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Hey guys.

I might leave. lol

I'm tired of being forgotten and neclected, even if noone ever meant to do such mean things to me =)

And I don't blame you
I just blame myself for being such a jelous freaking stupid ugly fat white trash douchebag psycopathic cutter of a girl with such a big need for getting attention which she obviously don't deserve. (=


I got a lovely bunch of pills containing paracetamol(which, if overdose is taken, kills the liver and other vital organs which makes the body shut down and then the person will die, unless treated or having an antidote in a hurry), and I'm thinking about taking them, dum dum dum dum..

And then this nightmare would be over in a few hours..


lol


I guess I'll stick to the friggin' knife for sometime.. Or maybe I should wait, and then use a train later on? Hmm... Tempting.

it would go fast, and I possibly wouldn't even feel a thing. Whatever..

I'm going to bed, see if I get a sleep deprivation due to my melacholic and psycopathich thoughts and whatnot.

Sleep tight, guys and gals.

Taken from

Confession 1: Your biggest fear.
Ants. Believe it or not, I had a very bad experience with ants when I was just a brat.

Confession 2: Worst Nightmare.
The black man with red eyes, walking through my hallway towards my room with a big sharp kitchen knife in his hand and a long scary coat, and a hat like the one Zorro wears, coming for me to butcher me in the night.

Confession 3: Something you wish you could forget.
Lots of things, don't know which of them to chose.

Confession 4: Best dream.
Having a pet cheetah and taking her to school.

Confession 5: Favorite memory.
The times when I had a best friend IRL

Confession 6: Worst experience.
Having my best friend turn his back on me... although it was my own fault. ._.

Confession 7: Biggest pet peeve.
People pragging. Specially when the comes to me and shoves a dumbass drawing of a dumbass stick-man or stick-animal to my face and say "LOOKIT! I'M GOOD AT TIS :D" and I'm like: "Bitch, fuck off with that, or do you want me to tear it apart?!" I hate when people are proud of bad drawings like that.. srsly... Sorry if anyone are offended.

Confession 8: Something you're paranoid about.
lol. everything.

Confession 9: What you thought of your current best friend when you met them.
He's nice... oh.. damn.. he abandoned me.. Fml...

Confession 10: Your strongest principle/belief.
uuuhm.. that would beeeee... SHOOT AND SLAUGTER ALL KIDS AND CHILDREN! I hate children... they're so annoying. A good kid, is a dead kid.

Confession 11: What annoys you the most.
Kids, babies, children, pre-teens, old people, toy dogs (AKA overgrown rodents), my family.. Oh.. DOn't think there's more?

Confession 12: Something you want to do before you die.
Kill someone...

Confession 13: Biggest regret.
Help stealing something for some bitch from Irak or something. goddamnit.

Confession 14: Hidden talent.
I don't know I have any. I'm good at drawing, through I don't believe it.

Confession 15: Favorite thing about yourself.
Lol. Nothing. I hate myself. My body, my heritage.. everything about me.. I hate it.

Confession 16: One thing you would change about yourself if you could.
Everything.

Confession 17: Worst habit.
I'm tripping. You know, softly and fast stomping my feet against the ground, it tends to annoy people arround me.

Confession 18: Most important person in your life at the moment.
No one.. I feel left alone and mistreated.. Neclected, by many of the actual people I thought that would be around for me to help me on the right side again, instead I've been pushed further into darkness.

Confession 19: A skill you wish you had.
Uuuuuuh...

Confession 20: Biggest compliment you've ever received.
Nothing..

Confession 21: What you hate most about society.
That so many people gets an animal to just abuse and neclect OR kill it. Damn you people! DIE! I also hate Rodeo and bull fighting.. Srsly bitches.. LETS ALL RIDE YOU GUYS AND BEAT YA UP AND SEE HOW LONG YOU LAST?! Matadors! You should all be wearing a pair of horns and have cement stuck up your fucking ass and then you could fight the bull, on fair terms! Gtfo. Those bitches gotta die. I hate them...

