its been what about 6 or 7 years since the last time i really posted on this site, it happens i suppose, working two jobs, sleeping about 6 hours a night before working both jobs, still single at my age..... kinda hurts, nervous af around the opposite sex, but i guess thats mostly because i dont spend much time around the opposite sex in my line of work as a Security Contractor, got diagnosed with High Bloodpressure, and the doc told me i had to take blood pressure meds to regulate it, happy to report that i've got that under control now, but recent lab work says i /might/ be borderline diabetic so i need to work my ass off to get my sugar under control, i dont want to have to use insulin, O_O i cant stand needles, anyways, figured i'd vent a little, and give a little heads up as to what i've gone through, between school, graduation, working as a contractor at Modus Engineering at Google for about 9 months before my contract got pulled (honestly it was a lot of fun, and i met a lot of cool people working there and enjoyed the work) then came back to working full time as a security contractor (same job i've had for almost 9 years now) and recently started working part-time at a local retail store, the local Westlake Ace Hardware here in town, honestly, the jobs not bad, but god the hours kinda suck, work all night doing security and end up working 8-3, so i sleep about 6 hours after getting home from work before going back to work and working another 8, shit happens, bills gotta get payed, payments gotta be made, gotta work for what i've got, anyways, i'm back, and i'm looking forward to seeing the changes made to the site (hopefully for the better)