bawh... poor star :<
I think most of us would choose not to go back if we could qq

i agree. i ofen feel very scared to really get out there and explore my little side becaus i feel like its my dominant nature and it would completely take me over

Yes! It's so scary how much I want to be little that once I take even 10 minutes to be small Im just really attached and it feels like my heart is empty wen I have to go back to big people stuff

We all wish we could stay little forever....

Who?

Tina spunds fun

Also would love to go to that daycare

Yep honestly wish they had a adult daycare!

YEP. "Didn't have a care in the world, with Mommy and Daddy standing by..."

Oh dear.
If had the ability to enjoy my child side, I wouldn't wanna go back to boring mundane adulthood either Star.

hugs I know how you feel

I really wanted to cry at the end of the ABDL playgroup

I felt like I finally found a place to feel accepted and it went by so fast, I was so awkward at first I know I didn't spend the full day being able to enjoy it with others, but I did manage to find my little space even if it was for the last 30 Minutes of the event, then I had to adult again and catch trains XD

So I know full well Stars tears here, I really do :(

Daggum those feels! This is like 110% how I felt a few days ago when I hit my peek littlespace moment >~>

Poor thing...

no dont cry :(

Poor Star hasn't had enough babying for one weekend. She'd want this for a lifetime, but now she's got to deal with work especially the issue with Marrelis.

Oh yeah I forgot about him. I bet Marelis is going to either yell at star like usual or talk with her sincerely.

Uh... he was actually really creepy in the comic, so he's probably going to make her going back to work REALLY bad.

Hey, this is only Saturday or early Sunday morning. She's got a full day ahead of her before she gets back to the office.
Something about a brother she needs to deal with or something.

poor Star I know that feeling all to well D:

Never experienced anything like that for myself either. Sure most would feel overcome also.

That poor baby.....

Oh those hard feelings when reality bites. It is such a hard feeling to deal with, especially the first time. I feel for poor Star.

I understand how she feels in this regard the space of which we all have
Is special in its own way that when we been in it soo long its upsetting and as someone else put it to put on the mask again

Hold her tight! To much feelings coming.

If you cry I'm gonna cry

When a con is over.

Yeah, reminds me of the first time I went to Arizona Furcon. On the last day I was crying like a baby. I didn't want the fun to end. Interestingly, when I went to a steampunk convention, the post con depression didn't hit me on that one....only really furcons cuz everyone treats you like family :)

I know how you feel...

Noes, don't cry baby!

Having just gotten back from visiting my daddy after a VERY stressful semester at school and finally getting to let my hair down, so to speak, this is a big mood, I really feel for star

I relate strongly with this. Having to come out of little space is so difficult, especially when you don't know when you'll get to again or have fun, and I've never even played with others yet and I still feel it. We all just want to be where we feel accepted for who we are.

Gosh this page is so darn relatable.

Awwww, poor Star. I really love the emotions with this page and how Manda is trying to comfort Star. Please don't cry Star, you will have plenty of opportunities to go over to Bella's and Manda's house again. Phenomenal job as always, Star!!! I just hope mean old Marcellius doesn't make Star's life even harder. *Hugs*

Buhh. Such a bittersweet page.. poor star, we've all been there

Total mood at the end of my first furcon D':

As a caretaker myself, I'd feel sad too if you were under my care Star. I'd make sure I had a lot of fun stuff for you to do, I know it's no fun for ABDLs to enjoy adulting that much.

That's the sign of a great care giver though, creating a space where littles can feel safe and be happy is not easy.

Poor star, i would scoop her up in an instant.

Aww Star.. I feel you. I was so lucky to fall for a man who’s also a total baby so we get to live this every day. You will find that sooner rather than later too!

Awwww. Poor Star. Though, I’d probably be crying too if I was in her situation.

Also, Manda is so sweet. She’s very appropriately named on her profile. ^^

Serious case of con drop, there.

;-; Dammit, I wanna hug her again.

Fuck man this hits way to close to home for con depression >~>

Star - The weekend's gone by so fast

Me - its been four years Star! you have had the longest weekend ever

You win! Gosh I was waiting for someone to say that. how did it take that long?? Even as I typed that speech bubble my brain was screaming "ITS BEEN 4 YEARS!!!!!"