Confession 22: Something that makes you cry.
When someone says or does something hurtful to me for no reason?

Confession 23: Something that makes you laugh.
When dumb victims in horror movies dies, because they do the dumbest things.. LOL

Confession 24: Most treasured possession.
Hmmm.

Confession 25: Something no-one expected you to like.
Excuse me? I like many wierd stuff that hardly everyone here knows?

Confession 26: Strangest hobby.
Reptiles. lol.. many of them girls and guys I know IRL thinks it's pretteh wierd that I already has a snake.

Confession 27: Biggest ambition.
Nothing.. I'm not trying to reach anything import with my life, and I'm not very ambitious..

Confession 28: Something stupid you used to believe in when you were younger.
Santa Claus and Easter Bunny. o.o

Confession 29: A random confession.
Pokémon

Confession 30: A few words to, honestly, describe yourself.
Aggressive, egoistic, emotional, suspicious, strange, thoughtful, crazy, insane, suicidal, gothic, negative, deffensive, terrytorial(If I am on the ground, it's my ground and NO ONE MAY TALK, LOOK OR WALK TOWARDS ME UNLESS THEY WANT ME TO BEAT THE SHIT OUTTA THEM!), friendly, forgiving, risk taker, neclected, abandones, mistreated, abused

<- there.

sorry, couldn't help it.

http://www.livestream.com/rinnydraw?t=427384

I might buy masks.. I have a white horse mask in mind and a werewolf mask in mind. I dunno.. I think they,re pretty cool

Today my rat passed away... it seriously broke my heart...

There might come some vent art later today..

rest in peace, yasmin<3 I really loved you<3
You were too young to die... my god...
I'm so sorry that you died<3 I love you baby<3
Rest in peace.. Please<3

Taken from because I can. And wanna see if anyone wants to check point any of these things.

AM I...
[] Cute?
[] Funny?
[] Amazing?
[] Sexy?
[] Weird?
[] Annoying?
[] Addicting?
[] Inspiring?
[] Scary?
[] A bitch?
[] A sweetheart?
[] A disturbance?
[] A good friend?
[] Your best friend?
[] The reason you get out of bed every morning?

HAVE YOU...
[] Cried from missing me so much?
[] Laughed at me?
[] Wanted to hold me?
[] Wanted to kiss me?
[] Tried to avoid me?
[] Thought about me?
[] Had a dream about me?
[] Gotten mad at me over something silly?
[] Talked about me behind my back?
[] Thought there might be an us?

DO I...
[] Make you smile?
[] Make you laugh?
[] Make you sick?
[] Turn you on?
[] Make you blush?
[] Make you lol at how retarded I am?

WOULD YOU...
[] Carry me?
[] Kiss me?
[] Hug me?
[] Make out with me?
[] Make me watch something with you?
[] Take advantage of me?
[] Snuggle with me?
[] Cry on my shoulder?
[] Slap me?
[] Shake hands with me?
[] Sleep in the same bed with me?
[] Instant message me/text me?
[] Talk to me on the phone?
[] Dance with me?
[] Slap me on the ass?

You and I are...
[] Enemies
[] Complete strangers
[] Acquaintances
[] Friends
[] Best friends
[] In love
[] In a relationship
[] Engaged
[] Married

ARE YOU...
[] Glad you know me?
[] Gonna ask me to be yours one day?
[] Afraid of me?
[] Gonna ignore this?
[] Gonna pass this on so I can fill this out for you?

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Have fun
~Rinny

Does it count as time traveling to journey to a country or state or anything that is one or more hours behind or ahead of you??

Take me.. I live in denmark.. We're one hour ahead of England.. If I journied to England one day, 1:00 PM then.. if we go through Danish time, then I would appear somewhere in england 2:00 PM (Danish) but since england is one hour behind us, then it means that I arrive in england 1:00 PM.. Does that count as time travelling?

