heyyyyy so, i'm moving accounts! i have a new username, a new account, and hopefully this is the start of turning over a new leaf. so to speak.

if you want, you can follow me over at Aspeli now! i've followed a handful of people from my previous watch list, but i'm still in set-up mode so if i missed you, never fear! i'll be following you soon.

hhhey who wants to do an art trade? mutuals only pls...
pm me if yea

is anyone else into vulture culture??? hmu if you are, i wanna talk to more vultures!!

anyway i just bought a gigli wire for taking off antlers,, i'm really excited for it to get here hhhhh i love antlers, so many craft opportunities and the symbolism is A++

please please please someone go commission my friend, or at least signal boost. they're at risk of losing their home and really need help right now!

here's the journal that explains it!

does anybody watch/read katekyo hitman reborn? i used to be really into the anime a couple years ago before losing interest, but now i'm reading the manga and i'm super interested again; it's way better than the anime and i can't get enough of it. was just wondering if any followers were into it!

so i've been fighting an art block, which is good news for anyone seeking discounted commissions.

they're discounted because i basically have free reign with the posing and background and stuff, but that's not to say that the commissioner doesn't have a say. commissioner can include keywords that will influence how the drawing ends up. so hey, if you're indecisive, today's your lucky day!

they will be $10 full-bodies, but please have a reasonable character design that you would like me to draw; if the character's design is overly complicated, i may have to decline or add a surcharge.

my usual TOS applies.

i'm taking 5 slots.

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does anyone have human/oid characters?? i want to do a sketch page of human figure practice.
if you do, drop refs and they might get doodled~~ <3

i am so sick, and it came on so fast too! i woke up with a sore throat, and by this afternoon i was sneezing and coughing and sniffling...! i'm just downright miserable. i chugged Gatorade and took some NyQuil to knock me out, now i'm propped up in bed and trying to remember what it was like to breathe out of both nostrils.

BUT! i'm hoping to feel better tomorrow so i can chip away at my art queue. there's a bit of stuff for me to work on and i'm really excited to start it, and would feel bad if i didn't since there's stuff i was supposed to work on today anyway...

anyway, in the morning i'm gonna eat some chicken noodle soup and hope for the best!

good night for now!

i reached out to pet my cat's head and he made a really cute purry noise.
i'm dead now akdjahslkda

tell me about your pets!! are they dumb? silly? too smart for their own good? do you have any fun stories about them?

sorry for not doing anything for a while..! D: mental health has been not so great. but i'm gonna try and draw more!
in other news, tomorrow will mark exactly 4 weeks on T for me, and... MY VOICE CRACKED THIS MORNING. it's been kinda husky for the last week (?), like i got a cold or something, but it's definitely starting to deepen.

probably a dumb question but how are you guys doing the cool colored text on your profile page b/c i wanna get in on that lmao

also my roommate is being obnoxious so i'm angry so i wanna draw stuff, namely other people's characters, so if you slam dunk some refs and ideas in the comments then i'll probably produce some doodles

okay so i've been caught with my financial pants down, so to speak, b/c of an alignment of just unfortunate circumstances in my personal life, so i'm taking a handful of discounted commissions.
i need $35 ASAP, hopefully within the next couple of days, to pay for a clinic visit and a prescription refill.

ANY HELP IS APPRECIATED, THANK YOU SO MUCH. <3

currently: 38/35

full body with a background and shading are $10.
examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20969055/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20902567/

half body with shading and a lil background square are $5.
examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20911408/

i'm also doing lil chibi-type pictures for $5
with probably a simple colored bg like the second example.
examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20861321/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20958586/

so for the new character i introduced as puzzle, i'm not actually sure if i want to call them puzzle or eli...! i really like both names and idkk...

thoughts? :0

MY WRIST ISN'T ACTIVELY HURTING ANYMORE SO I'VE BEEN DRAWING ALL DAY AAAAAAAAAA
also it was just joint pain thankfully, so i've been resting it a lot and doing exercises.
thanks everyone for their encouragement, advice, and well-wishes!! <3 i will take proper care of my wrist from now on so this doesn't happen again lmao!

so for the past week or so, my wrist has been seriously aching and it's only getting progressively worse, so i am going to take a couple/few days off from drawing until it feels alright again; i'd rather not risk carpal tunnel after all!

thanks for reading, and sorry in advance about the lack of uploads!

updated 1/22
artist notes: hhhhh i've been working on more real-life stuff so i haven't had a lot of internet time.

personal:

for others:

so i've been using all this money from ych's for my doctors' appointments. i got a prescription today for my mental issues(TM) so i'm super excited to see how these are gonna help!!

in about a week, i have an appointment for an informed consent clinic, so i can get a prescription for testosterone and start officially transitioning..!

while these things are great, i'm still gonna need to raise more funds, because my wisdom teeth desperately need to be taken out OTL
so that's what's been up with me..! lots of appointments to go to and make, so i'm really sorry if i'm posting too many ychs, but i do need the money right now.

depression is kicking my ass rn so i'm in an art funk, u kno what that means.

send me character/fursona refs and i'll probably doodle them yeaaaa

hey, i have my adoptables account over at muddoptables if you're interested!

“Don’t fight hate with hate”

They say love always wins, to fight hate with love.

But what does love do against a bullet?

I don’t feel like love wins in the end, because lives have been taken. They’re gone now, forever, because some monsters decided they didn’t like the way we love.

People are dead.

Love didn’t save them. I’m tired of being told not to hate, but to love, and love will prevail.

I will not sit idly by, giving my love to monsters who do not deserve it, monsters who take the lives of people like me because they disagree with the way they’re living, the way they’re loving.

Do people deserve to die?

Do I deserve to die? For love.

For love, will we fight back?

Yes, because we’re scared.

Because we’re angry.

Stop killing us.

should i make a separate account for adoptables? i really like making them, even if they don't sell, so i've been making about a set a day, and i don't want to isolate my followers. ..
thoughts??

so does anyone.. know exactly. what this is?? i went to the site but didn't rly understand, nd apparently it's onna those sites that need an invite code to sign up? :0

what it says on the tin. i want to draw a lovely lady but i can't seem to figure out what species i want her to be. what are some rare/unusual species you'd like to see me draw?

some submissions disappeared so i'm gonna just ... .. reupload those. ..

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