*insert scene from Jumanji*
WHAT YEAR IS IT

Oof! Hit me right in the feels!

I identify so strongly with Star - finding this side of myself has been so rewarding, but it can feel devastating learning to put it away when playtime is over. It's not just about the joy of feeling content to be small and vulnerable - it's learning to feel every emotion untempered by life experience. Happiness feels like joyous ecstacy, sadness becomes soul-crushing despair.

I couldn't imagine having a weekend like that and having to go back to roommates who don't know and a job that requires maturity and seriousness at all times. Poor Star - at least Manda is there to comfort her.

After the babying she got, I wouldn't wanna go back to her regular life either.

The war cry of the 21st Century, "I don't wanna go back to work!"

As a reader since the start I can confirm that this weEKEND DID NOT GO BY FAST! OwO

Poor little star.

awww

This page made me cry.... 11/10! <3

Is there still going to be abdl parts

poor baby kitten she needs some snuggles something bad

i know that feeling very well. i always get upset when i have to say bye to my girlfriend and head back home :'c

Poor Star. I hope that the story takes a turn for the better, happier side of things.

awww poor star

Why does it upset you? :(

Ouch. This hits home too far. I’m curious to see how Star handles these emotions. Perhaps we as the audience could learn something from Manda.

If you do have to go back, I hope your boos doesn't try to pick on you for finding out you little side, if he does he better line up cause your whole fanbase will wanna slap him!

oh star I know how you feel when I spend time little I don't wanna go back being big but there is no choice, no one can stay little forever

This definitely gives off a post-con depression vibe. I feel it.

Very well done as usual!❤️

What’s star talking about the weekend going fast, for us it was like 2-3 years

Ahhhh i feel for star sooooooo much :,(

Is anyone else dreading Monday?

Oh yeah. Marellis is SUPER creepy.

Drop and the thought of returning to "normal". This page is all sorts of feels. :C

*shnk*

MiSsiON
STaRt!

Days until Retaliatory Action: FEW
Steal Sgt. Marrelis's heart

awww poor star she needa hug

I know exactly how you feel, Star. TBH, this page made me tear up a bit too. *HUGS YOU*

i just caught up on this comic and i will be awaiting new pages from here on out uwu youre in my watchlist now cheers

The crash is real :(

The worst part about those weekends are the good byes.
Recently i went to see a good friend in other city. It was... Wonderful.
But i almost cried when i needed to go.

Awww it will be alright sunshine ☺️

Poor Star. Though I'm sure this will not be the last time. :)

This is honestly how many feel after going to a convention that really clicks with them. After I finally went to MFM, I cried for several minutes in the car after I checked out of the room. Wondering the exact thoughts echoed in the strip above.

I know, I felt the same way pup. (btw its Aunty Storm, I wish there was a way to change my user on here)

The big comedown...always hurts. Hugs for Star.

That's sad for Star, stay as a baby!

Aww I would scoop Star up in an instant

"Noooo Mommy! I don't wanna go to skool!"

Star is so cute !!!

aww poor baby i know that feeling too

Aww, i feel for her. She should really take the pacifier and duckbeaver with her. I myself usually don't go to work in diapers, but i never go out without my pacifier. Even if i can't use it, its still a reminder of my little side.

Hello BabyStar, I was going to financially support you, but then my friend showed me this link, and this recount of your little temper tantrum.

How could you, Anastasia, Fucking Bryce? You were my number one. I loved you more than  KammyPup , more than  BabyPandora ,and more than many other babyfur tbh.

Wanna know how I found this? Well my friend kinda found about my kink, and he sat me down and tried to talk some sense into me. Turns out, he was a once an abdl too, but then he quit because people like you decided to have a tantrum online, and he did not want to fall deeper into the rabbit hole. He hated the hugbox, knowing that it was in the way of his path to self-improvement. He wanted to be resilient, and this community of big babies (both figuratively and literally) would get in the way.

And In hindsight, I kinda find this kink a bit creepy now, and I kinda "grew up". I got bored of diapers. Kinks in general are kinda boring now, so I kinda want to leave.

So enjoy one less watcher. Good luck in life, you government exploiting, oversensitive dumbass!

