recently. there must be changes due to that. christ, can they haunt. call me a cab. all the pidgepns look like pipebombs.do you want out?

× clockers: 8/620

× decider: 1/177

× soft machine: 60/182

÷ kurz-reutov organism: 217/2292

÷ saline horse jokeage (novosibirsk): 16/272

÷ passages in jjl befriended: 50/328

÷ psyche: 30/424

÷ Dch-Q: 163/892

÷ 7 nonorganisms: 4 yellow, 4 dark, 2 rhombous

(÷) silverman teal embolism: 36/397 (on hold)

(÷) retread of pirate tomorrow: 156/156 (done)

(÷) red corey logic: 106/293 (t. done)

breath counter (140)

Reminders of being alive (8/11/24 onwards): 1

short description of current intermittance scheme:

1. perhaps stop ssris

2. oh man. od when the clock strikes 12? christ.

DEADLINE: 22:22 4th December (HIT/LOSE) PRACTICE RESURRECTION

DEADLINE: 4:44 9th July (HIT/WIN) BORON FRANKENSTEIN

POST-MORTEM: 26th December (HIT/WIN) FOR IT IS MY MAGNESIUM BLOOD

DEADLINE: 9th February (HIT/LOSE) ALABASTER STAGE

DEADLINE:26THMAY(HIT/LOSE)KNOCKOUTEVER

> ( migranes ) cystic stabbing counter: 20 (helper?-yes) 6/10, 4/15 notes: codeine dulls, doesn't help. low dose dipyrone resultless. checking high dose. paracetamol placebo, useless. ibuprofen burns. caffeine maybe affects something. high dose dipyrone maybe works. High dose dipyrone works!

> (massive nightly chest pains) alienator: counter: 4015 (helper?-no) echo: nothing. bloodwork: nothing. painkillers don't work. i can't sleep like this anymore.

green gift: 2 (tot. 4)

synthetic dream rituals fulfilled? – yes

does yesterday melt? – oh boy. it never unmelts. they are truly one. i ghost the therapist.

art tag -> #wolframmidnights , tag for delicious techniques -> #technique delicious , thinngs i might draw -> #consumedconsumingconsumed

reblogs -> #sky coloured meat

textposts -> #meat tasting sky

(last two tags are under construction)

my three secret creature guys tags: –> #oc: id #oc: ego #oc: superego

#sky coloured meat#technique delicious#meat tasting sky#wolframmidnights#consumedconsumingconsumed#oc: superego#oc: ego#oc: id#ritalin posting
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Reblogged responsibilitychan
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i always think about r.a.t.t.a.t.a. (read all the time and take amphetamines). it's just so true

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@circumlocutive:

I've never heard of this philosophy where can I read more

it's from this screenshot; i don't know where this screenshot is from.

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Reblogged zzzzilan
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would you like to be old friends? maybe meet again in a decade or so? stumble into the same corner of the world by happy, human accident? look at me like you know me? like all the love we had was just on stand by, waiting to be fallen back into, waiting for permission to wake up, like the dormant volcano we are? pick each other back up again like a well loved, well forgotten book? would you like to be old friends? would you like to remember me a little?

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Reblogged larval-tear
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you should have to handcraft a ritual mask along with your thesis and wear it during your defense and if the mask comes off you don't get your PhD. and there should be long shelves in the basement of the library where all the alumni's masks are stored

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Reblogged cannedvampirejuice
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I am a regular guy. I can enter a space. I am a regular guy. I can enter a room. I am a regular guy. I can do that transaction. I am a regular guy. I know how to answer the phone. I am a regular guy. I know what sleep is. I am a regular guy. I know how to wake up. I am a regular guy. I know how to move through space. I am a regular guy. I know what it means to be me.

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