I've been debating on leaving my current commission window open because it's already well past the time frame that I typically leave them open. All things aside, I had left it open because I wanted so badly to help my friend. I had tried very hard to get the word out that I'm open, but was rather unsuccessful. Recently I found out the friend I was helping was in dire straights. What makes matters worse is I have no idea if she's still kicking or if she's... gone... I have no idea and it sucks. I really hope that she is still okay, but if not... I hope her and her unborn baby rest easy. I'm just very scared and heartbroken.