You're probably gonna block me and delete this post, but I don't give a shit. I just wanna talk some sense into you, cuz I was never proud of the babyfur community, let alone the furry fandom as a whole. #NoHardFeelings

Im not going to delete this, because you make some points I'd like to address.

You know that first link. I am pretty ashamed that I wrote that. It was always a mistake to type stuff when drunk... See how the date on that says 2010. Back then...actually it was late 2009 thinking about it... I did get free nappies on the NHS...well they werent really nappies they were pads you put into sorta mesh underwear. But for some reason that night I wanted some sort of weird kudos on a diaper site (which is why you'll only find that one comment anywhere online cause truthfully I was kinda talking bollock) I exaggerated what was actually going on to sound like I was some cool person. But truth of the matter is I'm not.

I have real continence issues that I do think is probably subconsiously brought on by my kink , so yeah I went through the nhs system and got allocated a bag of pads a week, I Got those for about....3 months back in 2010 and then decided I could afford my own and buy better quality product actual diapers rather than pads that kept leaking everywhere and got myself removed from the system. So yeah over a decade ago now.

Why didnt I say this all at the time, truthfully what was the point. people want to believe drama and defending myself is kinda pointless once someone has made up their mind. I was too busy deleting all teh "drink bleach and die bitch" sort of messages that I didnt really have any energy to actually bother with any counterarguments and I also felt having typed that screen shotted message that I deserved half the stuff that came at me.

As for the videos truthfully I havent watched them. I know that they're made by a guy who doesnt have a particularly nice track record for being a decent block, who sent his millions of fans in my direction who sent me hundreds of death threats for days over several weeks. yeah nice bloke. Why? because I stupidly asked for him not to use my artwork in his videos. Yup that was dumb of me. Im not gonna watch them because truthfully I loath myself enough that I dont need someone else doing it for me.

You do what you need to do though. Yup I was dumb and stupid back then. I'm not the same person I was back in 2010 and that whole thing blowing up like that made me grow up pretty fast. Have a nice life whatever you want to do with it.

Hi BabyStar, I just found out about this amazing content you created. Thank you so much for that, you're really talented and it really hit all my buttons as well, hihi!
I don't usually do many things online, I'm more passive, but I just saw that you made a mistakes in the past... well, so did I. Learn from it and go on with your life. I'm really sorry that somebody decided to make an entire video to shit talk you and our community.

But well, boys will be boys, babies will be babies and trolls will be trolls. Best course of action is to just ignore.
I support you fully.
Also, I have to go to bed now!
Fankyooo, bye!

I hid your second comment. Why? Because I know all that stuff. Also I don't need my personal Info being spread around any more than it has done. I know what he's been saying about me and I know enough that I don't need to hear it. There was weeks worth of hate directed at me. Don't believe it if you do t want I really don't care. I lived through it. For the lulz yeah thanks. Anyone who needs to tear someone else down to make themselves look good really doesn't get any of my attention I'm afraid.

I know not to feed the trolls it was sadly mainly my friends wading in to try and defend me that caused the issue. I love my fans and my friends but it just took weeks to calm them down and try to explain I can fight my own battles no one needs to do it for me. Meanwhile daily hundreds of threats. Me trying to take it all and sleep at night wondering what vileness would be thrown at me the next day.

But you know if been bullied all my life so it was foolish of me to think online life would be different.

Having millions of followers online has consequences. I am a speck in comparison but it's still why I'm careful about what I say to my watchers.

But I do have to thank him. The barrage of nastiness that came at me so aggressively really did toughen me up. It takes an awful lot to get me riled up online these days. It takes something pretty spectacular to upset me. So there's the one silver lining I guess.

I have spent the last ten years raising thousands of pounds for charities, helping people who come to me for advice and generally trying to help other folk. If someone wants to make fun of me because I wear nappies want to play with baby toys and want a bedtime story once in a while tand got upset because of the hundreds of hateful things people were saying to me then hat's up to them, meanwhile I'm happy here in my own little bit of the internet trying to help folk feel a little bit better about themselves.

It's good to see you see that you have changed for the better. To be honest, I kinda admire you for that. From what I've seen, you are a pretty chill person, which might have come from your experience with trolls.

However, I can't help but notice what a hugbox this community still is. With no criticism whatsoever, this subculture has become an oversensitive echo-chamber, where even legit criminals can escape criticism. This criticism-free environment makes people unable to face any sort of negative speech in the long run, literally acting like big babies online.