Yup.. now I've got two red marks on mah arm.. from my failed attempts to cut a good deep wound open.. whatever.. just 2 things more to show the doctor.

is stupid..

It's dangerous to be living, you risk to die from it.
No kidding. Everybody dies. And they used to be alive. Get the meaning? We're slowly killing ourselves..

Whatever..

I was going to write moar, but it is friggin' shiz at the fucking night here and I need to get some sleep before my stupid mom wakes me up goddamn early cause she likes me to be mad and annoyed and having tendences to friggin' suicidal acts.

Goddammni! I hate my life. I do not cherish it. Nothing... Please.. Tell me, how to fix this shiz.

Some people needs me, I know.. I can't just go and leave them the hell alone, they don't deserve that. Oh for tha luv of Satan... Sorry..

I'm going to bed. Bye!

I took the "How Black are you?" Quiz on Facebook.
Cause I have nothing better to do..

My result: "Rin got Wigger, End Your Life.
No one likes you except other wiggers. You are a wanna be and you have zero respect. Your life at home is very normal but you act like you were raised in the hood..."

Ironic, isn't it? 'No one likes you'. I guess that's right...

I'm concdering that I might go inactive.

Also on deviantart, so I can clean that shit up.

The overall reason whatsoever, is that I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel fairly confused and stressed by all these sites and the thing that I absolutely have to draw instantly just to keep a few standards everywhere. I'm becoming tired of it.

Wich is also the basic reason for me, to stop all things such as trades, collabs and commissions. I simply just can't do it for the moment.

I don't know if I'm gonna be okay or not.
If not, then what is it to you?
You can't to anything to help me anyway.

You can't physically come to me and hug me or otherwise comfort me, and words don't really tend to have the biggest effect on me.

I do not want my parent or other sort of family to help or comfort me through.. As they're just a bunch of fat worthless bitches, nonetheless.

And yeah, I don't really like my family, my life, or anything. It's shit. I'm broke, and I got nothing that interrests me anymore..

Srsly.. fuck the animals. I love them, but I don't want to work with them.
I dunno what to do with my future, cause I ain't got one.

If I had, I would've been fighting for my education until the end. But guess what, I gave fucking up.

I always give up, cause I'm not a fighter.
Nor am I a lover

I'm a loner with anger issues, disorders, trust issues and so on. I hate people unless I tell them something else. I'm aggressive and violent and feels like I just wanna be left the hell alone.

I hate kids, children and babies. If it wasn't illegal, or if I wouldn't get caught, I'd slaughter and butcher every single one of them around me. Srsly. The need to get the fuck away from me. Screaming babies, annoying childen.. I wanna rip their fucking balls or boobs off, feed them with their fucking arms and legs and then fucking hang them from a tree and then play the chainsaw massacre or act like Jason Vorhees.

Srsly. Fuck everything.
Anyone who knows how to commit suicide the most painless way? Cause I wanna give this shit up once and for all.

LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
- Name: Rin
- Eye Color: Blue-greyish
- Hair Style/Color: Long, darkbrown. (About to have it colored black)
- Height: 1 m and 76 cm
- Clothing style: Mostly gothic/punk. Otherwise lazy style like.. the shirt I sleep in and some training pants.
- Best physical feature: -

LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: Red my journal called PHOBIAS
- Your guilty pleasure: I dunno, really.
- Your biggest pet peeve: Hmmm.
- Your ambitions for the future: Nothing, really. Just to move away from Denmark

LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up: Oh shit.. My blanket is so heavy.. I better stay in bed for a couple of hours *falls asleep*
- What you think about most: Suicide
- What you think about before bed: Sometimes suicide, sometimes horror movies, and mostly.. Nothing.
- You think your best quality is: That.. I'm very loyal?

