Chapters: 1/1

Fandom: Ordem Paranormal (Web Series) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Major Character Death Relationships: Amalia/Cascadia/Celestine (Ordem Paranormal), Amalia & Faustus (Ordem Paranormal), Amalia & Rubens Naluti Characters: Amalia (Ordem Paranormal), Rubens Naluti Additional Tags: Canon Compliant, Light Angst, set during the games, Kind of just a look at Amalia’s headspace in all that, and rubens’, or my interpretation of it all anyway, Suicidal Thoughts, it’s very light but it is there Series: Part 53 of WSDanon fics Summary:

There are things Amalia is distantly aware of. A gap in memory starting somewhere in the middle of their breakfast meeting. The presence in the back of her mind. The fear that both is and isn’t hers.

She knows Faustus on a second level right now. A layered image of him. The version she’s always known, and something else that feels familiar. When the presence insists she keep him safe, she doesn’t disagree. Faustus is a close friend, after all. And only two of them are making it out of this.

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reblogs appreciated \o/

So Self-Centred, Never In Vain

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series Rating: General Audiences  Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply  Relationships: Jimmy | Solidarity/Joel | SmallishBeans  Characters: Jimmy | Solidarity, Joel | SmallishBeans  Additional Tags: Secret Life SMP Setting, Limited Life SMP References, Guilt, Angst, Missing Scene, Ambiguous Relationships, Introspection, but the character introspecting is trying to lie to themselves lol, POV Joel | SmallishBeans  Series: Part 50 of WSDanon fics Summary: 

The thing about this world is that you’re kind of supposed to move on. One game ends, the next one starts, and it’s like a clean slate. Like everything that happened just doesn’t matter anymore.

Apparently.

Joel would say he’s pretty good at moving on from the previous games. If anyone asked, that is. Because here he is: sitting atop the Helter Skelter next to Jimmy, a red name. A red name and a former Bad Boy.

Some people are better at moving on than others.

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thinking a lot about Joel “life series” Smallishbeans recently

I Want To Be A Saint

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences  Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply  Relationships: Jayce/Viktor (League of Legends), Jayce (League of Legends)/Mel Medarda  Characters: Jayce (League of Legends), Viktor (League of Legends), Mel Medarda  Additional Tags: Angst, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, A little, jayce talis canon suicidal thoughts and mental illnesses, briefly for the former but still there, what if you were an autistic mentally ill scientist who was recently deemed a criminal and then you had to network, Basically, Mental Health Issues, Pre-Relationship, for both, jayce is bisexual and polyamorous okay, Set during the timeskip, Masking  Series: Part 5 of WSDanon Arcane/LoL Fics Summary: 

His suit looks good on him, he knows that much. It looked good on him when he tried it on at the tailor’s shop to make sure everything fit well, and it looks good now in the glimpses he can get of it in the small lab mirror.

He runs a hand over his jaw. The stubble is kind of visible, but nowhere near unkempt. Probably fine for tonight. He shaved this morning, anyway, and everyone’s likely seen him worse.

He looks over to Viktor, who’s engrossed in his work. Obviously. Why would he be staring at Jayce fussing over himself? If they were talking, maybe, but they weren’t.

He turns back to the mirror.

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reblogs appreciated \o/

I Want To Be A Saint

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences  Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply  Relationships: Jayce/Viktor (League of Legends), Jayce (League of Legends)/Mel Medarda  Characters: Jayce (League of Legends), Viktor (League of Legends), Mel Medarda  Additional Tags: Angst, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, A little, jayce talis canon suicidal thoughts and mental illnesses, briefly for the former but still there, what if you were an autistic mentally ill scientist who was recently deemed a criminal and then you had to network, Basically, Mental Health Issues, Pre-Relationship, for both, jayce is bisexual and polyamorous okay, Set during the timeskip, Masking  Series: Part 5 of WSDanon Arcane/LoL Fics Summary: 

His suit looks good on him, he knows that much. It looked good on him when he tried it on at the tailor’s shop to make sure everything fit well, and it looks good now in the glimpses he can get of it in the small lab mirror.

He runs a hand over his jaw. The stubble is kind of visible, but nowhere near unkempt. Probably fine for tonight. He shaved this morning, anyway, and everyone’s likely seen him worse.

He looks over to Viktor, who’s engrossed in his work. Obviously. Why would he be staring at Jayce fussing over himself? If they were talking, maybe, but they weren’t.

He turns back to the mirror.

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reblogs appreciated \o/

Commissions Info \o/

hi guys \o/ i've decided to try out commissions. here's a link to my ao3 series [1] [2] if you'd like to see examples of my current works and here's a link to my ko-fi

Slots: [OPEN]

Pricing: $5USD per 500 words up to 4k words. plus an additional $2USD for every character you may want written past 3 characters (so a scene with 3 characters is free, but 4 characters is an extra $2--characters who would only have a minor role don't count, this can be discussed)

What I Will Write:

-QSMP + Ordem Paranormal (the seasons I’ve seen) + Ordem Normal + Arcane/LoL

-specifically: Any character I've written the pov of before (take a look at my ao3 for this or feel free to ask. if I haven’t written them before you can also ask—I might feel confident with their character, but just haven’t gotten around to finishing anything)

-AUs as long as they're mine or yours

-I'm open to writing rarepairs, but please take note of the characters I'm used to writing + please know my understanding of qsmp lore is mostly centred around those characters. this can be discussed further

-references to canonical character death (see below for exceptions)

What I Won't Write:

-Anything that will make me click an archive warning if I were to post it to ao3. "major character death" can be okay if it's with respawn mechanics/revival though (this can be discussed)

-Child death (minor references to it can be okay, see this fic for a guide) or animal death

-Anything involving sex (reference/implication/fade to black is fine)

If you have any questions, please feel free to ask \o/!

honestly I am reblogging this again because I would really like to move out, but I don’t make enough money at my job to move out. commissions aren’t really going to fix this, but anything helps and such

I will add that:

-I’m also willing to write ocs if you can give me enough information about them

-I have some experience with transcribing audio and can do that for you at $1USD per audio minute

Commissions Info \o/

hi guys \o/ i've decided to try out commissions. here's a link to my ao3 series [1] [2] if you'd like to see examples of my current works and here's a link to my ko-fi

Slots: [OPEN]

Pricing: $5USD per 500 words up to 4k words. plus an additional $2USD for every character you may want written past 3 characters (so a scene with 3 characters is free, but 4 characters is an extra $2--characters who would only have a minor role don't count, this can be discussed)

What I Will Write:

-QSMP + Ordem Paranormal (the seasons I’ve seen) + Ordem Normal + Arcane/LoL

-specifically: Any character I've written the pov of before (take a look at my ao3 for this or feel free to ask. if I haven’t written them before you can also ask—I might feel confident with their character, but just haven’t gotten around to finishing anything)

-AUs as long as they're mine or yours

-I'm open to writing rarepairs, but please take note of the characters I'm used to writing + please know my understanding of qsmp lore is mostly centred around those characters. this can be discussed further

-references to canonical character death (see below for exceptions)

What I Won't Write:

-Anything that will make me click an archive warning if I were to post it to ao3. "major character death" can be okay if it's with respawn mechanics/revival though (this can be discussed)

-Child death (minor references to it can be okay, see this fic for a guide) or animal death

-Anything involving sex (reference/implication/fade to black is fine)

If you have any questions, please feel free to ask \o/!