Unsure of who I am to anyone. Feeling of missing out. Can't go anywhere or do anything. Can't contribute to this community in any meaningful or impactful way. Always left on delivered or read. Scared to come out of my shell. Better off a lurker.

Above are my constant thoughts. I've tried to shake these off for four months, and I just can't. I lost my job in July. Only just started a new job on Friday at a fast food restaurant with a five dollar pay cut. I'm worried that my car will get repossessed and I won't ever be able to financially recover comfortably to where I was before.

My personal life, thoughts, and feelings have all been so shit for so long. Life and this community will go on. It will be okay.

Goodbye, everyone.