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Princess of Polyester | Registered: November 24, 2023 07:30:43 PM
I'm just a married derg hoping furs will like me
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Dream of falling off the wagon again π³ (G)
3 days ago
I didn't, I've been a good girl even through Christmas around drinkers. Oddly not having a craving for a mimosa or mix drink. Weird.. but anyway...
Last night I had a dream about being home tonight after the long stressful week. I was in my house downstairs unwinding while upstairs my husband, our housemate, and both cats were sleeping and I wouldn't wake them up. I was on the PS1 for a while in the dream and got up to do something.
In the dream I then took a sip of a sweet pink-red drink in a glass bottle... I could actually taste it and see the color. Then I remember having that in-dream feeling of,"Oh no, I just f*cked up π" I remember two entities on either side of me with the energy of,"Oh you messed up, but cheer up. Tomorrow is a new day! You can do it" that was very telling of addiction, and I was so glad that I woke up realizing that I didn't actually fall off the wagon again.
So no, I'm still sober if you don't count sleepy time THC/CBD edibles, and was so relieved that I didn't mess up again. I work all the time and have issues falling asleep... that's kind of where the alcohol slipped away from me. Classic excuse,"I just need a drink to fall asleep." I can already hear everyone groan, and you're right!
Also no, I don't like when I slip and spill a little extra thc/cbd oil in my pre bed tea, I just don't like being high. Is this cheating? Like the old saying,"I'd rather bump into a bunch of stoners in a dark ally looking for cupcakes, than a group of drunks looking for a fight."
Not sure if anyone cares, but yeah. I'm going for a full year with zero alcohol. Eh
Last night I had a dream about being home tonight after the long stressful week. I was in my house downstairs unwinding while upstairs my husband, our housemate, and both cats were sleeping and I wouldn't wake them up. I was on the PS1 for a while in the dream and got up to do something.
In the dream I then took a sip of a sweet pink-red drink in a glass bottle... I could actually taste it and see the color. Then I remember having that in-dream feeling of,"Oh no, I just f*cked up π" I remember two entities on either side of me with the energy of,"Oh you messed up, but cheer up. Tomorrow is a new day! You can do it" that was very telling of addiction, and I was so glad that I woke up realizing that I didn't actually fall off the wagon again.
So no, I'm still sober if you don't count sleepy time THC/CBD edibles, and was so relieved that I didn't mess up again. I work all the time and have issues falling asleep... that's kind of where the alcohol slipped away from me. Classic excuse,"I just need a drink to fall asleep." I can already hear everyone groan, and you're right!
Also no, I don't like when I slip and spill a little extra thc/cbd oil in my pre bed tea, I just don't like being high. Is this cheating? Like the old saying,"I'd rather bump into a bunch of stoners in a dark ally looking for cupcakes, than a group of drunks looking for a fight."
Not sure if anyone cares, but yeah. I'm going for a full year with zero alcohol. Eh
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