LAYER FOUR: WHAT'S BETTER?
- Single or group dates: I don't really care
- To be loved or respected: Both please
- Beauty or brains: Both.
- Dogs or cats: DOGS - I dislike cats.

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: Yeah, but who doesn't?
- Believe in yourself: Not really
- Believe in love: Not really either
- Want someone: I don't know, maybe. But who cares?

LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage: Lol. Yes, twice.
- Done drugs: Nope
- Changed who you were to fit in: Nope.. I hate that stuff. I'd rather be a friggin' freaky outcast than some stupid pop girl covered in make up and whore like clothes. Srsly.

LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite color: Black, white and Red.
- Favorite animal: all sorts of canines.
- Favorite movie: I dunno
- Favorite game: Impossible Creatures and Battlefield. Definately.

LAYER EIGHT: AGE
- Day your next birthday will be: It's a Saturday
- How old will you be: 18
- Age you lost your virginity: I'm still a virgin.
- Does age matter: I guess not

LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
- Best personality: Hmm. Doesn't matter as long as the person love me for who I am
- Best eye color: Blue
- Best hair color: darkbrown or black. Boys are also accepted with blonde hair.
- Best thing to do with a partner: I dunno. Cuddle. I'm, personally, not really into the 'sex' thing.

LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love: Almost nothing
- I feel: Alone, abandoned, rejected, betrayed, unloved, unfair treated.
- I hide: Because people tend to dislike me and just treat me like crap.
- I miss: someone to cuddle with.
- I wish:

Night.

That's some bullshit.. Cherish your life.. Yeah right.. What for?

Well.. I don't really think I've got much to cherish in my life.. Seems that people just won't be fair to me.. I do so much for the world... and srsly.. I get nothing in return. what's that shit.. fml.


I do not cherish my life.

Low.

lol

No srsly.. I'm tired as hell, and I have like fucking 6 saw movies to watch later. Srsly.. I need to sleep first. lol

I go to bed

i hate life

life is a bitch, and then you die

srsly.. now I to bed go. Yeah.. I'm tired and it's like 0:43 AM here.. thats.. ALMOST 1 IN THE FRIGGIN' morning and I'm not sleeping yet. And I almost slept yesterday away.. now.. fuck this shit..

Fuck this journal
go leave me
gooooo...

oh, and sorry for all the emo anthro shiz I've been drawin'.. sorry.. I just kinda have to vent.. even through noone notices.. fml


There's a place called heaven and a place called hell, there's a place called prison and a place called jail..
Now I'm probably on my way to all of them except one..

Nighty nighty
Forget about this emo shit

Has this ever happened to you?

That you were sketching something..
And then you got tired..
And then you went to take a nap..
And in the meanwhile...

THE GODDAMN PC JUST RESTARTS AND DISCARDS WHATEVER YOU WERE WORKING ON?!

I hate computers.. Why do they restart without my approvement?! srsly...
Thats bad behavior from a pc's side..

YOU HEAR THAT, COMPUTER?!
FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU AND YOUR GODDAMN REBOOT SYSTEM!

1. When was the last time you cried?
I can't remember.

2. Have you ever faked sick?
yes

3. What was the last lie you said?
When I told someone I was fine..

4. Have you ever cried during a movie?
Yeah.. Pearl Harbor, when Danny dies.. It's so sad..

5. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of?
... Noone. I don't have that kind of 'trouble'

6. Have you ever danced in the rain?
No, never.

7. Have you ever been drunk?
Yeah. Got so drunk that I collapsed at the bathroom at the host's house.. and afterwards, I got taken home by a stranger. I got the wrong leatherjacket with the home.. Just an advice.. Do not go to a party, and then only bring strong alcohol such as shots with you and only drink that, while playing drunk games.. it won't go well.

