I thought I was ready to be back but I’m not.. not sure when I will be back but all I know is that I shouldn’t have came back yet. I’m very sorry for leaving when finally getting to chat with you all again, it’s no one’s fault for why I left again and I hope you all enjoyed Christmas without thinking of me.. last thing I want is to ruin all of your holiday cheers. This wasn’t supposed to be a phase for me that I stop being part of this community but it’s just too much for me to balance it with life, mentally and physically I’m not at a good point of my life and as much as talking with ya’ll helped me I just can’t bare hurting you all over and over again. I always have anxiety when I don’t message for a while and hurts me thinking I’m hurting people I care about for not being around often. At this point I feel like my apologize is getting tiring and losing all meaning when it comes from me, please don’t worry about me and try to not sadden yourselves by thinking of me.. all I want is for all of you amazing people to enjoy your New Years and I hope 2026 is a good year for everyone <3 for the mean time I’ll try to keep working on myself and maybe one day I’ll truly be ready to comeback.

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!