I know what its like when you hate the way something came out. But now I'm going to be one of those annoying people who are like "I think that's really good" I don't know how you wanted it to come out but I think it came out excellent. Honestly I don't know how you did it or the 3D red blue effect.

Bahhh, it just didn't come out anywhere near as graphic or dark as I intended I think - I think 'cause I calmed down a bit before drawing, also I didn't go.. like.. ham detail, I just wanted to get an idea out so for me it's like.. not "standard"???

Idk, I just wanted to express something "real" for a change regardless of whether I liked how it ended up looking or not, y'knoiw??

Annnnd I did that in Photoshop, you duplicate your layer then there's a wee button at the bottom "fx"? and the very top option, then you untick the G and B of the RGB you see, and then you just move the duplicated layer to the side a few pixels or distort it etc ^^

This explains it better; https://www.photoshopessentials.com.....to-effects/3d/

I know what you mean specially if you start drawing vent art then go to finish it the next day and your like "I'm OK now..." lol. I think it looks polished and you can tell it's your style. Yeah sometimes you just have to get your idea out regardless. But as an outsider I like it. And I hope you feel better soon. Even though sometimes we need to feel sad/angry/whatever because we're human.

That's actually really cool I might give it a try some time. I'd just never seen that effect before. I used to use Photoshop but since I started using Sai2 I sorted of abandoned it. Need to go back to it and experiment.

Bahh, I literally use both sai and photoshop on like.. every thing I draw :') <3

Perhaps not the way you wanted to come out, however I relate to this image
and feel the connection thus, making it very emotional and beautiful. I believe you
did a wonderful job in its expression - xo

That's honestly all I was hoping for, thank you >< <3

-offers hugs-

I hate it. Not because it is bad looks bad or anything. This is true art and great art. Art causes emotions and with me this piece calls up pure dislike and unhappiness. Because it does that it is terrific. You did well there!

Honestly I hate it to for the same reasons, I just needed to get it out - It just... seeps into me and I can't bear it, and it didn't come out anywhere near as graphic as it feels, but if it got it across then I guess it's done it's job ><

you did well there artist. Thanks for sharing it!!!

Hope everything’s ok

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