Like I said in that removed comment, people like this are what's causing the Internet trolling gold rush, or should I say "troll rush" (I know, I'm not funny).

Ever since the beginning, the babyfur community, as well as the furry community altogether, has seen a lot of lolcows feeding the trolls. Because of this, I feel like that mentality of oversensitiveness and circle-jerking will prevent me from becoming a stronger and resilient person, one that can take the verbal beatings of some guy on the Internet, or even some minor advice from a friend.

There's nothing wrong with wanting to act like a baby. The problem happens when you have literally become one.

# I still love your work, I really do, I just can't see it the same way ever again.

I'm not going to tell you what Star/Gem/Sammy has done for me, but she saved my life, literally. The details aren't important, what is important is that she thinks more of others, and does more for others, than she does for herself. If you haven't taken the time to get to know the person behind the characters, you would do well to find out more about them then what they present on the web.
I owe this woman more than I can say, and would do anything I could for her, because she is the real deal, a genuine article. That may not change your mind, it doesn't have to, but before you go digging up her past, try to get to know who she is now. You'll find one great woman.

Yes, he is a good person. And I will admit that this community has been very good for my mental health.

But nobody is perfect, so nobody is free from criticism.

If this was a hug box I would have deleted your original comment I've always said I'm open to criticism so long as it's constructive. People are always free to note me if they have issues with me or my work and usually we can discuss things like adultsand work stuff out rather than pasting stuff all over the comments of my artwork. I only deleted your second comment because it actually had links to where people could find personal details which I don't think is unreasonable considering I've had stalkers before.

You band around the word hugbox as if it's a bad thing but truthfully people get to decide who they do and dont want to deal with online. If people are going to get aggressive and sweary with me why should I give them the time of day. I wouldn't put up with that in the real world so I'm not gonna put up with it here.

You've debated with me and discussed things and as a result I've continued to converse with you but if you start cussing and wishing me dead and crap like that then yeah of course I'm going to block you why would I want to waste my time on such negativity when there plenty of positive things I could be doing with my time..

Anyway I think I'm done here. I've got actual work to do now so should get back to work creating content for people.

Also I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who have been mature enough not to wade in and start attacking folk I really appreciate that a whole heap.

>"If this was a hug box I would have deleted your original comment I've always said I'm open to criticism so long as it's constructive"

Yes, you're open to criticism, I can see that. For example, I pointed out a mistake in one of the pages in your comic, and you were amazingly chill with it, and even promised to correct it in the printed version. This community needs more chill babyfurs like you.

What I'm saying is that there are plenty of oversensitive people in the community, and this is what's attracting the trolls. You may be chill, but much of the rest of this community is still comparable to Tumblr's "progressive leftists". I'm not going to use the "usual term", because it's overused at this point. Of coursem not everyone is like this, but it's more than a healthy amount.

Also, you weren't always this chill, hence why I sent you that first link.

> "I only deleted your second comment because it actually had links to where people could find personal details which I don't think is unreasonable considering I've had stalkers before."

Private? PRIVATE!? Those were things that you publicly posted, things that I could simply Google myself. Those were not bank account numbers or encrypted pictures, or a hacked hard drive. Those were things that you posted publicly. If you're so upset, then you should have not posted them.

BTW, scraps are not hidden posts and can still be publicly viewed. And don't block me for this, but I'm glad that you're trying to lose weight.

>"You band around the word hugbox as if it's a bad thing"
A little love and a place to be yourself is fantastic. But we need to open ourselves to criticism once in a while, otherwise we will not be able to face the cruel journey we call life, and we will keep making the same mistakes again and again.

Besides, trolls will never go away, so a part of life is to learn to ignore them.

>"Anyway I think I'm done here. I've got actual work to do now so should get back to work creating content for people."

Okay, take care. I'm still waiting for more of your work. Cheers mate, have a good one.

So wait, let me get this straight - you created a fake account, tracked down a person you trolled/harassed 3+ years ago, just so you could dredge up the old incident and post it on her page to incite a new reaction for more material for your hate show?

Dude, that’s not trolling - that’s fucking psychotic.

