I am a complex man.
People may remember me as the guy who kept pestering people for art trades, and how i was very deep in controversy that i was even commented on behind my back in such tf discords.
The thing is, i know it is the fault of my past self. Im truly in acceptance.
I may still, look as pushy or demanding of artists. Not knowing they have hobbies, and different activities.
A man cannot be the bad guy, all the time.
A man can redeem himself. right his wrongs.
And this is what i do right.
Accept my wrongs, and improve myself.
To Professor Pinecoon, Rex Equinox, and the others. I solemnly apologize to all what ive done.
Its the past, but people are different, they still can have grief over a thing that happened years ago. Its normal.
I dont expect acceptance right away, but this is the step to changing me, for good.
Day by day i think of the days i was certainly active in those discords. We had fun. Yeah! though.. i really thought i was surronding myself with the right people.
Look at me now. Surronding myself with different people inside the furry fandom.
But still. A man should pursue his past nonetheless.
Sometimes i just stare at the wall and think, "Is it worth being a furry", "Has the wound gone deep?", but it really is like that.