8. Have you ever tried drugs?
No

9. Do you smoke?
Sometimes.

10. What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare?
I dunno

11. What is your full name?
Ha-ha. You'd like to now so that you can mock me, right? Forget it. You can call me either Malle, Maaron or Rinny.

12. What is your blood-type?
Where in the hell should I know that? I'm not a freak.

13. Have you ever been in a car accident?
Accident and accident.. I was on my bike when a car slooooowly did hit me while it was backing out of a parking lot. But I didn't get seriously hurt. I just had a limp for a couple of days, nothing serious.

14. How old were you when you received your first kiss?
I dunno.. 10-11 years maybe? When I played with my bestfriend.

15. Who was your first kiss?
A boy. I don't see him anymore though, as he hates me for accidently breaking his heart, by not giving a clear answer on his: "Wanna be my gf?" question. Dude.. I loved him as a friend back then.. I wouldn't go further RIGHT there.

16. Have you ever had an online relationship?
Hell yeah

17. Have you ever had phone-sex?
Naaah.

18. Have you ever been rejected by a crush?
Yup, and that's the reason for me not to believe in true love. Or believe people when they try to trick me to believe that there is someone out there in the world, who wants me. x3 Pfffh! Bullshit.. If I got anything.. It's friends. Fuck the family, they're just traitors.

19. What is your favorite sport to play?
Handball, and riding sports.

20. Have you ever made a prank phone call?
No. I'm scared to call people, even if it was a matter of life or safety. I don't trust anyone. Nor strangers, nor Police officers.. Nor doctors, nor dentist, noone.

21. Have you ever said I love you first?
Plenty of times, to

22. What's your favorite childhood memory?
Running around in the woods with my friend and playing dinosaurs. lol.. Oh memories...

23. Is there anything that you have done that you regret?
Many a times

24. What do you want to be when you grow up?
I dunno.. Someone who works with graphic designs or homepages. - Maybe something, designing characters and such. dunno.

25. Would you date outside your race?
Yeah. I'm not racist.

26. Have you ever had cybersex?
Does my RP characters count?

27. Who are you thinking about right now?
Noone. Basically I don't think of anyone. I'm a cold and mean person.

28. Do you believe in love at first sight?
No... What part of "I don't believe in love" didn't you understand?

29. Do you believe in karma?
Probably..

30. Who was your first crush?
My childhood friend who was my best friend.

31. Who do you have a crush on?
noone

32. How would you describe yourself?
Shy, little of a thinker. Maybe a bit emotional, tends to overreact. Loner, due to problems about trusting people because I've been betrayed so much. I'm a bit selfish and arrogant sometimes, and do sometimes turn highly violent and aggressive. Not much a talker in the start, but then I usually get to the point at letting my mouth run off with me the same way as a waterfall. Lol.. Yeah.. I talk a lot to people I know and actually 'trust'.

33. What are you afraid of?
Strangers. Police officers. Doctors. Dentists. Wasps. Bees. Needles. Sharp things. Class mates. My parents's friends. almost all of my cousins. People at the street where I live. Vehicles/machines that comes towards me. The pizza man. People that are 5-6 years older than me.The man with the knife and red eyes. Meat eating plants. Cactusses. Red lights. The farm that lies just across the place where I usually walk my dog.

34. What is your religion?
Laveyan Satanist.

35. What does your screen name mean?
Usually something with "Hell" or "Demons" or other things related to the Devil/demonic things, or related to real live animals or dreams I've had. Can't really explain.

36. What person do you trust the most?
Noone.. Really.

37. Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend?
Jacob.

38. What is the best compliment you have ever received?
I dunno. I'll tell you guys when I get a compliment I haven't heard before, 'kay? Good.

39. What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you?
I dunno.. People don't talk to me cause they dislike me.

