After talking to some people about it, I have decided to delete every single image that I've traced over. From now on, it'll only be about images that I have made personally and nothing else in my main gallery. It's for the best that I permanently delete all those years of being a fraud and a fake. Constantly tracing over peoples images, mixed with my own art, and screwing people over art trades over false advertising. I mean sure I got permission to trace and color in the stuff form what I remember but fuck it. It's not my own work. I've already hurt people over those things and I can't bare to deal with this burden anymore. I want to apologize to those people and set the record straight on what really happened...

First my apology is for  a-toony-cat. One day we felt like doing art trade so I did my pic first. Since I rarely did my own art back then and relied heavily on tracing, Toony was disappointed over the differences in art quality. Toony said he wasn't interested in doing it anymore and then I got offended over the whole ordeal. This was back in the day when I was desperate for art trades, obsessed over getting free pics for a quick doodle. It's changed now where it's I only trades with friends. Overtime I grew more bitter against Toony over this trivial thing and started making up crap about the guy and wouldn't let it go. When in actuality, all of that negative talk about Toony screwing me over was false. It wasn't he who screwed me over, it was the other way around. I've learned to be more truthful about the art that I personally make and not relying on someone else's sketch as a crutch.

Next, my apologies to  bond750. Memories a bit hazy with this, I think I remember days of pestering him over random crap, editing his pics without his consent, and being an asshole towards him. Like the whole deal over owning The Inflatable Skunk character for awhile and boasting about doing my own take on the character.... which lead to nothing. And it only got worse when I commented on his backstory for The Inflatable Skunk when he got the character back. I came off as egotistical like "Oh my backstory for her would've been better." in which I failed to move on over the character. My take of doing stuff with my own OC's is a bit complicated. I have a different account on DA for non-fetish stuff while this is more exclusive for fetish stuff, and as such tend to keep a strict rule on how to handle them. If I decide to feature an OC in a fetish related pic, then it's permanently stuck on that account. Basically I'm just terrible doing stuff with my own OC's. Motivation rarely strikes me as I'm busy with other projects and real life work. Hence why I was a bit hostile towards Bond back then, now it's not like that anymore. I would like to organize my own OC's on which stays in non-fetish and which stay in fetish content. So far most are just stuck in limbo or in non-fetish stuff. Only OC I felt like doing for fetish material is that stupid ghost dog gal.

An apology for  tofer18 over some things. I think it was more false advertising over my own artwork, pestering him about crap, and being an ass when he offered to give me a free pic in exchange to have The Inflatable Skunk character. If I trashed talked about the guy, it's all false. I'm sure he's a fine guy.

And an apology for  anon06952. I got pissed over him blocking me after pinging him on Discord and trashed talked about him on a server. Again, all trash talk being false, and I later learned that no one likes to be Pinged on Discord. I just wanted to feature this as I never gave him a proper apology and it's been haunting me for awhile. Even if I tend to avoid him these days mainly because I'm scared I'll accidentally press his buttons the wrong way over doing something.

I'm sure there are others that I've hurt though I can't remember off the top of my head. For now, all I can say is I'm sorry for what I did. I just want forgiveness, to show I have really changed over those dark times. And that I am willing to move on to improve and be myself as an artist. I think I had something else in mind to ask but I'm sure it's asking too much. And before people start commenting, don't give me any sympathy, they are the ones who need it, not me. I just want these old wounds to heal and leave the past dead and barried. No more tracing, no more false advertising, no more causing hurt and grief, no more making up false crap about them. Just...... no more...........