Maybe I’m reading what’s going on here incorrectly, but if that is actually what’s going on, then you genuinely need to get help. That kind of obsession doesn’t come off as funny-trolling, it comes off more as ‘this dude’s probably a serial killer irl’. It’s beyond creepy.

>"So wait, let me get this straight - you created a fake account,"

I've had this account for a while, I even have art (albeit terrible art) posted here. I even have my own fursona, which I plan to post art of soon.

I gave this account this name because I wanted to test the waters first. When I feel confident in this community, I will change my username to reflect my fursona.

>"tracked down a person you trolled/harassed 3+ years ago,"
"Tracked" your ass! I have drawings to complete and a job to do! Someone just happened to show that video to me to slap some sense into me (or disapprove my fetishes if that's how you want to see it).

>"Dude, that’s not trolling - that’s fucking psychotic."
Again, I'm not trolling, just disappointed that someone whom I personally admire would be such an idiot. I don't hate her, I watch her ffs. I just don't agree with her actions.

Overall, this argument has been solved already, and we settled on good terms (kinda). And it honestly sucks when people see genuine criticism as bullying. As I said earlier, this community is certainly a hugbox.

Bro, you created your account 2 months ago - which is almost exactly how long ago you made your other comment on Star’s other comic page.

Also, you just so happened to get ‘discovered’ by your friend, who just so happens to know about this incident, and who gave you a link to a video that just so happened to be reposted a month ago (about an event that happened years ago).

Nah, fam. I don’t buy it.

I could be wrong, as obviously I don’t have any definitive proof - but he’s made a fake account before (as shown in the video you linked - yes I watched it), so I wouldn’t be surprised if he did it again.

😥>That face when you're genuinely shattered by the actions of someone who you admire but someone thinks you're a troll.

I really hope she breaks down and tells Manda about Marellis.

*tries to borrow bob*

As painful as it may be, Star, you've got to return to the adult world. You don't want to be Stanley Thornton in a cat suit, do you?

I have a little I care for that had this exact thing happen. "Going back" is definitely a hard thing to deal with.

someone needs 50 CC of bob snuggles stat!! (CC stands for Collosal cuddles btw) Q_Q

She has to go back. She is an adult.

aww come on invite her back this weekend. I hope her boss doesn't say anything about the party when she gets back to work.

I wonder if her room mate is going to discover it and how she'll react.
Most of the people around me acts with indifference. They don't mind it but they don't really like it either. So I can't do it while around them but as long as I'm doing it in private they have no issue with it.

oh my gosh ... i guess most of us know that feeling ... :<

I’ve just reread from the start(for like the 5th time). And I kinda forgot how this comic makes me feel.
Like everything about it is amazing and a lot of how star thinks is very relatable.
I just hope that one day I’ll be lucky enough to find someone like these guys to help me experience this stuff.
Just the idea that I might be able to get accepted and allowed to be like this makes me very happy and that’s all thanks to you.

stars realisation she has a little side is hitting home but still we have to face groan up life too whether we like it or not. keep going this story is still so good :)

Nuuuu..... please don't cry! You can always come back!

:'(

Poor baby 😢 I get it this happened to me once it sucks so much

I lowkey just binged this entire comic up until this point tonight. As bad as it sounds, I first found out about you and your work in the video by mIster metokur some years back. In those days I was far less accepting of this side of myself, but as of late i have really spent some time getting used to it. Regardless of the details of that situation, I decided to finally give your work a chance. This comic has been outstanding thus far, and I can say that it has had a far more of an impact than i could have even imagined. It brought me to a little-space that was unprecedented. Much appreciated, and keep up the good work.

Nooo!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭 I don't want this to end!!!



























Well, at least not until she shits in her diaper a few times in this comic. 😟😨😰😱

that happens to me whenever I have to go back to my company after having gone to a convention

(〒﹏〒)

I know this feeling, when it was my last day to see the girl i am absolutely in love with, i started crying into her shoulder

~BabyStar can you tell me how to draw so good? from ~mystery_FUR_2020


https://www.furaffinity.net/user/mysteryfur2020/ if you didnt read the first one

Its been 2 years since i had someone take care of me (My EX-Mommy). But this is LITTERLY Me. I Remember everytime it was over. I Nearly cried, And didnt want to go back. Cause like Star. I Dont know when i got all this again.