Hauling crap out of the last bedroom to make room to get the antique dresser out and ready for the person getting it tomorrow. Took a hard fall. nothing broke tore or dislocated. But I suspect I'm going to be sore tomorrow

1 person last minute cancel on rental
Another non payment on massive repairs on fridge
Another I decided the liability was to high
Another cancel on fabrication after I was done
4 folks blowing meetings for selling crap
Next rental person deciding they were going to move the clan in with them.. nope don't get to add folks last minute
Graaugh

Have passed since the death of bo. At least 30. I can feel the dark trying to drag me down.

The appliance shop guy has literally went not paying and I went "fuck you not telling you whats left to fix"

That's because I can see the tide turning.
Also I'm kinda out of kindness and helping folks who don't really need help. One to many broken agreements (many people) to many folks not paying up.

Rotten lil shithead waited till after the fridge was loaded and strapped down to say he does not have cash. After saying he had cash on the phone earlier.

Compresser is in the antique fridge coils are in.

heading into xmas tanks done forms need pulled buhby 570ish bucks (concrete and labourers)
150 bucks out for kitten that did not make it through the night
so im going into xmas dead broke (yay me) in theory the day after xmas i have a car payment coming in so wont be broke for long .
mostly concerned cause i want to get basic supplies to make miss sandies xmas extra nice :)

Got ripped off today shop trailer house misc . Out getting parts for well no Tennant's I. House to keep an eye on things. Need to build dvr style security system .

A journal by another reminded me of combat oaths spoken promises made and being the only one left alive 40 years later. Man I feel old and I'm sad folks find it so easy to just back out of agreements made. I'm alive because other vets held their oaths 2 of them lived till recently because I held my oath. V. i miss folks who went through the same hell I did.

One native (actually two coming together)
Another Irish. Both sides have had folks who had honour challenged. Occasionally the defence of honour precludes tact.

Met a nice Spanish accent gent who liked my but ugly truck. He started talking as folks tend to do to me he described his wife how they had met and he had rescued her then 18 years later she has turned on him. To this I say absolutely no good deed goes unpunished.

They tend to be excellent at manipulating folks and making the victims out to be the bad guys (trump) it's never their own fault and when it's pointed out they get defensive and oftentimes throw down vauge reasons to excuse their own failures.

couple friends had advanced sticker shock when they got quotes on adding a kitchen and living space to an old farmhouse. we talked it over and i will be supervising them building it . proper framing vapour barriers etc ill do the plumbing the wiring and the tile work for them . will be posting pics as that progresses they are also going to help me on the various remodels on my house . may have found good renters to go into it mid summer ,

Two folks trying to get me to do shit that is outside my controll or ability. One for an antique fridge that I'm literally making shit up as I go and the guy I'm fixing it for will be laggy on paying.
The other folks who literally broke their end of an agreement and are trying very hard to make it my fault. Nowadays I'm no longer in the position of others fucking up my shit. So they can have patience or they can pound sand. I'm running out of kindness I did not break the fucking deal. I keep all log files.

doing amazing having a perfectly happy cat existence. when she runs you cant tell she is three legged . the one back leg is getting muscles fro m hell :)

Forms for the tank lid are coming together. Got a huge amount of driveway cleared. Yay me.

Righties claim lefties are in an echo chamber. Well the thing is
We hear the right wing talking points... Frankly that's why we say the right is literally mentally damaged.
We hear you so it's not an echo chamber. We reject your insanity.
We refuse to hate people based on skin colour or gender or anything but choices you make.
And choosing to right wing is pure hate and fear based.
Oh wait did I just trigger your delicate snowflake ass.. boohoo. I never said I was part of
The nice left.

My long standing patron has pulled my ass out of the slow bubbling cauldren . Now to finish the last details of finishing the house.

Oh ffs the folks buying the car just informed me they won't be able to make this payment of 150

Been scrambling to much to make basic ends meet. Still trying to put cash for the concrete for the lid of the tank been hauling crap to the dump burning flamable crap and just plain running myself out of time to do anything else.

So many things.

Millsite is latest. I am exceedingly carefull to be crystal clear in communications either in txt or verbally. Both in what I'm gaining in a transaction and what exactly I'm providing.

Im passing on the commercial renter. Decided that doing the daycare thing was not a good fit.
The millsite I've been working for fucked me around way bad on pay. So I'm at the fuck off stage.this however trashes me on funds so yay me. 30 cents in the negative right now.

It seems pretty clear the message the people sent. We do like socialists . And with calies strong passage of 50 ... Yeaaah