I have decided i will be heading in a new direction in my life. one that will persuit a path of healing, recovery and seeking professional help. i need therapy for past events in my life that i am not to fond of. the person who i was is not the person who i am now. i have been hurt, and i have hurt others. and im not okay with that. i need to seek help for myself.

there may be times where im not here (if i ever was here to begin with.) and my posts may not make awhole lot of sense (if they ever did befor i couldnt tell.) but im going to keep moveing forward now on a road of recovery. seek help and get help.

to all those who follow me on this plateform. i thank you for your views, for your favs and the comments given. i know i am not a very popular person, i have not been wholly open with myself here. as i have been projecting alot througth my characters, and the storys they have written and the worlds i have built.

i will continue to play dnd as it brings people closer. and i will continue to desing characters and place them here. as it is a way for me to express myself. its an art medium form i am comfortable with. ill try to persure other avanues. but i have to take this one step at a time.

i am greatful for those in my life. who support me. I only hope i can return SOmething to the community in time that may, make a difference in other peoples lives that may help them.
the impact the furry community has left on me. is an eye opener. its one that i fell into long time ago durning troubled times. i didnt make a whole lot of friends back then. but iv made some now. (and lost some too but thats how life is).

to anyone who may be going throught hard times right now. my best advice to you was given to me. and ill share it here now.

Seek help, get help, get therapy. if your hurting, find help. get help.

love you all. and please take care.