So yeah, not sure if many noticed buuuuuut, I was deactivated for a while . _.

I really only planned on being deactivated for like a week tops after some drama but never got around to reactivating >_> I had been logging in daily though to check on my pending art.

Honestly, was probably for the best as I kinda went through a personal hell...

I broke up with my then-boyfriend right around Valentine's day after I found out he cheated on me with our fellow co-worker, along with completely using me, stealing from me and potentially my roommates, controlling me, lied, just basic emotional, mental, and sexual abuse...

Which leads to the first of two big announcements:

I'm currently 22 weeks and 5 days pregnant with a little boy.

No, he does not know, and for my mine and my unborn son's safety, I will not telling him until either never, or I feel he is actually mature enough to not take advantage of my son's citizenship or steal him away to El Salvador.

For those who may say "Try child support", I'm pretty sure you can't get it off someone who is illegal, which I am 99.9999999999999999999999999999999999% he still could be "saving up to process his asylum" (something I had paid for a consultation for previously, but he never got around to actually doing anything about it) if he ever intended at all...I honestly don't know what was a lie or what was the truth with him anymore. I really don't.

Anywho, I finally adjusted to the whole being pregnant thing and have a lot more support then I expected.

I'm also slowly breaking out of the shell he kinda put me in and am becoming who I used to be and enjoying my old hobbies again.

In saying that, my second announcement is that I will be making a brand new FA. I need a reboot so to speak. I will not be linking it in a journal but I will be re-watching many of you, and believe me, you guys will know its me.

Thank you to those I had opened up to these past few months, and those who are still by my side today, and in the times to come.