Hey man... we should talk! This was both really good and sad, but I understand where you are coming from. I have had a very hard, tumultuous and down right dark past because of the things others did or didn't do. In a way, I know where you are coming from and if you ever want to talk, send me a note! Hell, I am going to send one to you now with my personal info there so I can be a shoulder to lean on if you want it. Also, so you know, the person I am with is always number one in my book!