Sorry to say but i got to leave its not this F-A its the past that made me come over here but the bring good times but hurts my heart inside it begin by falling in love this girl name xoxox-Ivory-xoxox but she use me i feel bad thinking about she did not see what i did for her but she didnt see it all she care for her self and she reading his you know what you did and should never say that let be friends just of a guy you try to be in his life i mean you ex with two years even when some one tell you dont stay talking to that guy but she didnt care i feel like a fool but i be okay i just wish i never meet her in my life dont care this hurts her by reading it but she may lie to her freinds that i did something to her no she did it not me

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Oh god i am so tired i feel like i need to hit the bed and get my sleep and drink some nice Snapple but then again there work to be done HA its never done i hope it will be done or i just burn it up even sell it for big cash dont know but all can say i need to help out with family

Hey sorry i been gone for like ten days but college been keeping me busy like work any i not been posting some of storys of Heart of darkness and some of my pics of thing i take when i see something awesome but its work i have in my life now and i will post some things soon when i get my fucking free time in my hands any way work is good for the mind and the body i lost some wight and i am feel like my dad right now working and going to college well i gust thing are going alright and stays that way forever

Dam i am busy like crazy but i been okay some good and little bad but no worries but there some work need to be done by this month

I seen alot of hell in my life and it went past by my eyes and i got to say that one hell of a life but then again i can make it better but i know it will take some time but hey no rush time wait for no man or any body you have to make something out of you life even its small or little just do it by your way me i got alot in my hands and i not going to let it go i need it to be fix and put it on this world so people will love it besides i am doing this for my best friend if he was still here with me Rest in pace bro we always brothers no madder what

I need my me time if i dont i am going to lose it and just shot some one in Call of duty black ops two yes i will i go on line and pick up my rifle and just go gun blazin untill i ran out of ammo or re-pawn

Well its time to pay bills yup B I L L S bills well i know its a pain in the ass but its part of life when you start life but me i am not that guy bicth about bills its a thing that i know money comes and gos but hey its life but one day i hope life would be better with out the dieing and stuff but hey life gos on

Alright lets get this down and ready okay let see not done on the next page of Heart of darkness like i say i been busy on College my life is been pretty awesome now thank to college and i see my life were is going from the next 5 years and i hope my pals on Furaffinity have great awesome years coming to there lives and never stops and now i got get some sleep i got to get up and get ready for college well in the afternoons

So Tired of working on my writing well typing but i think i need some rest and maybe drink some rock star to give a lift and see what i can do next

Wondering that i should put my drawings idea for Forgotten and s what do everyone thinks but then again my drawing sucks but the story is great and all but i just wish my drawing skill was all so great like my storys any way just wondering

Okay life is going alright for once in my life right now and college is the best thing that ever happen to me let see yeah i am put the post of Heart of Darkness in the late month come on i got work over here and lets see nothing els i gust so back to typing

Okay i got some stuff done like papers of story of Forgotten and Dehumanized and what els there more i come up foe other story that others like but i feel i am missing something maybe fun time or little me time of watching my shows i miss and i forgot Deadspace 3 just come out and i didn't get it dam i am way behide in my life fun

Well I find my old pals from middle school they never change when we went to high school but it warms my heart they miss me and ask me were i been all these years and i got to say its been hell with out them and went back with them and now my pals are back and i hope i don't lose them again they been good to me when i hard time in middle school so let make some funny crazy fun but first college home work then my pals

Well i like to say alot of people i know has pass away and brings sadness to everyone and me as well but i know it hurts everyone but me its hard but my dad and his dad say they be in our hearts but never forgotten and my great grandpa say when people use you,hurt you Never forget--Never forgive any way i been busy with work now and i got to say all the dieing stops and good things come soon

Okay I find the theme song trailer for Forgotten yup and it take like 5 months DAM!!!!!!! any way i am trying to find some new things,ideas for Dehumanized and its go alright but its needs something but i can't put my finger on so i need to find it or think about it


Here the theme trailer for Forgotten (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JpjNb28IfyY)

OW! OW! OW! OW! Too much ideas in my head.....AGH!! I need a break but i can't i am giving college 110% of my mind but its the story that come up in my head its new and sad but good...man do ideas hurt well the good news is my professor love my ideas stories and he say there better be in book stores in the near future but first i need to work on my story and this game idea being both at the same time not easy but worth the my future.....so be it

Its so cold and it mach my heart just like the dark tunnel i am in and i see my breath each time i feel the cold the more i go to the dark tunnel it fills my heart with cold and sadness of pain but will i see the light again or just stay in the dark and make it my home and use it to hide my pain or give up on hope of freedom no just keep going and look a way out or just stay in there and be friends with the dark tunnel who knows

Its a poem for the depressed plus a song gos with it (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4BZi3fIg50s)

I am feeling the burn right now and so pain in the ass the calls i am getting from game designer jobs that they want to hire me for work cuz of my idea for Dehumanized and Forgotten but i am not done with college yet S.O.B let me pick witch i am going to do or just change my number to stop the calls for now but i know what i am doing but its best to wait that i am done working on the story for them

Well let me get this out the way college is going great meet some old friends and new faces but thats not the funny thing the funny thing is kids that are playing Read M games like call of duty black ops 2 my brother and i having a fun blast time kicking ass and we started to hearing kids talking smack to teens and older guys and its funny but bad at the same time cuz there mom and dad let them play these game for mature not for kids i think this why kids are bad and mean to there others and older people i am just saying its the mom and dad that need to put there kids in check but still funny :')

Sorry for wait up fur in arms i just got busy with college man so far so good <:) I didn't bring my cam to take pics my head was in the books and class like i say i am giving my 110% to make my dream come alive so you guys can love it so tell me how things going for you I like to hear it and see you guys been up to

Well i like to say its my time to go college by on Monday and i feel so happy for the first time for school well other schools were lame and just you lame but college is something you can do something for you and hell yeah i going to be some body and hope in 3 years my dream will live :)

Alright i am little jumpy about myself I show some of my storys to others like my friends and family they love it and want it to come alive and i am great to see that and feel better about me what i did want in this life of my and make some thing of myself that i can look back and die happy but the thing is why i am jumpy cuz there two idea story that can be in a game and one in Fur Affinity but i got to make sure i don't fuck up and stay as i am today there so much thats coming to me just like my great grandpa's witch doctor say you will have a happy life with a lot of money and a strong family of my own but shit man i need right now is a rum-cola to clam my mind and yeah i drink since i went back to the dark hole thanks to love well i just going not to say any thing about her cuz i bet she looks at my page to check on me.........so let get to work

Alright i am back and feel much better and feel like kicking it back and work and the next week i be very busy cuz i have life coming up you know college and then job out of this god lame ass town and state well in 3 years or less well hope for less and i gust i be doing some crazy partying stuff but hey i wont forget my pals on here the ones who are watching me they get some fun from my idea game and maybe put there furry pals in it too but that a long time from now but i have to get done with the story work for college and bust my ass off with college never stop until i am 100% done and yeah i post some pics of my college and you guys can see what i see so here go :)