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i'll give you a hint: ITS MEEE
so if you have me on discord or anything like that if i'm inactive thatll be why!!
i'm ready to munch on some pizza!

so, how is everyones day going?

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I haven't made a journal in a WHILE so this is just to inform you n stuff :D
I'm getting a tablet with a screen!!! It isn't a Cintiq or anything of the sorts because I just can't afford it, but I'm getting a Ugee HK1560, has anyone got one or know someone that does? I've looked at a ton of reviews and I'm honestly so so so excited!!!!

So I'm just letting you know that any drawings might seem of less quality for a while whilst I adjust and get used to it.


Anyway, how is everyone's day? :D

Quick rundown of the situation
As some of my watchers know my father had an affair not long ago, and it absolutely tore this family apart. We were devastated. He got kicked out of the house and we were all in panic and shock.

Months later as we were JUST picking ourselves back up, he insisted on talking to my mother. He was in TEARS in the car BEGGING to come home and that he loves her and he can work it out and he'd made a horrible mistake yadayada. So he returned to us.

This past week he's been acting rather distant and weird towards my mother, not being playful with her and being a little defensive sometimes, (even throwing in a somewhat rude comment here and there) and as it turns out: he got confronted earlier today and he doesn't love my mother back NEARLY as much as she loves him - so as a final result, they've split and it's FOR GOOD. I have no respect for my father anymore and have had a lot of responsibilities put on me.

So, if I become inactive in the next few days - weeks - or even MONTHS, that'll be why. I'm sorry but I hope you can understand.

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Well, if youve been watching me for a while you should know that I still dont have a fursona because I'm way too picky on the subject.
So.

As it states in the titles... Do I remind you of any animals in particular? Every little helps so I might as well try this :p

... Who is going on a flight in 13 days:

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WOO ITS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY I hope everyone reading this has a wonderful day ;w;

I'm starting to settle more with my coffee coloured kitty Espresso, I think I might have her as a fursona for a little while, or a long while depending on if I attach.
I also tried out some piercings on her and I love it! http://puu.sh/jckrw/9fdd4aef99.jpg

Have a nice day everyone! I sure will~

Her name will be
Espresso Niassa Kai.

Thank you for everyone who made a suggestion! Very much appreciated.

BIG THANK YOU TO THE WAIFU  HisFluffy FOR GIVING ME ENOUGH MONEY TO BUY HER

well, turns out I've probably been scammed of $10 for a stolen adopt. life really sucks sometimes huh? ^^'...

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6868121/
 gummybearzakari is having problems with his bank, please help him out!!!