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General | Posted 18 years agoGood thing I don't live in the U.S. or I would have had to wait 'till today to get legally drunk down there. ;3
Thanks guys for calling, had an awesome day.
Thanks guys for calling, had an awesome day.
A O-K
General | Posted 18 years agoSurgery went fine, hospital food is kind of disgusting. Dont ever ask for cream cheese.
Aside from that nothing else too interesting to note, I hope other people got a chance to enjoy the long weekend!
Aside from that nothing else too interesting to note, I hope other people got a chance to enjoy the long weekend!
Lawl Finances.
General | Posted 18 years agoVet bills and antibiotics for your gorgeous dog: 308$
Room and board: 400$
Completely revamped braking system for your car: 480$
Car insurance: 570$
Finding out your great grandfather died all within the same week: Pretty shitty.
There are somethings money can't buy,
For everything else you wished you had a credit card.
Edit:
http://www.ctv.ca/servlet/ArticleNe.....hub=TopStories
Here's a neat write-up about the feller!
Room and board: 400$
Completely revamped braking system for your car: 480$
Car insurance: 570$
Finding out your great grandfather died all within the same week: Pretty shitty.
There are somethings money can't buy,
For everything else you wished you had a credit card.
Edit:
http://www.ctv.ca/servlet/ArticleNe.....hub=TopStories
Here's a neat write-up about the feller!
Contradiction?
General | Posted 19 years ago<emo-contemplative stuff>
It's always difficult to write a journal for me I must admit, every time I finish one I look back and realize how emo/retarded/redundant the entire thing is. But there's a simple fact, I've been meeting a lot of people recently. It's kind of nice actually- to get different perspectives on the world we live in, and yet I find myself at odds with some oppinions. Personally, I dont understand why some of them feel it's easier to tell their problems to complete strangers on the internet than just talking to their friends which are supposed to -be there- for that situation.. nor do I really understand why some have problems they'll specifically say they'd never wish on anyone, and yet they'll do it to the people that give a shit about them.
In fact, there's quite a bit of contradictory things about people I find. In fact, I'm having troubles with this one person that constantly depreciates himself but recently attempted to explain how him and I were both 'above most people' and how it would only be logical for us to be an item. Not only do I find that rediculously ignorant but love definately isn't something that can be explained in any logical sense, just because two situations might work out doesn't mean at all that something's going to happen. ( This is something I myself recently found out, and not all at once. It took a couple poundings to knock it in me. )
Personally, I dont know what I want anymore, or even really who I am. I feel wayward, as if I could change to fit any situation or person- but is that what I really want? Have I wasted my time trying to act belligerently noble? I've been told I waste so many opportunities for relationships but they've not even come close to what I -know- I'm looking for. My ego can take a bruising or two, I've realized.. and I dont need to feel judged because I'm being passed on.
I may not be muscular but I'm in shape. I've been told I look like Tom Welling, which I honestly dont know if it was meant to have a positive or negative connotation but I honestly dont care. My hair might be too long and my eye shape might be too different for one persons tastes- and that's fine.. I liked that guy, cared about him too but he made a decision- as foolish as I still think it is.. but I have to respect it. In general- I like myself, which is something I havent had the opportunity to really acknowledge before. And while I'm sure I'll stumble again while I run foreward, I'm sure I'll find where I should be some day.
</emo-contemplative stuff>
It's always difficult to write a journal for me I must admit, every time I finish one I look back and realize how emo/retarded/redundant the entire thing is. But there's a simple fact, I've been meeting a lot of people recently. It's kind of nice actually- to get different perspectives on the world we live in, and yet I find myself at odds with some oppinions. Personally, I dont understand why some of them feel it's easier to tell their problems to complete strangers on the internet than just talking to their friends which are supposed to -be there- for that situation.. nor do I really understand why some have problems they'll specifically say they'd never wish on anyone, and yet they'll do it to the people that give a shit about them.
In fact, there's quite a bit of contradictory things about people I find. In fact, I'm having troubles with this one person that constantly depreciates himself but recently attempted to explain how him and I were both 'above most people' and how it would only be logical for us to be an item. Not only do I find that rediculously ignorant but love definately isn't something that can be explained in any logical sense, just because two situations might work out doesn't mean at all that something's going to happen. ( This is something I myself recently found out, and not all at once. It took a couple poundings to knock it in me. )
Personally, I dont know what I want anymore, or even really who I am. I feel wayward, as if I could change to fit any situation or person- but is that what I really want? Have I wasted my time trying to act belligerently noble? I've been told I waste so many opportunities for relationships but they've not even come close to what I -know- I'm looking for. My ego can take a bruising or two, I've realized.. and I dont need to feel judged because I'm being passed on.
I may not be muscular but I'm in shape. I've been told I look like Tom Welling, which I honestly dont know if it was meant to have a positive or negative connotation but I honestly dont care. My hair might be too long and my eye shape might be too different for one persons tastes- and that's fine.. I liked that guy, cared about him too but he made a decision- as foolish as I still think it is.. but I have to respect it. In general- I like myself, which is something I havent had the opportunity to really acknowledge before. And while I'm sure I'll stumble again while I run foreward, I'm sure I'll find where I should be some day.
</emo-contemplative stuff>
