I'm concdering that I might go inactive.

Also on deviantart, so I can clean that shit up.

The overall reason whatsoever, is that I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel fairly confused and stressed by all these sites and the thing that I absolutely have to draw instantly just to keep a few standards everywhere. I'm becoming tired of it.

Wich is also the basic reason for me, to stop all things such as trades, collabs and commissions. I simply just can't do it for the moment.

I don't know if I'm gonna be okay or not.
If not, then what is it to you?
You can't to anything to help me anyway.

You can't physically come to me and hug me or otherwise comfort me, and words don't really tend to have the biggest effect on me.

I do not want my parent or other sort of family to help or comfort me through.. As they're just a bunch of fat worthless bitches, nonetheless.

And yeah, I don't really like my family, my life, or anything. It's shit. I'm broke, and I got nothing that interrests me anymore..

Srsly.. fuck the animals. I love them, but I don't want to work with them.
I dunno what to do with my future, cause I ain't got one.

If I had, I would've been fighting for my education until the end. But guess what, I gave fucking up.

I always give up, cause I'm not a fighter.
Nor am I a lover

I'm a loner with anger issues, disorders, trust issues and so on. I hate people unless I tell them something else. I'm aggressive and violent and feels like I just wanna be left the hell alone.

I hate kids, children and babies. If it wasn't illegal, or if I wouldn't get caught, I'd slaughter and butcher every single one of them around me. Srsly. The need to get the fuck away from me. Screaming babies, annoying childen.. I wanna rip their fucking balls or boobs off, feed them with their fucking arms and legs and then fucking hang them from a tree and then play the chainsaw massacre or act like Jason Vorhees.

Srsly. Fuck everything.
Anyone who knows how to commit suicide the most painless way? Cause I wanna give this shit up once and for all.