40. What is the longest crush/relationship you have had?
Longest crush: 6 months. Longest relationship: a few weeks.

41. What is your greatest strength?
My loyalty.

42. What is your greatest weakness?
My temper.

43. What is your perfect pizza?
One with cheese, bacon, cocktail sausages, pepperoni, chicken and pork on it. Lol

44. What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?
Let me sleep a few hours more..

45. What is your first thought before you go to bed?
Why do I keep fighting this 'fight' when I can't win?

46. What college do you want to go to?
I don't want to.

47. Do you get along with your family?
Not really. I just cheat them to give me money for candy and stuff because I'm an ass who uses all of my money as soon as I get them. Yeah...

48. Do you play any instruments?
Not at the moment. But, I did once play piano, and flute, and keyboard, and drums, and guitar.

49. What kind of music do you like?
Anything that fits me. I don't like operah, jazz, country or classic tho'. However, the only artist I know off that should just get the fuck away or fall over dead is that stupid little baby thing named Justin Bieber. Who the hell does he think he is.. He can't POSSIBLY believe that's he's popular? He is one of the worst thing that happened to the world of music.

50. Do you think you're attractive?
Lol. No, but I bet I can be, when I want to.

51. Would you ever get a tattoo?
Yeah. Working on that, just have to make my mum promise that she'll pay it.

52. How many piercings do you have?
None. And I do not plan on getting any.

53. Who makes you laugh?
Noone

54. Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
I guess noone.

55. Have you ever seen a dead body?
Yeah.. In movies..

56. Do you have a celebrity crush?
Don't tell him.. But I'm having a Crush on Eminem. He's hawt

57. What is one thing scientists should invent?
Anything that could prevent me and only me about turning into some wierd dead-like thing that eats the flesh of living things. Yup.. I've watched too many ZOmbie movies. Damn those who invented zombie movies. - I do not believe in zombies.. But I do believe that there could be a virus that was able to kill all living things on the planet.. or something that caused a sort of 'rabies' to the human race.. or well.. Something that just made us all go crazy and try to slaughter those who weren't infected.

58. Have you ever broken a bone?
Once.. Maybe twice. Dunno. I once broke my arm, and then some years after I had my thumb crushed between a door on a car, because my little brother didn't see my finger, so he just smashed the car door closed. It hurt. and.. It resulted in my thumb getting almost completely black/blue.

59. What happens after you die?
Nothing. However a friend of mine believe that I'll be spending the time of death in the flames of hell, due to my religion.

60. Do you watch or read the news?
No. I don't really care what's going on around in the world. Possibly, I'm one of the only persons that could spend a couple of years in an isolation cell without going crazy.

61. What stereotype would you label yourself as being?
Punk, emo/goth


62. Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label?
With the emo thing. lol

63. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
Hmmm... I dunno...

65. If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change?
Why tell? I know it ain't gonne happen. But.. My haircolor to turn permanently black. I hate my hair colors, oh and I'd love to have red eyes.

66. Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
Don't think so

67. Have you ever played strip poker?
Lol, no.

68. Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves?
No. I'd tell them the truth no matter how hurtfull it might be. I'd only lie in order to protect my own ass.

69. What do you want your friends to think about you?
Ha-ha-ha..

70. Whats the biggest argument you've ever gotten into?
Wether there exist two kinds of the same species on any animal on the same continent.

71. Have you ever bitten someone?
My mom.

72. When's your birthday?
03/03/94

73. Have you ever stolen anything?
Yes

74. Do you make wishes on shooting stars?
I rarely see shooting stars, so no,

75. What’s the most you've ever eaten in one sitting?
I don't know. I'm not much of an eater.

76. If you could go back and change one day, what would it be?
The day I was born. I would have changed so I wouldn't get born.

77. Do you remember your dreams?
Not always. I tend to remember a few wierd dreams whatsoever.

78. Have you ever been in love?
Yeah. but I'm kinda done with that sh*t

79. Are you a morning person or a night person?
Night. I'm the craziest night-raven.

80. Do you have any phobias?
Yeah. Check my journal called: Phobias. The answer, is right there.

81. What's the meanest thing you've ever done to someone?
Threatened a guy that hit my friend.

82. Have you ever been to the hospital (other then birth?)
Yes

83. How many screen names do you have?
Too many

84. Do any medical problems run in your family?
Nah. or maybe, obviosuly us from my mom's site of the family might tend to get a sort of heartattack when we get old aged (Older than: 70)

85. Have anyone ever been disowned from your family?
I don't think so

86. Have you ever had a nightmare?
Yeah, everyone of those dreams I remember have always turned into nightmares.

87. Do you say meaner things to your friends or your enemies?
I do not say any mean things to myself, only to my enemies.

88. Would you ever participate in a threesome?
nah

89. Would you ever pay for a prostitute?
No way.

90. Have you ever mooned or flashed someone?
Yeah. I enjoy to walk around with my boobs visible. Only to annoy my brother who think's girls are gross. I almost always flash belly and back and such. Because, at least in the warm summer times, I only wear jeans, a bra and then my shoes. Cause I don't have any top that I like who fits my jeans nor my baggy pants.

92. Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants?
Never

93. Have you ever written a love letter?
No, never.

94. Have you ever attempted suicide?
I was close to a couple of times.

95. Do you prefer boxers or briefs?
Boxers I think

96. Have you ever been in a fistfight?
No

97. Do you have any hidden talents?
Nope

98. What is one thing you want me to know about you?
I don't like you or any other strangers basically. so.. No. Shus shus *waves hand*

99. What is one question you wouldn't want me to ask?
Idc. I'll just be rude at those I do not want to answer or lie about them, cause I can.

100. Do you usually prefer books or movies?
Movies.. Books tends to bore me.

101. Who is your favorite person to talk to?
I dunno. For the time I'm not really talkative, I just want to be alone.

102. Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad?
I dunno.

103. Would you ever have sex before marriage?
Not really.

104. Who do you talk to most on the phone?
noone.

105. Do you have a secret that you're ashamed of?
Nope.

106. Do you prefer British or American spelling of words?
Both. I don't really care whether it's british or american spelling, as long as people gets my meanins.

107. Have you ever gotten detention?
Yeah. Lol, Dunno if we should call it detention. I was playing games on cyberspace when the teacher wasn't there. x3

108. How do you vent your anger?
I'd like to express that through a bizzare piece of artwork.

109. Have you ever been on a diet?
No

110. Would you ever date someone younger than you? Older than you?
I don't date minors. I'd rather date people who's in the 20's.

111. Is your best friend a virgin?
Nope.

112. What's a rumor someone has spread about you?
Noone has spread rumors about me yet.

113. What's the kinkiest thing you could ever actually see yourself doing?
...

114. Would you ever get married?
Sure.. But not to just anyone.

115. Would you ever have kids?
I'm unsure about that.

116. Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness?
Yeah. I suffer from Aspergers Syndrome and a sort of depression that I even get pills for.

117. Have you ever cut yourself on purpose?
Been close to do so..

118. Have you ever wanted to murder someone?
Yes and I still want to

119. Have you ever hated someone?
Yeah and I still do.

120. Do you prefer talking on the phone or online?
Online.

121. Do you consider yourself popular?
No.

122. Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them?
No.

123. Have you ever had a crush on an enemy?
Lol. Yes.

124. Have you ever had a crush on a best friend?
Yeah

125. What is your favorite book?
Who cares

126. Do you have a collection of anything?
Model horses. Schelich you know, and plushies.

127. Are you happy with the person you are becoming?
Nope.

128. Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?
Yeah

129. What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now?
I hope to be.. Dead.

130. Are you happy with the life you have?
Not at all. Got nothing to be happy about.

Oh god...
do I seem melancholic? Cause I am.
Boredome...

Yup. Gonna livestream that shit *lol*

Link: http://www.livestream.com/rinnydraw?t=427384